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High Fructose Corn Spirit
Gym climber
-A community of hairless apes
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Topic Author's Original Post - Jul 6, 2011 - 02:58pm PT
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We all know Largo has a way with words. So does this other guy, Sam Harris.
re: psychedelics
The positive experiences were more sublime than I could have ever imagined or than I can now faithfully recall. These chemicals disclose layers of beauty that art is powerless to capture and for which the beauty of Nature herself is a mere simulacrum. It is one thing to be awestruck by the sight of a giant redwood and to be amazed at the details of its history and underlying biology. It is quite another to spend an apparent eternity in egoless communion with it. Positive psychedelic experiences often reveal how wondrously at ease in the universe a human being can be—and for most of us, normal waking consciousness does not offer so much as a glimmer of these deeper possibilities.
http://www.samharris.org/blog/item/drugs-and-the-meaning-of-life/
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I feel like I missed out on something important. Not being born 10 years earlier. Anybody have any psychedelics to share?
Legend of a Mind, Moody Blues
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ldSFuEOA9wc
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ydpl8s
Trad climber
Santa Monica, California
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Well, you kind of had to be there. But along with the sublime experiences are the flashbacks of being on "white lightning", cut with strychnine, while being tear gassed and hit over the head with a billy club. Wrong acid, wrong place, wrong time.
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Lambone
Ice climber
Ashland, Or
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I feel like I missed out on something important. Not being born 10 years earlier.
It ain't too late brah, hop on the bus!
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Lace
climber
las vegas, nv
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Positive psychedelic experiences often reveal how wondrously at ease in the universe a human being can be
And the negative experiences reveal? Our dark subconsciousness? Or the starting point of what to talk about in that weeks therapy session..
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Leishman
Sport climber
Spring Creek, NV
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Thats pretty deep man, how do you find these crazy quotes?
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Spider Savage
Mountain climber
SoCal
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The so called psychedelic experience and supposed enlightenment from acid, mescaline, mushrooms etc is bullsh#t. It's straight up poisoning.
I was led down that path as a youth and after much experience I came to the conclusion that it was a monumental waste of time.
Take a close look at anyone promoting these trips. Do you really want to be like them?
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bluering
Trad climber
Santa Clara, CA
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Everybody should trip at least once. Pick yer poison.
But I would not recommend repeated trips.
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High Fructose Corn Spirit
Gym climber
-A community of hairless apes
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Topic Author's Reply - Jul 6, 2011 - 06:43pm PT
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Just got back from my mountain run - which gave me a high but not to the angle and depth Sam wrote about. Interesting comments, here. So I'm asking the experts - where does one get psychedelics these days?
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Spider, check this out from Sam Harris:
One of the great responsibilities we have as a society is to educate ourselves, along with the next generation, about which substances are worth ingesting, and for what purpose, and which are not. The problem, however, is that we refer to all biologically active compounds by a single term—“drugs”—and this makes it nearly impossible to have an intelligent discussion about the psychological, medical, ethical, and legal issues surrounding their use. The poverty of our language has been only slightly eased by the introduction of terms like “psychedelics” to differentiate certain visionary compounds, which can produce extraordinary states of ecstasy and insight, from “narcotics” and other classic agents of stupefaction and abuse.
As you know, all "drugs" even all "psychedelics" are not the same.
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Base,
you've had a multi-multi-dimensional life, I think. Congratulations.
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Off White
climber
Tenino, WA
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Chat me up at a campfire sometime and I'd share a couple stories. The Taco is not a campfire.
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Spider Savage
Mountain climber
SoCal
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Also,
The great feeling of beauty and enlightenment delivered by these substance (as part of the poisoning process) is itself a hallucination. You get the feeling with none of the actual wisdom.
Weed is similar. You may feel like you are doing great art or your moral can be great when you're high but you did nothing to deserve that feeling.
The amplified sensations has a flip side. Acid can easily go the opposite way with amplified sensations of fear, grief, loss. Mostly you get a sensation of intense confusion with the feeling you are trapped in something you can't get out of. A few people never recover from this.
I've seen through both sides of that tube. Please be honest with people, there is nothing to gain from even trying it once.
Seeking accomplishment in climbing on rock or high peaks delivers real high and real enlightenment.
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Lambone
Ice climber
Ashland, Or
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Spider obviously fears what he doesn't understand.
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damo62
Social climber
Brisbane
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Pate, you are a flashback, lol.
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Peter Haan
Trad climber
San Francisco, CA
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Actually Base, DR's book has been in the works since 1970 as I understand. I think the fast developing science on the subject has created an Augian Stables challenge for him. But yes regular whippings should be in order.
Thanks Pate for the link.
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Off White
climber
Tenino, WA
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A young feller experienced a blinding satori while high on acid, the absolute solution to all violence and discord on planet earth. Struck dumb by the simple elegance of all this, he hastened to write it down, so he could document this essential truth when he returned to normal existence. Mission accomplished, he had many wonderful experiences that night, and upon waking the next morning, he eagerly read the surefire strategy that was bound to win him a nobel peace prize.
Written on the scrap of paper was the phrase, "say please."
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can't say
Social climber
Pasadena CA
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lol Pate, too funny, I've been saying the same thing since I stopped taking it in 72'. Biggest bunch of false advertising I ever heard. I've been waiting for those darn flashbacks to this day.
For me personally, acid was actually a positive experience in most ways. I started taking it in 1969 (9th grade) and did it intensely over the next few years. I think I figured I took it over 300 times by the time I was a senior in high school. For a kid who was very ADHD and emotionally cooked, LSD planted the seeds of ideas I would never have thought of on my own. I never solved mine or the worlds problems, but it opened an awareness door that would serve me well later in life.
I always took acid for the entertainment factor, beyond the trails, patterns and downright badass hallucinations I saw, I was there for a fun time and while I kept going on a trip, after a while it was always to the same place, so I stopped taking it. I got bored with it. I never had a bad trip and one of the reasons I attribute that too is a few basic cardinal rules I always followed when I was on it. Never get behind the wheel of a car, always remember, now matter how gnarly it seemed, that everything I was experiencing was due to the drug. LSD in a mood magnifier, if you're around negative, downer people or a hostile environment, then those feelings and thoughts are magnified. The same goes true for being in a positive environment and nice people. I always preferred to take it during the day vs, night too
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Brandon-
climber
The Granite State.
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I have much to add to this discussion, but I'll resist. Federales are everywhere.
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WBraun
climber
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LSD is just plain synthesized marijuana.
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bergbryce
Mountain climber
South Lake Tahoe, CA
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I thought that was a really deep song when I was about 21 or so.
Now I think it would make for a good spoof video.
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Skeptimistic
Mountain climber
La Mancha
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Never get behind the wheel of a car
Never say never. My best experiences were being blown out of my mind while driving the hills around the Rose Bowl in my '68 Corvair. Just melted into the banked curves. Felt like I was approaching the speed of light.
Of course there were the unforeseen hazards that made things interesting, like being completely absorbed in the time-space continuum only to be ripped viciously out of it by the sudden explosion of 2 perfectly thrown water balloons from some mischievous 10 year old kids on summer vacation. I probably looked like Charlie chasing after them. Good times.
But yes, I do agree it's all a false front. There is no magic, only illusion when chemically enhanced. All it is, is simply messing with your brain chemistry. It does occasionally yield great insight into the self, but the typical recipient is psychologically bent in the first place.
Would I do it again? Most definitely; for entertainment purposes, but not self-realization. That is gained through health, discipline and open-mindedness.
Carry on.
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Spider Savage
Mountain climber
SoCal
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Lambone don't realize Spider tripped over 20 times trying to find the truth. Tried all kinds of other stuff. Stayed stoned for a couple years continuously. It's a dead end. Nothing there. Great way to become a looser. Drugs kill the will to win.
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WBraun
climber
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What is there to win ultimately? ^^^^
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Lambone
Ice climber
Ashland, Or
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The truth is within yourself. If you couldn't find it, don't blame the drugs.
You really found it on the summit of a mountain!? Ha. I'm guessing you found a dead end up there too.
Sound like a tool to me...
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Doug Robinson
Trad climber
Santa Cruz
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The reason psychedelics can work on us at all is that we have receptors tuned to them. It's natural. So is the DMT that your pineal gland is cranking out right now. Spider said one useful thing, anyway:
Seeking accomplishment in climbing on rock or high peaks delivers real high and real enlightenment.
That's true, and it works because it's the natural equivalent of a psychedelic high. In fact I'm convinced that it literally is a psychedelic high created by the challenge of climbing with a dash of fear thrown in. My book, The Alchemy of Action, will show how that works. And I'm tired of saying this by now, but it's actually nearly done. Like just months until it goes to the editors. Consider me kicked in the butt.
And the bad trips? Overdose, mostly, with a bit of, for some, psychiatric weirdness thrown in to keep us honest. When Owsley died back in March, I posted up my chapter about overdoses, largely because he was about the best example out there. It's here: http://www.supertopo.com/climbing/thread.php?topic_id=1438637&msg=1440268#msg1440268
A hot new dosage study with psilocybin (a cousin of DMT) shows that as the dose increases the sense of awe and beauty peaks, and only above there does the nasty stuff come on. Here's an article about it: http://www.gizmag.com/johns-hopkins-psilocybin-study-finds-optimum-beneficial-dosage/18981/
A cool thing about the natural high, even enlightenment, from climbing is that it stays grounded in that positive and blissful range. It's also not that hallucinatory. More like it enhances our appreciation of the beauty around us. And in us.
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fivesix
Big Wall climber
hope, alaska
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look up experiments with phselosybin (im not even going to try to spell it pronounced: see-low-sigh-bin). its going to be used as an antidepressant. subjects reported a higher sense of being and happiness up to 9 months after taking it when compared to placebos.
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can't say
Social climber
Pasadena CA
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After doing probably every recreational drug I can think of, my favorite drug of choice is adrenaline mixed with endorphins. Nothing beats it IMO, well a cranking cup of coffee is a close second
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High Fructose Corn Spirit
Gym climber
-A community of hairless apes
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Topic Author's Reply - Jul 6, 2011 - 11:49pm PT
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This is a information-rich thread. I've been checking out some of these links. Tomorrow, too.
Karl, can you get me some? For research purposes.
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Doug Robinson
Trad climber
Santa Cruz
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Werner is half right.
LSD is just plain synthesized marijuana.
The two compounds do have a lot of similarities both chemically and in the way they feel, but they activate different receptor systems.
