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climbski2
Mountain climber
Anchorage AK, Reno NV
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I've learned a lot from this thread. Thanks. Best wishes for continued progress and hopes that perseverance at least gets a bit easier.
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philo
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Unbelievable! I just knew you homies wouldn't bother taking the time to actually read my painfully sincere post just on the off hand chance it would contain some relevance but would instead jump straight to bitch slapping me on several threads. Even the Love thread!. I tell you all about a personal trauma so severe I am openly discussing suicide to avoid it's recurrence and you folks make fun of it and me. How many of you self proclaimed Christians think that behavior was really Christian? Do you respond to all calls for help with sloppy raspberries? Damn you guys beat all. Your not a clan or a tribe you are a mob.
Just sent emails to the admin staff requesting they purge all of my content so I can retain more direct control of my creative and intellectual properties for the future, The only real opportunity I'll have as many body stops handleing the brute physicality of labor is the output of my creative process. Tami Knight among other routinely chastized me for just giving it free to the wind. But if I am to have a chance to make a living through my words and images it just wont do to the have mean spirited photoshop hack jobs and misinterpreted paraphrasing whack a moling all over the place.
I told them I'd give it a week before I purge every thing myself.
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climbski2
Mountain climber
Anchorage AK, Reno NV
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A lot of people care about you phil..I'm not sure why you let things said here get you so wound up. I would imagine you ask yourself that occasionally.
Anyway..things have gotten out of hand and I hope folks stop giving Philo crap regardless whatever he says that kinda makes it too easy to respond harshly. Although it might be nice if you made it easier too philo.. cmon we are really adults here.. we could all actually try to behave that way once it's clear this aint funny anymore. Phil irked me one day so I said my piece and was done with it..hell I regret even letting myself go that far.... but going on an on day after day over this stuff seems ridiculous for all.
Quite seriously I've been reading this thread since day one..I have learned a great deal from this thread.. pretty harsh what electricity does long term. I appreciate the glimpse into a type of issue I had no idea about. There is more to this than standard PTSD (plenty bad enough by itself) which seems involved too but only part of it. Something Philo has really taken time to illuminate.
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Fritz
Trad climber
Choss Creek, ID
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Phil: I would be very sad if you resigned from ST & purged your posts due to ----------six to eight folks bullying you.
I think you are stronger than that!
Be Strong!
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philo
Trad climber
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Fritz I appreciate your sentimate but I have bigger fishto ftry to fry. Too much heavy weather lakely amd a couple more recent close calls and Iam falling int a fugue of black deprdssion. Im lopsing my lucidity as isit her loosing ability to re cgnize lettrs on my keyboared, or my abilty to seldtk teh correc tkeys. imm not jokinnng this is real. ihad too flea the job in montain today becuse of violennce weather leavingg m ytools behind not sure if iver want to gio bsck.
And now iiimdriffing inthe blknssss. dont evn knowhat ijustwrote.
F*#KFkuck f*#k it al.
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climbski2
Mountain climber
Anchorage AK, Reno NV
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Listen to some good music ? does that help? Call some friends and bs a bit offline perhaps?
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Fritz
Trad climber
Choss Creek, ID
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Philo: Best hopes for you.
Considering your condition.
As I've already said:
I think you are stronger than that! Be Strong!
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