LSD fits into the serotonin receptor, just like psilocybin and DMT. Serotonin is one of the three main mood-regulator hormones in our brains. It's everywhere.
The cannabinoid receptor for weed took a long time to isolate, but finally it was found in the early 90s. A couple of years later they located our natural hormone that activates it, and gave it one of the all-time great names in science: Anandamide, from the Sanscrit for bliss.
Want proof? Anandamide gives you the munchies. Many diet-pill labs are chasing that one as we speak.
Anandamide is also beginning to supercede beta-endorphin as the prime suspect for runner's high. Can climber's euphoria be far behind?
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High Fructose Corn Spirit
Gym climber
-A community of hairless apes
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Topic Author's Reply - Jul 7, 2011 - 12:02am PT
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The two compounds do have a lot of similarities both chemically and in the way they feel
Doug,
So do you think if one doesn't have a healthy satisfying relationship with pot, it's likely he won't have one with LSD.
Back in the day, I never got around to getting it on with pot like my roommates did. (God knows I tried.) For instance, they could smoke before taking an engineering exam and ace it. Witnessed this many times. No way could I had done that. (Yeah, i was always envious of this feat of theirs, too.)
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Thanks for the reply, DR.
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Doug Robinson
Trad climber
Santa Cruz
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HFCS,
Several questions in there.
There's a thing called state-specific-memory. If your housemates studied on weed, then they were prime to test on it.
Dose is also important. My housemates smoke stuff that would put me under the table, but a couple of hits is fine to study, write, climb, whatever. But not to argue with the ex-, thanks.
Set and setting are crucial. Wouldn't dose myself when anxious, for instance. It helps to be feeling balanced, in your body, outdoors on a nice day.
Here is useful perspective from the wise old master chemist Alexander Shulgin, who personally synthesized and tasted over 200 new psychedelics, all with a DEA permit tacked to the door of his lab:
“The scare stories have been mostly from naïve people who took too high a dose the first time and the rest were cases of people who were fragile emotionally or mentally. If you’re fragile, or ready to tip over, then anything can send you off center: LSD or falling in love or losing someone or having a big fight with your father.
In the higher dose ranges, people who aren’t used to it sometimes feel they have less control than they would like. It simply has to be learned, like all psychedelics. Once you’re familiar with the quickness of it and realize you can control it whenever you decide you want to, there’s no reason for anxiety.”
You can Google Shulgin. Fascinating guy. His books are very readable and full of good stories. Last year I got to talk to him to check a few points of my theory.
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WBraun
climber
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Sure they are. All hallucinogenic drugs are material and poison the mind as an intoxicant.
A true learned man would never touch these and looks at them in the same light as dog sh'it in the street.
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Lambone
Ice climber
Ashland, Or
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Pick yer poison!
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Doug Robinson
Trad climber
Santa Cruz
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Werner, I honor your wisdom and I hope you can respect what I know in another realm.
The air you breathe is material. But too high a dose of oxygen, whether it's out of a tank or from chanting, yoga, breathing exercises or whatever makes for some mighty high experiences.
Water is material too. You save the asses of lots of people who ran out. Marathon runners gulp it down, but once in awhile one dies of overdose.
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seth kovar
climber
Reno, NV
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Dose is also important. My housemates smoke stuff that would put me under the table, but a couple of hits is fine to study, write, climb, whatever. But not to argue with the ex-, thanks.
Greatest thing I've read all night, love it!!!!
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Doug Robinson
Trad climber
Santa Cruz
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Hi BASE,
I know, I know. I would love to come talk with your neighbor. But believe it or not I'm turning down all kinds of stuff right now just to get this book out the door.
It's the 5-Ht2a receptor. Though I've heard researchers argue that 2c may be more like it. I was trying to keep it simple by just saying serotonin receptor. Like "car" instead of "Ferrari." Some people like my ex- are very allergic to pharmacology jargon. She trained me well, so I oversimplify at times.
Some of the anti-depressants, anti-psychotics etc really are full of side effects that can be considered poisonous. I hate it when Prozac limps my dick, for instance. People puke sometimes from organic psychedelics too. There's aren't too many free lunches out there, and it seems that a bit of cockiness especially gets you slapped.
Ayuhoasca is truly a piece of pleistocene alchemy. One of its two vines contains the DMT, but alone it gets destroyed in your gut before it can reach your head. (Some DMT plant material is snorted, which does work.) The other vine in Ayuhoasca, miraculously, contains MAOI (Mono Amine Oxidase Inhibitor) which keeps your stomach from deactivating the DMT. Incredibly clever. By the way, MAOI drugs were among the first anti-depressants back in the 50s, but they sometimes made people overdose simply from eating stinky cheese.
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MisterE
Social climber
Bouldering the Gnar
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I first dosed when I was 8. An early awakening to the LSD - 4-way windowpane made by a chemist friend of my folks. I remember clearly sitting on "acid hill" (as we called it) in Van Zandt Washington, looking at the maple leaves bobbing in the wind... they looked like Chinese in hats to me.
Some things you never forget.
Edit: yes, it opened my consciousness. But too young methinks. I have tempered it over the years, but what has been opened cannot be closed.
Don't listen to Spider Savage, he calls himself a spider, but part of spider medicine is the transmutation of poison - he is not true to his name by his statement of fear.
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Lambone
Ice climber
Ashland, Or
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I knew a guy who ate 3 1/2 oz of shrooms in a sitting once. He was fine. He did admit to it being a little much.
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Blitzo
Social climber
Earth
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I ate a half pound of fresh schrooms that I picked in Hawaii. I'm OK, I think!
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Wayno
Big Wall climber
Seattle, WA
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Anyone ever read, "The Road to Eleusis" by R. Gordon Wasson, Albert Hoffman and Carl Ruck? What's it about? Basically posits that the Greeks invented Acid over 2000 years ago. Very interesting reading.
I have always been fascinated with the ethnobotanical aspects of psychadelics. Wasson, Ruck, Mckenna and others have some mind bending studies published. Controversial? Sure, but that's the kind of stuff that interest me. Others might think it a waste of time and for them it probably is but it is silly to think we all fit into the same mold when it comes to adventure of this sort. "One man's pleasure..."
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drljefe
climber
El Presidio San Augustin del Tucson
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It got heavier.
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Jan
Mountain climber
Okinawa, Japan
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There's a lot of good information on these pages. I'm looking forward to Doug's book which I hope he will advertise on here on ST, and I'd also be interested in a reference to Base's neighbor's web page.
There was another thread here on LSD which had a lot of good info as well.
http://www.supertopo.com/climbers-forum/1120694/The-LSD-thread
As for flashbacks, I can assure Pate and anyone else, that they do exist. I was surprised when Doug said that peyote is the mildest of the halucinogens which wasn't my experience so I must have taken too much. What I did experience afterwards was a solid month of the sky in Boulder being a bright fuscia pink all night long and when it rained, it came down in fuscia colored rain drops. Gradually that faded until a couple of months later when I went to see the movie Black Orpheus, about Carnival in Rio, and it started all over again with everything being more colorful and shimmering. That lasted a good week.
Since I took this stuff before it was made illegal or was common, nobody I knew had ever experienced a flashback so that was a little unnerving. In any case, it was obvious to me that it was not something to be played with. Nowdays I attribute what happened to me having large amounts of natural serotonin in my brain so that the effect was magnified.
I have had similar experiences occur naturally after periods of intense meditation and once spontaneously after solving my first koan. I'm also incredibly susceptible to amoebas which has been co-related with large amounts of naturally produced serotonin in the intestines.
And finally Werner, there is a really interesting story told by Ram Dass, formerly Richard Alpert, of Leary and Alpert fame, when he first met his Guru in India and was telling him of the wonders of LSD. The Guru's reply got me interested in meditation when he told Ram Das, that you can get to the same place naturally with meditation. The Guru then ate a double dose of very potent acid at Ram Dass's request and apparently was unaffected. After that Ram Dass took up a spiritual practice.
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Wayno
Big Wall climber
Seattle, WA
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Jan, I think Leary told that same story. I think they had the same guru, probably before he became Ram Dass. Cool stuff. The concept that the same state of mind can be achieved through meditation sounds similar to what DR is talking about. I wonder how electricity, perhaps modulated, might have similar effects. The brain is dependent on electrical processes as well as chemical. I also remember hearing about a researcher who induced altered states through eye movement and blinking rates. I think this has something to do with those kids in Japan that had epileptic seizures from watching a certain video.
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High Fructose Corn Spirit
Gym climber
-A community of hairless apes
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Topic Author's Reply - Jul 7, 2011 - 01:58am PT
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Does this read familiar?
The first time I saw, "A Clockwork Orange," I was dosing. Hoh Man! The first time I saw, "Star Wars," ditto. As I was coming out of the the theater, my buddy tossed a frisbee up in the air and it was coming down right for my head. I didn't see it and at the last second after he yelled, I turned and caught it inches from my face and calmly said, "Use the force, Luke." We laughed for what seems an hour, but probably at least a solid five minutes or two.
Hahaha!
http://www.supertopo.com/climbing/thread.php?topic_id=1120694&msg=1121291#msg1121291
I'm researching. LOL!
Such a noob here.
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Pate wrote,
LSD exposes the intricate connectivity of all things.
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Wayno
Big Wall climber
Seattle, WA
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Gee, that sounds awfully familiar. It was good to be a young experimenter.
I like Pate's quote. So much said with such few words.
edit- Did you see the story about Castle Rock? Even more fun.
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Doug Robinson
Trad climber
Santa Cruz
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I once ate half a stem too much of shrooms. We were skiing, days into the backcountry, climbing Mather Pass. I seemed to be having trouble keeping my skis on the snow...
Being a lightweight is fine, as long as you know it and don't gulp down big doses. I figure it goes along with having a naturally low thresshold for visionary experience. And that is most excellent.
I'll have to check out The Road to Eleusis. Sounds intriguing.
In the late 50s Wasson sent samples of his shrooms from Mexico to Hoffman, who first figured out the structure of psilocybin. By 1962 Hoffman was in Mexico himself, tracking down salvia divinorum, a very interesting plant from the mint family with a uniquely-shaped psychedelic molecule that is still legal here and now.
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Wayno
Big Wall climber
Seattle, WA
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When a person understands a few things about the historical, psychological, social, etc. implications of the psychedelic experience and then decides to do the experiment themselves, it can be a very enlightening experience, not just a really long buzz. Have fun, be safe, experience a higher intelligence, but ultimately you must come down, and to me , that is the real terrifying aspect of the journey.
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Jan
Mountain climber
Okinawa, Japan
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Ayahuasca users actually had increased their Serotonin receptor sites and decreased or cured depression
Do you have a source for this? If Ayahuasca does this, I'll bet other psychedelics do too and meditation as well and that's part of the reason retreat centers and ashrams are full of people who first did psychedelics.
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Karl Baba
Trad climber
Yosemite, Ca
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From an article in National Geographic
http://www.nationalgeographic.com/adventure/0603/features/peru.html
quote is on page two of the article
"...At the vanguard of this research is Charles Grob, M.D., a professor of psychiatry and pediatrics at UCLA's School of Medicine. In 1993 Dr. Grob launched the Hoasca Project, the first in-depth study of the physical and psychological effects of ayahuasca on humans. His team went to Brazil, where the plant mixture can be taken legally, to study members of a native church, the União do Vegetal (UDV), who use ayahuasca as a sacrament, and compared them to a control group that had never ingested the substance. The studies found that all the ayahuasca-using UDV members had experienced remission without recurrence of their addictions, depression, or anxiety disorders. In addition, blood samples revealed a startling discovery: Ayahuasca seems to give users a greater sensitivity to serotonin—one of the mood-regulating chemicals produced by the body—by increasing the number of serotonin receptors on nerve cells.
Unlike most common antidepressants, which Grob says can create such high levels of serotonin that cells may actually compensate by losing many of their serotonin receptors, the Hoasca Project showed that ayahuasca strongly enhances the body's ability to absorb the serotonin that's naturally there.
"Ayahuasca is perhaps a far more sophisticated and effective way to treat depression than SSRIs [antidepressant drugs]," Grob concludes, adding that the use of SSRIs is "a rather crude way" of doing it. And ayahuasca, he insists, has great potential as a long-term solution. ..
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Karl Baba
Trad climber
Yosemite, Ca
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A more technical explanation here
from
http://www.ayahuasca.com/science/the-ayahuasca-effect/
What I learned was that studies had been done on members of the UDV, one of the religions that use the tea as a sacrament, which indicated ayahuasca was a powerful anti-depressant which treated the cause of the condition rather than the symptom. In short, most depression is caused by problems with the way the brain processes serotonin, which could be called the “mood” neurotransmitter. Prescription antidepressants work by various means to keep serotonin in the synapses longer. Ayahuasca contains DMT, which bonds to the 5-htp receptor sites, the same sites as serotonin. The DMT bonds at a higher rate, and the body adapts to this by increasing the number of 5-htp receptor sites, making better use of natural serotonin levels.
The UDV studies stated regular drinkers of the tea were less depressed, more social and more organized than the control groups, and that there were no physical or mental side effects to long term use in healthy individuals. Ayahuasca seemed to be an anti-depressant that treated the cause, had a better psychological outcome, and no side effects. The final factor in my decision was some of the people who I met at the conference. Many of them were long term drinkers of the tea from countries where it has been legalized. I found them to be some of the most grounded, sane, kind, and generally healthy people I had ever met.
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Jaybro
Social climber
Wolf City, Wyoming
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Can be over done, but shouldn't be missed.
i've heard some promising things about Ayahuasca lately.
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drljefe
climber
El Presidio San Augustin del Tucson
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I coulda sworn pate posted here...
I musta been hallucinating.
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Jan
Mountain climber
Okinawa, Japan
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It seems psychedelics demonstrate what's already been proven with other brain studies involving tumor and accident victims- that the brain is much more flexible than we imagined only a few years ago. Of course that's what the world's meditation traditions have been saying for a couple thousand years now.
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High Fructose Corn Spirit
Gym climber
-A community of hairless apes
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Topic Author's Reply - Jul 7, 2011 - 11:30am PT
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Fort,
if for no other reason than to better understand what it's like to "walk a mile in another man's moccassins".
Exactly. Or merely to better understand a different brain state or two as a function of mere chemical differences or circuitry variations or as means to greater savvy regarding our moods or "mental lives" as a function of such.
William James, quoted by Sam Harris
One conclusion was forced upon my mind at that time, and my impression of its truth has ever since remained unshaken. It is that our normal waking consciousness, rational consciousness as we call it, is but one special type of consciousness, whilst all about it, parted from it by the filmiest of screens, there lie potential forms of consciousness entirely different. We may go through life without suspecting their existence; but apply the requisite stimulus, and at a touch they are there in all their completeness, definite types of mentality which probably somewhere have their field of application and adaptation. No account of the universe in its totality can be final which leaves these other forms of consciousness quite disregarded. How to regard them is the question,—for they are so discontinuous with ordinary consciousness. Yet they may determine attitudes though they cannot furnish formulas, and open a region though they fail to give a map. At any rate, they forbid a premature closing of our accounts with reality.
Varieties of Religious Experience
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Pate,
You should not have removed those posts, they were insightful, they gave me reason to think twice about any interest I might have. Now they're gone. Oh, oh.
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phylp
Trad climber
Millbrae, CA
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Stanislav Grof developed a technique - holotropic breathwork - as a way to stimulate the insights and experiences of LSD and other hallucinogens. You can take workshops in the technique, for example I've seen them offered at Spirit Rock. I spent a day doing it once as a part of a long term group training, and it was a profound experience. But this was not undertaken in a recreational context.
As a youth I did have a number of experiences of hallucinogens in a recreational context. Some of them were quite beautiful and extraordinary at the time, but I have not had any interest in them for a long time now. It seems to me that nothing compares to reality.
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High Fructose Corn Spirit
Gym climber
-A community of hairless apes
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Topic Author's Reply - Jul 7, 2011 - 01:56pm PT
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So apart from rock climbing... and the female form... my life interest is life strategies... research and development of life strategies for the practice of living ... also the codification or modeling of life strategies for the practice of living that people might eventually "trust in" as means to enhance their lives.
So is "tripping" once or twice (if not more) a smart life strategy? What have we decided? Maybe there is no straight up yes or no afterall.
Like climbing rock, a lot of people would say it is just crazy risking one's life in this way. "On a bunch of rocks." "And for what?" And a lot of the people who would say this are not even aware of climbers like Alex.
Of course I am glad to have had the climbing experience. I feel it has enriched my life. Kinda like my science education. But with more risks to be sure.
But for the grace of the gods go I.
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Wayno
Big Wall climber
Seattle, WA
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It seems to me to be just an individual's choice. To codify or say "we" you are overlooking the fact that as individuals, we all have a unique personality and a unique set of choices to make. A few warnings are always a good thing to help make decisions though. Codifying is what theologists do.
Maybe there is no straight up yes or no afterall.
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High Fructose Corn Spirit
Gym climber
-A community of hairless apes
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Topic Author's Reply - Jul 7, 2011 - 02:08pm PT
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I didn't say ONE codification to fit everybody. That's the very least of my interests. And I'd see something like that totally unrealistic as well. Sorry if I gave that impression.
Codifying as I used the term simply means systemizing or modeling. Different models for different folks. Like different toolkits or toolbelts. Or different gear slings as a function of route circumstances.
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Wayno
Big Wall climber
Seattle, WA
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I misunderstood, sorry.
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Brandon-
climber
The Granite State.
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What begins as recreation many times ends with amazing, coherent revelations about oneself.
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malabarista
Trad climber
PA, then AZ, then CO, Now CA, soon OR
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If you already have a reverence for nature and the universe I'd skip this path. It might lend you a glimpse "under the hood" at the sublime intelligence and beauty running the show but it might not too. It might just confuse and confabulate.
And ultimately these experiences do not matter in my opinion. Are you living a good life according to what you know to be the right path for you or trying to get there? Are you practicing the ways of peace and kindness whenever possible? This is enough, no psychedelic experience needed.
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WBraun
climber
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Absolutely no, drug, absolutely none, will give any spiritual gain or effect.
All drugs are material and will never ever give any spiritual enlightenment whatsoever.
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Lambone
Ice climber
Ashland, Or
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If you have to ask...???
But seriously, eating LSD is something that is best done with full 'buy in' and confidence that it is what you want for yourself. A little fear is normal, but any real doubts will fester and plague your trip.
A trip really can be like a roller coaster ride, with peaks and lows, rushes and hard curves, and more often then not you are holding on tight, trying not to fall off. But just like a roller coaster, you have faith that though the ride maybe scary, ultimately it's safe and will stop eventually. Most importantly is to remember that it was YOUR choice to jump on that ride, the drug isn't doing anything to you that you didn't want from the beginning. Since it's your first time, you obviously can't know what to expect, what you chose is the unknown, and you can only expect to be surprised. When you surrender to the flow the scary ride becomes fun, and who knows what you may discover about yourself or the world.
LSD is in many ways like a truth serum (which is why the CIA was so interested in it), and although no one may be interrogating you, your mind turns in on itself, opening doors that your conscious mind has kept closed for who knows how long. Things you may have been shutting away back in there are suddenly BAM right there out in the open in your face. You may not always like what comes up, cause it's usually the hard stuff. I think many people feel burdened to face these things and deal with them right at that time, but keep in mind you are intoxicated and it may not be the best time to try and 'figure' everything out. Recognizing these things about yourself can be enough, you'll remember when you sober up, deal with it then. That is the gift LSD can bring I think, it can awaken you to your real place in the world, and the effect you have on your surroundings and the people in your life becomes clear. I often think about family, loved ones, things that are most important in my life, things I am neglecting, issues I haven't dealt with. It's like a wake up call...sure you don't need the drug to see these things, it is what it is, a catalyst for introspection. If booze is a drug for escapism, to get drunk and forget about your worries, LSD is the polar opposite, imho.
So, I would air to the side of caution. Lots of good advice in here from experienced trippers glorifying the ride. My guess is the naysayers either never really tripped or just had one bad experience which they brought upon themselves. Only YOU can know if it's really what you want, and if there are any real doubts then maybe it isn't. You may be curious now and in consideration, and in that case your trip has already begun in some ways. You are in line for the rollercoaster, but it goes inside magic mountain so you can't really see how big or scary it is. Luckily you get to chose somewhat how big a ride you wanna go on.
Just don't half ass it. I have been with many first time trippers who are nervous and opt to cut their dose in half, to 'ease' into it, maybe saving the other half for later. I think this is a mistake personally. What it means is that you aren't %100 bought into the ride. Jump on board or not, you can't ride half-in half-out.
I'll say that having a good support group or even just one friend is big. When your mind runs away with doubt and paranoia (which is what I think most people are describing when they talk about a "bad" trip.) A friend can reign in those runaway feelings and bring you back on track, reassure you that everything is ok and there are no demons. And this doesn't even require words. Good company goes a long way. I have tripped alone, and it's a worthy adventure, but I wouldn't recommend it to someone inexperienced.
Setting is a personal choice. I have a hard time in a house, or a room. I have friends who can sit in a room and stare at the walls for hours...not me. Outdoors is always good. I like concerts with lots of sound and color and energy, for some the people at a show can be overwhelming or distracting. It's a personal preference.
The closest thing to LSD I ever did was soloing El Cap....but it was a lot more work...lol
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WBraun
climber
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Not true Karl.
You better research deeper and you'll see.
Soma is still an intoxicant and will never achieve the goal.
Those that partake in the Soma-rasa fall back down.
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enjoimx
Trad climber
Kirkwood, CA
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The so called psychedelic experience and supposed enlightenment from acid, mescaline, mushrooms etc is bullsh#t. It's straight up poisoning.
I was led down that path as a youth and after much experience I came to the conclusion that it was a monumental waste of time.
Take a close look at anyone promoting these trips. Do you really want to be like them?
Couldn't agree more. It aint all fun and games and pretty lights.
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Guernica
climber
the second star to the right
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Beautifully said, DMT (a fitting nickname given the context of this thread, btw).
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Jan
Mountain climber
Okinawa, Japan
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Here's a note I posted to Werner on the God vs science thread with a similar theme.
"A person doesn't become a great rock climber by watching videos of climbing; it takes personal experience and effort. However, a lot of us were attracted to climbing by books we read or movies we saw, and it was the same with psychedelics.
A lot of people in the 1960's hoped that mass use of psychedelics would bring about mass enlightenment but of course that didn't happen.What did happen was that a lot of people gained a totally new perspective on reality and then went on to do the hard work of following a traditional spiritual practice.
Every ashram I've ever been to is filled with people my age who took psychedelics and wanted something more. Most of them also signed pledges that they would never again indulge in psychedelics, hypnotism, or trance channeling. Doing traditional practices means being clear about your own role in the process".
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drljefe
climber
El Presidio San Augustin del Tucson
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I have a buddy that does.
"Road trips and paper strips!" is his motto.
Seems to work for him.
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Doug Robinson
Trad climber
Santa Cruz
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Not often enough what with kids and all, but sure. Hard to find a full day to devote to it is the main problem.
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Wayno
Big Wall climber
Seattle, WA
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It's not about dosing anymore, more about what the trip implies.
Edit- To all the naysayers on this thread, ultimately, I agree with your conclusions of the possible harm of the experience(experiment), but I totally disagree with your tone. Sounds like fear if I wasn't afraid.
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Doug Robinson
Trad climber
Santa Cruz
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Pate,
I just spent an enjoyable couple of hours with Mister E at Joshua Tree. He's not a liar. Straight-up guy, truth-seeker, very interested in relationships and fun to be with. I also know something of his parents, from the Sixties. It's pretty clearly a case of over-enthused hippies dosing kids. I wouldn't recommend it, because childhood tends to be a natural-high, Eden-like time, and why mess with that? It obviously didn't hurt him long-term, though.
Riley Wyna,
Nothing wrong with your tone of caution, but your background info has grown outdated. Ecstasy, especially, has a bad rap that is directly traceable to evil scientists who could smell the money. Or at the very least sloppy, lazy studies that start with asking street punks, "So, what'cha on?" taking it as the truth and basing conclusions on it. One chemist analyzed supposed E and found 25% of it cut with meth.
One 2002 study, for instance, showed brain damage to serotonin nerves. It got tons of press. A year later the scientist confessed that he goofed. "Oops -- hey guys, I accidentally gave 'em crystal meth instead!" No sh!t, you can look it up: the PhD bumbly is George Ricaurte. Naturally the publicity damage was already done; his retraction got only a fraction of the press that his damaging report got.
Here's the real deal: A very clever epidemiologist stumbled on the perfect group to study for Ecstasy damage. A group not contaminated by brain damage from poly-abuse of other drugs like alcohol and meth: Mormon ravers. (No way I could make up a story this good either.)
A large-scale study, full FDA-approved protocol, nearly $2 million funding from either NIDA or NIMH (I forget). Absolutely no evidence of brain damage.
That study was published this February. Here's an article about it: http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2011/02/20/ecstacy-doesnt-damage-the_n_825704.html
This is how it goes in the politics of consciousness. Lots of powerful people with button-down minds are extremely threatened by the exploration of the universe within. So if you happen to be interested in looking at the edges of what we know, you have to be very agile to duck the bullsh!t from those who are afraid of what's out there.
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matlinb
Trad climber
Albuquerque
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Just read a book called My Stroke of Insight. . .
"The astonishing New York Times bestseller that chronicles how a brain scientists own stroke led to enlightenment On December 10, 1996, Jill Bolte Taylor, a thirty-seven- year-old Harvard-trained brain scientist experienced a massive stroke in the left hemisphere of her brain. As she observed her mind deteriorate to the point that she could not walk, talk, read, write, or recall any of her lifeall within four hoursTaylor alternated between the euphoria of the intuitive and kinesthetic right brain, in which she felt a sense of complete well-being and peace, and the logical, sequential left brain, which recognized she was having a stroke and enabled her to seek help before she was completely lost. It would take her eight years to fully recover. For Taylor, her stroke was a blessing and a revelation. It taught her that by stepping to the right of our left brains, we can uncover feelings of well-being that are often sidelined by brain chatter."
Very interesting!
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Reilly
Mountain climber
The Other Monrovia- CA
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Absolutely no evidence of brain damage
I thought you said they were Mormons?
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Karl Baba
Trad climber
Yosemite, Ca
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I'll tell you, I thought I was getting a lot of benefit and insight from this sh#t. It increased my awareness of myself and nature.
Then I noticed others doing it getting hurt even killed!
Then there were a few incidents where bad things happened to me too.
I supposed I should question these things but I guess I still find the beauty and insight outweigh the risks, even as they become blatant.
No, I don't think I can give up climbing. Sure glad we don't risk prison to do it, like the base jumpers.
Peace
Karl
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High Fructose Corn Spirit
Gym climber
-A community of hairless apes
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Topic Author's Reply - Jul 8, 2011 - 11:36am PT
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Hey Matlinb,
Jill Bolte Taylor's at TED Talks. I remember her. In her talk she brings out a real live brain to point out the clear demarcation between the left and right sides and to discuss their distinct functionalities. She also discusses the strange perceptions that came to her consciousness just as she was stroking. She probably described that in her book, too. A wild ride I can only imagine.
I have a background in neuroscience. Pulling out the brain was reminiscent. Because once upon a time I stood in a lab in front of a tray of four human brains. With the oppo to dissect them. I was doing comparative studies in a basic neurobiology course at the time. That was pretty wild, too.
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I would suggest that those of us with self esteem issues or suffering from depression stay the f*#k away from psychedelics. Once you swallow the jagged little pill the self-exam won't stop for a very long time.... Sometimes too much personal information is just TMI, nawmean?..A little self delusion is good for the modern man.
DR, Karl, that's pretty good beta, too, don't you think?
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What she described as "lala land" in her TED Talk I could say I felt, too, the only time I ever "browned out" from playing too hard in underwater hockey in a swimming pool. It is a beautiful feeling - real lala like - when you're brain is robbed of oxygen. And ironic, since it is dying.
It is an irony of life that a pathological condition in the brain like a stroke, for instance, or hypoxia can give us what we seek - (a feeling of) nirvana.
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Doug Robinson
Trad climber
Santa Cruz
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I would suggest that those of us with self esteem issues or suffering from depression stay the f*#k away from psychedelics. Once you swallow the jagged little pill the self-exam won't stop for a very long time.... Sometimes too much personal information is just TMI, nawmean?..A little self delusion is good for the modern man.
DR, Karl, that's pretty good beta, too, don't you think?
DMT's advice is usually golden. Love it! Most of what he says right there is spot on. But as far as depression goes I have to disagree. I have a diagnosed case, took Prozac 6-8 years, etc. I never had any personal problem with weed or psychedelics in a lifetime of depression.
Just the opposite. Weed helps. And psychedelics help a lot. There are a number of studies now going on or about to start that will show that, clinically. Read about them at MAPS.org
I took 5MeO-DMT -- sometimes called "Jaguar" -- while on Prozac. It was under wise supervision, and there was some concern about magnifying the effects, but my trip was peaceful and contained beautiful visions. One of them so striking it's been a guide to me ever since.
I was never suicidal, so maybe that would be a caution. I honestly don't know.
But I wish I had taken Ayuhoasca instead of Prozac. And I think I will someday. It's not a priority for me -- my brain-mind is as healthy as it's ever been -- but the results with depression especially are striking.
Read back through Karl's posts #54-55 (current count. A few good posters have "excused" themselves form this discussion). Dr. Charles Grob shows very positive evidence of permanent help for depressed brains from Ayuhoasca. Karl points to an article. I second the recommendation. A woman plagued by depression and not helped by straight therapies gets a striking cure in the Amazon. A great read:
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Karl Baba
Trad climber
Yosemite, Ca
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I would suggest that those of us with self esteem issues or suffering from depression stay the f*#k away from psychedelics. Once you swallow the jagged little pill the self-exam won't stop for a very long time.... Sometimes too much personal information is just TMI, nawmean?..A little self delusion is good for the modern man .
DR, Karl, that's pretty good beta, too, don't you think
Drugs or no drugs, I think people struggle with what they want to deny, with what they can't face.
For me, life is about facing those things and resolving them. Perhaps the modern man needs to do that in a controlled way if the demons have sharp teeth. I would definitely say that most people's bad experiences with psychedelics come from being faced with things within themselves they don't want to face, which is also why there can be therapeutic potential for those ready to face things. The studies regarding psychedelic treatments for addiction and PTSD were showing very much better results than the psychiatric community is used to but the war on drugs made it impossible for anyone to stand up and say so lest they be demonized and marginalized. I know a woman who used LSD to relive her childhood abuse and resolve the traumas within. She got great insight and considerable healing but only because she was determined to face everything, otherwise it would be a nightmare.
The 90 year old with insomnia who finally got help from weed and weed alone (versus valium and seriously dependency inducing stuff the doctors called for) used to think weed was some kind of derelict, evil substance that criminals used and which inspired criminal behavior. Now that he can quietly stay in bed, without crazy side-effects, it's plain that the rumors were just hype to distract from domestic problems by demonizing a part of the population who couldn't stand up and speak back, and which confused truly devastating substances like Meth and Cocaine with a substance less risky than most pharmaceticals.
Peace
Karl
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Jan
Mountain climber
Okinawa, Japan
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It is an irony of life that a pathological condition in the brain like a stroke, for instance, or hypoxia can give us what we seek - (a feeling of) nirvana
You can get there with meditation, vision quests, and yoga practices also, and be more alive than ever.That's why a lot of us don't take psychedelics anymore.
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Doug Robinson
Trad climber
Santa Cruz
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Jan,
Upthread you asked, and I was NOT the one to say Meacaline was mild. Always seemed full-value to me. I love your story of a month of fuscia skies, and I hope you found it lovely instead of troublesome too. Significant that a bit of stress jogged you back into it, also.
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Doug Robinson
Trad climber
Santa Cruz
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Riley Wyna,
Yeah, that sort of rebound depression after splurging your serotonin is a hallmark of psychedelics. I recommend mega-doses of Vitamins B and C for that hangover. They are co-factors of the nerve-repair enzymes. Seems to help a lot.
the more long term affects on subtle things like patience.
This is puzzling, because I notice the opposite (not counting those immediately-after burnout days, which can sometimes be pretty irritable). No, long-term I see more patience, more resilience, more flexibility of spirit. More of that sense of "don't sweat the small stuff -- and by the way it's all small stuff." So I'm not sure what to make of your observations.
And I'm really struck by your over-active thinking brain -- "I usually have to much insight." I've noticed that in many good climbers. Galen Rowell was an outstanding example. Climbing can be seen as a self-medication to ground such people, to slow them down. Oddly, it's also perfect self-medication for my type, the depressed climber. It gets us going, brings us up to more energy and a broader view.
You're doing the best thing, imo, by going for meditation and Zen. Sounds like it's helping you a lot.
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Jan
Mountain climber
Okinawa, Japan
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Doug-
The fuscia skies were definitely beautiful. I've always been an iconoclast so they didn't bother me. As for your comments about the movie Black orpheus being stressful, all I can remember of it is the brilliant colors and rhythmic dancing so I had to look up the plot on Wiki. Remembering all that as beautiful seems very similar to what the neroscientist with a left brain stroke says about her right brain being the eternal ecstatic now - lala land - even in the midst of a stroke.
One of the more interesting after effects of the movie flashback was a series of very vivid dreams I had during that period which featured a number of well known climbers I had heard about from Chuck Pratt and Chris Fredericks who were visiting Boulder that winter. One of them was Warren Harding who was dressed as the skeleton in the Rio carnival only he had enormously bushy eyebrows and golden hinges on the sides of each rib, all the better for wriggling up narrow chimneys. Another featured Frank walking through Camp 4 nailing crosses of human bones to the trees. Needless to say that image came back to me during the long process of getting his remains cremated and returned from France to Yosemite.
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PP
Trad climber
SF,CA
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I know two former Zen monk's who have become Ayuascaneros they have fully embraced it. Personally I like the longer route of meditation. Zen Master seung sahn took acid and said it was 1/2 way there; I think he said it was equivalent to emptyness mind and needed to come full circle to how may I help you ?
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drljefe
climber
El Presidio San Augustin del Tucson
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If you can attain that...and express it like Lovegasoline, without psychedelics... well, more power to ya.
That's what it's all about.
Thanks Lovegasoline, that was beautiful all around.
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Doug Robinson
Trad climber
Santa Cruz
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Thanks, Lovegasoline.
You expressed beautifully the visual epiphany of an emotional breakthrough, with all the layered intensity of its unfolding.
Any chance we could see what you drew?
Or is more of a "Say please" moment?
Hot thread we got going here, with guest appearances by Zen Ayahoascaneros and that other master who summarized his trip by pointing us onward to serving others. I always liked the Dalai Lama saying, "My religion is kindness." Who can argue with that?
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Brandon-
climber
The Granite State.
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I'm still reeling from my first experience with DMT (not the forum member) last weekend. Intense, and I know how to handle my sh#t.
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Doug Robinson
Trad climber
Santa Cruz
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Brandon,
You're not alone. Many, maybe most, have said the same. Very experienced trippers.
Maybe you've researched this and seen other people's reports. I think you'd probably like DMT, The Spirit Molecule by Rick Strassman, M.D. He did a research project in New Mexico in the early 90s -- DEA approved -- with volunteers who were experienced trippers, and the book is full of get-back stories like yours. Might help you to feel not like the Lone Ranger.
There are some pretty good videos he produced on You Tube too.
All of which points to my thinking that tiny doses trickling into our brains from climbing are kind of the right amount. A leetle bit seems like plenty.
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Brandon-
climber
The Granite State.
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Yeah Doug, I was shocked. Usually, it creeps up on you, but this was just like blasting off in a spaceship. Incredible that it exists in nature. I'm wary and respectful of it now. I didn't have a bad trip, but I think that it needs to be treated with more respect in future endeavors. Man!
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WBraun
climber
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So they take some hallucinogenic drugs and start hallucinating and then hallucinate even more by making absurd claims that it's a spiritual awakening.
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Doug Robinson
Trad climber
Santa Cruz
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Brandon,
Some of Strassman's volunteers described it as like a "freight train," "ground zero," or a "nuclear cannon." That's from smoking or injecting the pure DMT. I haven't tried it, but I suspect that Ayuhoasca has got to be gentler. Andrew Weil says that the intensity of a trip can be related to how fast it comes on.
An analogy is cocaine. Snorting the pure crystals is pretty intense, and lots of people get in trouble with it. It washes out lives. But the Indians in Peru chew on Coca leaves all day for a lifetime without any addiction problems.
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can't say
Social climber
Pasadena CA
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I never did it to seek any kind of enlightenment or cosmic understanding, I took it for entertainment. Most of my friends during that time did the same. It was more of a surfer/party central thing for us
We seemed to get large quantities of Orange Sunshine from Laguna Beach. Here's an interesting read on the S. OC connection
http://www.druglibrary.net/schaffer/lsd/books/bel3.htm
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Jan
Mountain climber
Okinawa, Japan
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I have a question for Doug.
First let me say that it was a real revelation to read Wiki's article on mescaline. So much of my peyote trip made sense after that!
One of the things the article mentions is the drug creating temporary synesthesia - the association of certain shapes with certain colors. I don't believe I have it, but I have felt that my perception of color was always heightened after that trip and I often use color as an organizing principle with ideas and files. Before that I organized only in words.
Is there any indication that some of the drugs permanently enhance or multiply receptors? I know people have said that some of them can permanently or long term damage receptors, I wonder if the reverse is true?
If not, it would seem that one peyote trip opened my right brain to me and thus the advantages of long term memory storage among others, and that factual memories are clearer when associated with colors?
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Doug Robinson
Trad climber
Santa Cruz
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Jan,
I've never heard of that particular effect, though an increase in synesthesia is a common psychedelic effect.
As to receptors, they ebb and flow all the time in response to reality, habit, hormonal traffic, degree of stimulation, etc. It's a very fluid system. Transmitters ebb and flow constantly too. And so do neuro-hormones, which you could think of as longer-acting tone-setters in the brain. It's a big, wet system, in constant flux.
Receptors can permanently increase in number too. That has been shown, for instance, in studies of Prozac. You can see brain-slice shots of them having increased a lot. Unfortunately, stuff like that is more often looked for in relation to prescription drugs because there's a lot of $$ involved. But I'm certain that it happens all the time, for all the reasons above and probably many more. So yes, definitely.
Look back to the quotes in Karl's two posts at about #55. He's noticing that Charles Grob -- who is an A-1 great researcher of long standing -- is pointing out that Ayuhoasca does a better job than Prozac at getting long-range healthy effects on depression. More receptors is one way that could be happening.
I don't want to go into the half-dozen other ways that transmitters (or neuro-hormones) can boost their interaction with receptors. And you probably don't want to hear about it. It gets pretty technical. But the important takeaways are that 1) yes, the resulting connection can be strengthened, and 2) it can stay stronger for a long time. Like years. Maybe a lifetime.
Memory is an analogy. Memories get strengthened by being remembered. And a memory is just a circuit too, six neurons long.
Climbing moves get better too when we use them, and I just came from the gym...
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Quasimodo
Trad climber
CA
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Tried mushrooms, peyote and acid over a three year period looking for primarily entertainment and searching for enlightenment as a secondary benefit. My first mushroom experience was amazing and wonderful but the second experience was horrible. I found that natural hallucinogens have alkaloids that can make you very sick. I tried peyote once and spent eight hours retching from the poisons. So, I got smart and switched to LSD.
A chemist at UC Berkeley made a great batch that appeared to be unadulterated. I started off with a small dose. One particularly great trip was below Banner Peak in the Minarets. I thought I was in heaven. I kept increasing the dose over the next few years until one day I had what appeared to be an out of body experience. The experience, sensations and visuals were beyond explanation. Strangely, this intense experience ended my experimentation with hallucinogens. It seemed like a dead end.....a lonely detached place.
Recently, I read that MDMA or Ecstasy is an effective treatment for Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. Euphoria helped people overcome PTSD. I also read that a dog can do the same thing.
At 51 I am done with my search for a synthetic nirvana. I would rather climb poorly, hang with my son, shred sheets with my wife, play with my dogs, ski powder and hike than waste precious time looking for enlightenment in the wrong places. I wish I knew then what I know now......but the again I don't know much.
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paul roehl
Boulder climber
california
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This is a remarkable thread, pretty fascinating stuff.
Any number of acid experiments left me with a sense of joy as the world seemed to present itself as a colorful pleasure that just couldn't stop laughing. Try as I might I really couldn't find anything deeper in the process, certainly no real enlightenment. A final trip sometime in 1968, I believe, left me in a state of intense panic and terror. Since then I've never experienced the kind of overwhelming fear and terror of those hours in which absolutely nothing was as it should be and the world seemed to collapse on me. For a year after that experience I was plagued by panic attacks that eventually seemed to subside and then finally go away.
The sum total of those experiences the good and the bad did, I believe, lead me to a deeper appreciation of beauty and the value of my own sanity. If I've found any enlightenment in this life, it is my own sure knowledge of the reconciling nature of beauty. That beauty in nature and art is a fine and adequate justification for existing on this planet. And for that I am grateful.
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Jan
Mountain climber
Okinawa, Japan
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Well I took peyote once and acid twice, when they were all still legal, and they changed the course of my life, particularly that first peyote trip. Already as a young adult I could see the dangers of taking an unknown blotter or powder bought on the street, and the nausea of peyote was pretty overwhelming. That said, it did change the course of my internal life.
Externally I kept on doing the same things and turned out to be a successful professional so I can't claim any bad trips or any harm. Internally, it made me curious about the body, mind, spirit connection and was the impetus for investigating eastern meditative practices which I continue to this day. I feel but can not prove that it also heightened my senses on a permanent basis, especially my artistic eye for shape and color.
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Jan
Mountain climber
Okinawa, Japan
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Jim-
I eliminated the part that you probably took as self satisfied as that is not how I want to come across. However, I don't think it's right to blame the drugs for the abuses of their takers. That and the commercial interests surrounding alcohol is what got psychedelics banned so that even legitimate scientists could not test them for therapeutic purposes until recently.
I graduated from a high school of 200 students and by the time of graduation, 6 students had already lost their lives due to teenage drinking, yet we don't generally label alcohol as a dangerous drug or outlaw it? So why single out psychedelics?
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Jan
Mountain climber
Okinawa, Japan
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I can only speak for myself and I thought I had made it clear in the sum total of my posts that I think one can get to the same place without psychedelics and that is preferable. However, given the biases of our society toward logic, conformity, technocracy and bureaucracy, a lot of people particularly back in the 1960's, needed some assistance to realize there was something beyond all that.
I suspect we might differ on drugs in general though. I voted for medical marijuana and I favor the European solution of government dispensaries for drugs like heroin since the long term cure rate is practically nil and giving it out with prescription takes the criminal element out of it. The billions we have spent on the war on drugs is a huge waste in my opinion.
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Lambone
Ice climber
Ashland, Or
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How's the view from yer soap box? we get it man...
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High Fructose Corn Spirit
Gym climber
-A community of hairless apes
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Topic Author's Reply - Jul 9, 2011 - 01:48pm PT
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Still researching. Cool stuff.
But it is interesting so far how many posts... and of course the people behind them... consider tripping - or express their tripping experience or expectation - in terms of enlightenment.
Assuming that was the main goal - if not the one and only goal - out of the 60's or whenever - doesn't necessarily mean it is STILL the #1 main goal. Or that it needs to be.
Neither entertainment.
It could just be for experience sake. Experiencing a variation in perception or a variation in consciousness as a gateway understanding to a better appreciation of the mental life. For self and others and different cultures, too. I mean, if this is an interest of yours. It would be mine. Or is mine.
I know I've taken experience in the past from the likes of (a) snow blindness (seeing everything white in red for a day), (b) browning out in a pool and having my team get me to the surface in (a feeling of) nirvana; (c) one night of mushrooms in college; (d) pot, cocaine and drinking; (3) anesthesia (most recently from a colonoscopy).
Of course it has all reinforced MY model for the mind-brain relationship: that being that mind is a production of brain for evolutionary behavioral purposes in a complex environment. But then some of you already knew that. So I'm being a wee bit tedious. I go to work now. ;)
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EDIT
Of course the other being... therapeutic. Which is of great interest, too. Too much dissatisfaction, mental funk, if not depression in the world to ignore psychedelics possible role in this area it seems to me. But then again, I also understand there is a place for some of this too in the world as motivation, motivation to change, whatever.
Then again, I guess "enlightenment" could be looked at from many and various perspectives. Including mine, above.
Onward explorers, developers!
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Captain...or Skully
climber
or some such
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I kinda miss acid....And I'm with Pate on the flashback thing. F*#kers ripped me off, I got nothin'! Shroomies are common, though, AND they're from dirt(so they don't hurt) so a venture forth now & again helps keep the cobwebs at bay.
Mostly a cannabinoid guy these days. Just groovin' over here, Boss.
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drljefe
climber
El Presidio San Augustin del Tucson
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Skippin through the lilly fields
I came across an empty space
It trembled and exploded
left a bus stop in its place .
The bus come by and I got on
that's when it all began
It was cowboy Neal at the wheel
Of a bus to never ever land.
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Jan
Mountain climber
Okinawa, Japan
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Am I the only one here who had flashbacks???
That must say something about my own brain chemistry before the trip. Serotonin receptors is my guess.
The question is whether there are more or fewer of them? Or more or less serotonin?
Meanwhile, nice summation Fructose, of the ways of looking at the subject. This venue provides a much better platform for talking about consciousness to my way of thinking, than any of the previous threads that ended up full of emotion because religion and philosophy got involved.
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Jan
Mountain climber
Okinawa, Japan
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And more questions for Doug.
Is your book primarily about pharmacology or climbing or 50/50?
Any chance we could see a sneak preview of the table of contents?
That should create some good pre publication buzz.
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Daphne
Trad climber
Mill Valley, CA
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Jul 10, 2011 - 02:20am PT
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I have really loved this thread so far. I eagerly await Doug's book.
Before I began my spiritual journey, which began in my late 20s, I loved psilocybin and through those experiences I recognized that the value of hallucinogens, for me, is in the way they open "the box" of habituated thinking. I had only one bad trip and in it I came face to face with my egoic self and it was pretty frightening.
As a traveler on a spiritual path from my late 20's to my mid 40's, a time when I did not take in any drugs except alcohol, the natural DMT in my brain gifted me with many visionary experiences for which I am eternally grateful. This time proved to me that we don't need drugs to achieve altered states of consciousness.
But lately, I have been going through a "dark night of the soul" that began around the time I lost most of the sight in my right eye, about 3 years ago, at around age 46. Last month I did ayahuasca in search of a way to un-stick myself. I had read that it is like experiencing 10 years of psychotherapy in 4 hours and that pretty much sums it up for me. I can't say I am fully un-stuck yet, but I received important information for my path that, if I follow it, will lead me back into the "flow". I am so grateful that the plant wisdom exists to help humanity when we cannot find the way without it.
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Rhodo-Router
Gym climber
wussing off the topout on Roadside Attraction
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Jul 10, 2011 - 03:41am PT
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Yeah but, you took drugs. You are a bad person and should be in jail.
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Wayno
Big Wall climber
Seattle, WA
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Jul 10, 2011 - 03:47am PT
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I had PCP flashbacks on Acid. Those sharks ate Jesus. Hoh man.
Anybody have any good Jimsonweed stories?
Edit-- I have only done PCP once and it wasn't my choice. It was one of the most horrible experiences of my life, full of fear and vomit. And I made up the part about the sharks, but an acquaintance once told me that indeed he did have PCP flashbacks on acid.
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Doug Robinson
Trad climber
Santa Cruz
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Jul 10, 2011 - 11:37am PT
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I just typed up the Table of Contents, and I think it may spread as much confusion as light about what I'm up to. But I'll take the risk. This is risky too, but here's Chapter 7, a short one that explains a bit more of where I'm coming from. I'm on the road today, so won't be able to discuss much.
The Alchemy of Action
Copyright 2011
Doug Robinson
Ch 1 Runner’s High
Ch 2 Climber’s Euphoria
Ch 3 How the Rope Gets Up There
Ch 4 The First Hormone
Ch 5 Don’t Call Me Adrenaline Junkie
Ch 6 One Cup Over the Line
Ch 7 Metabolic Voyager
Ch 8 Two Afternoons in the Sixties
Ch 9 Dosed
Ch 10 Hormonal Cocktail
Ch 11 Summit Euphoria: The Varieties of Psychedelic Experience
Ch 12 My Brain, My Alembic
Ch 13 [Something About Anandamide and DMT]
Ch 14 What’s Alchemy Got To Do With It?
Ch 15 Wrapup and implications
Part Two: Out There
Ch 1 Fastest On Two Feet
Ch 2 Running Wild
Ch 3 Walking Blues
Chapter 7
METABOLIC VOYAGER
Copyright 2011 Doug Robinson
It was an old bread van that had slid comfortably into being a mobile home. That winter it kept appearing around the ski resort of Mammoth. Those were simpler times; I did my taxes that year right on the bar at the Village Inn. You could emerge from there, blinking into a bright afternoon or an icy starscape, and there would be the van. Painted across its side in broad liquid lettering was “Metabolic Voyager.”
Never met the voyager, but I didn’t have to; his message was clear even in its wavy lettering. Plain to see in a certain light, and easy enough to understand, if you thought about it. Certainly it illuminated big chunks of my life, the parts that drove me up the walls of rock and out on skis into ten thousand square miles of white wilderness. Those things were adventure, sure, but day-by-day it was just fun, thrilling. And the thrill comes from the metabolism. Flows right out of it, as fluid as that lettering.
The process is time-honored, and it leads to getting high. The voyage, the adventure, is arduous and dangerous. You pull yourself up a rock wall, and the muscles in your arms and shoulders begin to quiver with effort as the ground recedes. Glance between your legs at the prospect of smashing into the rocks below. The voyage becomes a trip. And the trip gets you high. Naturally high, organically loaded, but the metaphor, the closest experience to help explain it, comes down to drugs. Here’s William Burroughs in Naked Lunch:
“Buddha? A notorious metabolic junky… Makes his own, you dig? So Buddha says, ‘I’ll by God metabolize my own junk. … I’ll metabolize a speedball and make with the Fire Sermon.”
Like Burroughs book itself, this is banned information. Or at the least veiled, esoteric and subtle, a fire-tempered path that exists only out on the ragged edge of experience, say after years of piercing meditation under a Banyan tree, or maybe like the tunnel of white light described by those accidentally snatched back to life from the jaws of death.
Well, I disagree. It’s tempting to call such remarkable experience once-in-a-lifetime stuff, locked away out on the edge of life itself. But that’s too easy, oddly dismissive, and anyway making such experience impossibly special is just wrong. I see the vibrant loveliness of the visionary hovering at the edges of even an afternoon jog. That little can sometimes be enough to kick in the necessary metabolism. And occasionally even less than that. The visionary state can arise spontaneously, unbidden, a gratuitous moment of grace. Suddenly your perception turns hot, and there before you is the burning bush.
Usually, though, it takes a degree of effort and a dash of fear to open the doors of perception, to jar your metabolism in the direction of profound sight. And insight.
We have arrived at the central insight of this book, that effort plus a degree of fear shifts your brain in the direction of seeing more sharply, more clearly, more deeply. It does that by changing the dynamic balance of hormones in your head, The upshot is a change in metabolism that becomes literally psychedelic.
We’re all metabolic voyagers, every day. Mostly in little ways that we can dismiss as mundane, as mere nuance, we float on tides of hormones that define the timbre of consciousness. We take for granted sweeping changes like waking up, and regularly brush past more subtle effects like a few tiny neurons whispering to each other about brightening their perceptions. Sometimes, though, when your day veers more directly into the face of adventure, when things get dicey around you, with sketchy conditions and uncertain outcome, the metabolism ramps up in ways that turn the voyage into a real trip.
In the end it turns out that psychedelics are not just a metaphor but a signpost, pointing toward where our metabolism, acting under the stress of a meaty challenge, really leads.
Then, you become the metabolic voyager.
//Don’t need no ticket,
You just get on board.//
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Jan
Mountain climber
Okinawa, Japan
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Jul 10, 2011 - 02:15pm PT
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Wonderful Doug !!!
I can't wait to read the whole book!
And I want a signed copy too.
Thank you for posting.
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drljefe
climber
El Presidio San Augustin del Tucson
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Jul 10, 2011 - 02:20pm PT
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Yeah Dougie!
HFCS-
Have you seen the magazine "High Fructose"???
Check it. Trippy.
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Wayno
Big Wall climber
Seattle, WA
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Jul 10, 2011 - 02:53pm PT
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I would love to read your book, DR.
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drljefe
climber
El Presidio San Augustin del Tucson
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Jul 10, 2011 - 03:30pm PT
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Thanks wes.
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Jaybro
Social climber
Wolf City, Wyoming
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Jul 10, 2011 - 11:47pm PT
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What they said. I'm buyin' one!
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PAUL SOUZA
Trad climber
Clovis, CA
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Jul 11, 2011 - 01:38pm PT
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It's interesting that people on here say that evil scientists are out to debunk the benefits of these drugs.....did ya ever think the other way around in which some evil scientists are out to prove these drugs are actually safe?
How is it that the scientific community agrees that these drugs are harmful, yet everyone else that uses them think that they know better?
"The greatest enemy of knowledge is not ignorance, it is the illusion of knowledge." — Stephen Hawking
Very interesting.
The first step to enlightenment is being honest with yourself....
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Reilly
Mountain climber
The Other Monrovia- CA
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Jul 11, 2011 - 02:21pm PT
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Paul,
You prolly also find it ironic that some who decry those 'evil scientists' who
debase those 'beneficial' drugs would also loudly shout down the critics of
those who attack the 'science' behind global warming. I guess that is the
benefit of living in a democracy - you get to choose the type of science you ascribe to.
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Lambone
Ice climber
Ashland, Or
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Jul 11, 2011 - 02:21pm PT
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I had friends in high school that use to dose on a daily basis. To me it seemed like they were a bit lost in the clouds even when sober. Definitely changed them....I'm not gunna make a judgment on whether the change was for better or worse, that's for them to decide. I think a young developing brain is more greatly affected by repeated dosing.
Like all things that have ill effects, moderation is the best path.
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Jaybro
Social climber
Wolf City, Wyoming
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Jul 11, 2011 - 02:52pm PT
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"The greatest enemy of knowledge is not ignorance, it is the illusion of knowledge." — Stephen Hawking
he was tripping when he said that....
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PAUL SOUZA
Trad climber
Clovis, CA
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Jul 11, 2011 - 02:55pm PT
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Reily,
It's the same scenario with climate change. A few are paid by corporations to come up with "studies" to debunk what the greater scientific community is in agreement with. Meanwhile, there are the couch scientists that think they know better.
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BrianH
Trad climber
santa fe
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Jul 11, 2011 - 06:50pm PT
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Some people think there is pretty much a straight line between the Greek mystery religions of millennia past and the Burningman Festival in Nevada.
Humans have always looked for ecstatic experience. Sometimes it goes well, other times, not so much.
The wheel is turning and you can't slow down,
You can't let go and you can't hold on,
You can't go back and you can't stand still,
If the thunder don't get you then the lightning will.
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High Fructose Corn Spirit
Gym climber
-A community of hairless apes
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Topic Author's Reply - Jul 11, 2011 - 09:01pm PT
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"Between 1972 and 1990 there were no government-approved human studies with any psychedelic drugs anywhere in the world. Their disappearance was no mystery. The worldwide ban on psychedelic drug research was the result of a political backlash that followed the promotion of these drugs by the counterculture of the 1960s. This reaction not only made these substances illegal for personal use, it also made it extremely difficult for medical researchers to obtain government approval to study them."
s: Pate's link
http://www.staplenews.com/home/2011/5/30/landmark-clinical-lsd-study-nears-completion.html
Pretty amazing fact. What a shame.
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High Fructose Corn Spirit
Gym climber
-A community of hairless apes
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Topic Author's Reply - Jul 11, 2011 - 09:03pm PT
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BrianH,
No worries, man.
It was a rhetorical, tongue in cheek question more than anything.
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I was born at night. But not last night. ;)
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Karl Baba
Trad climber
Yosemite, Ca
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Jul 11, 2011 - 09:29pm PT
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Paul writes
It's interesting that people on here say that evil scientists are out to debunk the benefits of these drugs.....did ya ever think the other way around in which some evil scientists are out to prove these drugs are actually safe?
How is it that the scientific community agrees that these drugs are harmful, yet everyone else that uses them think that they know better?
It's politicians who keep insisting certain drugs are dangerous that scientists haven't credibly established the danger on. Obama's administration just insisted Marijuana is dangerous and has no accepted medical use but the actual scientific data is either mild, scarce or nothing. No one has ever died of a Marijuana or LSD overdose but asprin and alcohol can kill you (even separately)
Science will also tell you that neither are physically addictive while Alcohol, Tobacco and painkillers like Vicodin are.
More harm comes to society from the legal system around some drugs than they could ever cause if decrminalized.
Note: Meth, Coke, Crack, Herion and a host of other drugs are very dangerous and bad, but better be careful with those legal anti-depressants cause they are as dangerous as almost anything.
Peace
Karl
edit: check out this roundup on the scientific literature on weed, exposing myths
http://www.erowid.org/plants/cannabis/cannabis_myth.shtml
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Doug Robinson
Trad climber
Santa Cruz
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Jul 12, 2011 - 08:58am PT
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Thanks, everyone, for the encouragement on my book. Racing to completion, and this helps.
As far a soapboxes go, I am a neurochemist. No formal degree, but a lifetime of careful study has led me to regularly read papers at the research level. I do this because it's the best formal scientific avenue to understanding consciousness, which strikes me as the most interesting question around.
But I'm also a climber and a writer. For me, the most potent arena is out where the science meets the strong experience that comes to us in wild nature. Including the wild nature inside our skulls. So I write about that.
And yeah, scientific understanding of any of this is pretty rudimentary. It makes sense to me to go beyond that and try to understand our marvelous experience using the best tools we've got, which includes this fledgling science, and psychedelic insight, and pondering the linkups. Call it soul. And for some reason there's a lot of love floating around those realms.
Intelligence loves company. And oxytocin, "the cuddle chemical," rewards us for rubbing up against one another.
Thanks, Karl, for taking on the politics. Consciousness includes some pretty weird and scary sh!t, and the job of the straight, mainline culture is to perpetuate itself. It does that for other aspects of wild nature with flood control, weather forecasting, and drive-on-the-right. I'm grateful for civilization's infrastructure, but excuse me if I don't buy into all its petty prejudices. No surprise it gets threatened by the great unknown and puts up the DEA against what it sees as scary stuff that arises from human nature.
Lumping psychedelics and marijuana in with addictive substances like heroin and meth is, pharmacologically speaking, just a bad joke.
It is a shame that these very promising compounds have been so restricted by the culture that for decades that science has given up in frustration at the red tape. But that era is cracking apart, and some really exciting new science is emerging.
A groundbreaking study published last July showed some of the most promising results ever using MDMA (approximately, Ecstasy) to open up therapy for PTSD. Look here: http://www.maps.org/research/mdma/ This was the first study to be conducted on US soil since that effective ban in 1970. Important because the protocol was approved by the FDA and the MDMA was allowed by the DEA.
One woman in the study, a rape victim who had tried numerous other therapeutic approaches, was helped so dramatically that she came out with her cure in a feature article in the Washington Post Sunday Magazine. It's worth reading: www.maps.org/media/view/the_peace_drug/
That work expands the therapeutic approach. Call it truth. I'm more about beauty myself, along with the OP.
My battery's dying. More later.
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Doug Robinson
Trad climber
Santa Cruz
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Jul 12, 2011 - 10:00am PT
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Wes,
I'm not sure you can do much to increase your tryptamine n-methyltransferase. But there are other approaches.
You say you're brain's not making DMT, but that may be a perception problem. Some of the organic psychedelic effects start out very subtle, like just a bit of extra glow or sharpness around the edges. One problem is that our culture doesn't teach us to be aware of thresshold increases in beauty or awareness. And the slam-dunk kind of doses of psychedelics that are around go so far beyond there, that once again our experience of those overwhelming doses doesn't help much either.
Bouldering may be a problem too. No offense to pebble wrestling, but it's not full-body aerobic like a lot of climbing, say a full day of trad or a big alpine route, so my guess is that it may not push the endurance facet to help bring on the psychedelic effect. Sport climbing may have the same problem. Fear factor they can get -- at least a little -- but again maybe not as much of a healthy dose to kick-start the psychedelic effect. I don't do enough of either to have much of an opinion.
My idea is that bringing on the psychedelic effect does not rely on increasing any enzyme, but rather flooding the system with the hormone precursors like noradrenaline, dopamine and serotonin. Then, like a river reaching flood tide, trickles begin to breach the dikes that go straight into the channels leading to producing psychedelic compounds.
Neuroscience, when it thinks of this at all, refers to those as "minor pathways." Mostly though the science suffers from a bias toward studying a brain in a resting body, and the stuff we do is way edgy by comparison. So of course our experience is different from their expectations.
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Bargainhunter
climber
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Jul 12, 2011 - 10:02am PT
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Fascinating thread. Thank you all for sharing your experience, especially DR.
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Jan
Mountain climber
Okinawa, Japan
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Jul 12, 2011 - 12:37pm PT
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Some characteristics I can see that climbing (think a long climb like El Cap) and intense spiritual practices have in common are reduced food and water, not much sleep and a voluntary acceptance of deprivation in pursuit of what seems to be a more important goal.
Both involve rhythmic movement whether jumaring or doing prostrations or ritualized dancing, reduction of sensory imput due to intense concentration on just a few tasks at hand, and physical activity to the point of exhaustion, even if that activity is just standing or sitting in a painful position for hours at a time.
Both also include the intense camaraderie that comes from sharing voluntary deprivation, physical exertion, and challenges of endurance and fear.
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bvb
Social climber
flagstaff arizona
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Jul 12, 2011 - 11:29pm PT
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Off said: Chat me up at a campfire sometime and I'd share a couple stories. The Taco is not a campfire.
Dittos. Many interesting experiences to unfold around a late-night pallet fire in Josh.
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Wayno
Big Wall climber
Seattle, WA
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Jul 12, 2011 - 11:56pm PT
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Pate, that video is fekking priceless.
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jogill
climber
Colorado
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Jul 13, 2011 - 12:08am PT
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Try Carlos Castaneda . . . minus the drugs. Works.
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Jan
Mountain climber
Okinawa, Japan
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Jul 13, 2011 - 12:20pm PT
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I just did a little survey and discovered that of the 24 people who have
talked about their personal experiences on this thread:
9 had positive experiences with psychedelics
3 thought everyone should do some at least once
4 had mixed reactions with both good and bad trips
2 thought they were entertaining but otherwise of no lasting value
3 thought they should never be used
4 people pointed out that you could get to the same place without them
(one person with this view also counted as positive for the drug experience)
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High Fructose Corn Spirit
Gym climber
-A community of hairless apes
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Topic Author's Reply - Jul 13, 2011 - 02:07pm PT
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Interesting.
.....
Who's to say... a high... or a stint of euphoria...
due to an electrical stimulation of the visual cortex and/or associated feeling centers...
is any more legit when it comes (a) from a back country climbing experience than (b) from an LSD experience?
Esp if more research in the future shows the use is safe and therapeutic.
Just who is to say? Should it be your political leadership? A Bush or Bachmann? A legislator? A Boehner? Should it be the guy down the street who goes to church, who follows Jesus, who's never tripped once?
Who's to say?
.....
So Pate,
Looks like you gave Salvia a thumbs down.
.....
http://www.supertopo.com/climbers-forum/1165008/salvia-divinorum
http://www.supertopo.com/climbers-forum/1349218/Anyone-try-Salvia
Pretty eye-opening:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H7974kY4R_s
re: salvia
noshoesnoshirt
Definitely more than a recreational drug. It took a few tries but it eventually launched me into another universe; I had no idea where I was, how I got there, or even who I was. Scary strong stuff, but educational.
You can only imagine the spin, or interpretations, our ancient forebears or shamans struggled to come up with to explain the effects of this drug. Esp knowing as little as they did about mindbrain, consciousness, life processes, the ways of the world.
Gateway to another world. Here, have a peek.
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Jan
Mountain climber
Okinawa, Japan
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Jul 15, 2011 - 12:55am PT
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DMT-
I didn't include you in those stats because I couldn't tell what exactly your stance was. I liked your comments about there was a lot of Big Wall Theory going on here which seemed maybe positive. Then you made the comments about don't take psychedelics if you have low self exteem but it wasn't clear from that whether you favored them or not for those who don't have self esteem problems.
If you want to be included in the poll, you have to commit more clearly than that.
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Jan
Mountain climber
Okinawa, Japan
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Jul 15, 2011 - 01:45am PT
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All statistics in social science however sophisticated,
are based on human impressions and human prioritizing.
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Norwegian
Trad climber
Placerville, California
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Jul 15, 2011 - 10:21am PT
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i've only c+ on the test,
because i realize that god is a c#&%.
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Jaybro
Social climber
Wolf City, Wyoming
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Jul 15, 2011 - 01:47pm PT
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Wasi, in the 24?
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karodrinker
Trad climber
San Jose, CA
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Aug 24, 2012 - 10:16pm PT
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Great thread bump
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Some Random Guy
Trad climber
San Franphsyco
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Aug 24, 2012 - 10:26pm PT
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don't currently have the time to read through this whole thread (but i will later), but, anyone ever smoke dmt (that is dimethyltryptamine, not dingus milk toast)????
if ur a psychedelics enthusiast it needs to be done! he he he he
or maybe even if ur not, at least once
nothing else even comes close i'll tell you that
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Norwegian
Trad climber
Placerville, California
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Aug 25, 2012 - 11:22am PT
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the perception of reality is variable,
as is sanity.
my insanity is actaully tamer than the sanity's
that i've explored,
sometimes the body is sober and the dream is wiley,
sometimes the dream is sedentary and the body
needs a mind-shot.
everything and always is psychedelic,
no matter how you tilt,
we are arrows piercing planes,
sometimes my head is the smart end
and my feet, feathers;
other times my feet fly first and
my head issues chem trails across
government desks.
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BLUEBLOCR
Social climber
joshua tree
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^^^Haha. can't believe i made it through that whole thing
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Delhi Dog
climber
Good Question...
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Wow, how did I ever miss this thread.
That clip is pure gold!!
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Gary
Social climber
Where in the hell is Major Kong?
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In the comment section of the Dock Ellis video:
In the box score his name would be "Ellis, D." .. let that sink in
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Gnome Ofthe Diabase
climber
Out Of Bed
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From WBraun, that smoking' duck, he has some insight, but is He experienced?
speaking about Yabo. . .
One summer he did the LSD free soloing trip every other night or so for a month or so.
He dropped the acid in the late evening.
Then disappeared to free solo something from midnight on.
Every morning I had to look for him to see if he's still alive.
Some mornings I could not find him.
I figured he's toast and will have to get the body bag and everyone will be sad.
Buuuuttttt he always appeared at some time later, his hair all over the place and his face had the look of a psycho .........
then yo ~I'm from on the bus . . .
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nah000
climber
no/w/here
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mary always seemed clingy to me and so was mostly someone i hung out with because she was already hanging out with my friends.
sid was too much of a destination-free adventurer for me and so he and i only met up a couple of times.
silo didn't seem to care whether i lived or died but showed me things about myself that had mostly been hidden.
aya has to this point been an ally and one of the most powerful healing energies i've encountered on this earth.
that we don't openly study the healing properties of psychedelic plants and chemicals is as insane as if we took aspirin, ibuprofen, morphine, and etc and locked them away in a vault, leaving the afflicted to self-experiment and only the street dealers to clandestinely distribute...
sure psychedelics can be abused... but people overdose on water, sugar can be powerfully addictive and rock climbing can kill you.
one day future generations will look back at our willful ignorance, our imprisoning of experimenters and above all our failure to take advantage of the healing benefits and say things like:
it's so amazing how advanced they were in some ways, sending probes past the solar system or compensating for relativity in their satellite based gps devices, while at the same time in other ways they were as backwards and mistaken as their bloodletting and beak hood wearing foreparents...
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MisterE
Gym climber
Small Town with a Big Back Yard
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It's a double-edged sword, this particular mind-tweak.
One thing for sure:
those with strong minds fare better.
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ecdh
climber
the east
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i thought lsd was interesting till i got into dmt. after that it felt a bit of a waste of time, too many hours of peripheral junk for little quality experience.
dmt cuts to the chase, the meaningful stuff and is intense enough to keep it from being habitual. easy to work with too, no random dosing, all about the number of tokes. for every full experience with the entities i do maybe 10 sub-threshold flights into the 'entry phase', just to try and work it out.
its good stuff, with useful insights into the way consciousness carries on even if we shut out senses and perception off. theres things going on we have little idea of and no other way to see them.
its not for everyone for sure. but those who dont go there shouldnt be the ones to enforce any rules about it.
does it make anyone smarter? depends how you define 'smart'. if that means being responsible enough to follow a healthy curiosity towards brave conclusions despite the intrusions of corrupted morals, then yes. tho i think you need that before going into these things.
i dont think the same for all psychoactives. dope, xtc, mescaline etc have their place, but only distantly connected to dmt. shrooms are somewhere close to dmt but not as profound.
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john hansen
climber
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My first time trying shroom's I was with my older brother and a friend of mine out in the woods, by a lake.
After about half an hour of yammering away I said I still did not feel any thing. He said "Just be quiet for a minute"
The clouds started to move back and forth across each other and I actually had that moment where I said.. "Now I see..."
Very stereotypical.
On my twenty sixth birthday , I had a party at my little house in the woods. We had a keg and about 40 people were there , most all had known each other for some time, half of us were dosing. It was a great party to say the least. At seven am we were still up watching the sun rise.
I had got a 3 ft by 2 ft poster board and a bunch of colored marking pens.
The next morning it was completely filled in with drawings and colors like a grateful dead poster.
Wish I still had it.
One girl who was there told her friend later, "what a great party"
Her friend then informed what was going on. She did not know half of us were tripping.
I few months later I had another party and tried the poster board again, no dosing. Hardly any one drew any thing.
Then there was that time driving 3 1/2 hours to Yosemite at night, when I just knew that every headlight behind me was a cop,, but that's another story.
I guess I never was that spiritual about it. It was just fun.
Seeing the colors dancing around the sunset or the mountain across the valley shifting back and forth. The times out in the woods or the desert with a few good friends were always the best.
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healyje
Trad climber
Portland, Oregon
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Saved my life in too many ways to count and also put up a couple of routes that wouldn't have happened any other way.
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mcolombo
Trad climber
Heidelberg, Germany
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salvia is not kind or friendly.
Ohh man screw that stuff, picked up some 40% at a smartshop- never again.
I love a Psylocybin trip once and awhile. I think I have learned some things about myself on them.
I order some of the "Magic Truffels" twice a year and it`s always an awesome trip but more than 2 or 3 times a year would be too much for me.
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jgill
Boulder climber
The high prairie of southern Colorado
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May 17, 2016 - 09:18pm PT
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hellroaring
Trad climber
San Francisco
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Jul 30, 2016 - 10:48am PT
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LSD is a kale veggie protein smoothie compared to meth...
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d-know
Trad climber
electric lady land
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Jul 30, 2016 - 11:04am PT
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Gnome Ofthe Diabase
climber
Out Of Bed
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Jul 30, 2016 - 12:49pm PT
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oh my talk about flash backs]]for some, I'm proof that, for some, there is more than a bit to much. . . .it .is hard to follow , much less understand Hey Joe,
Mickey Schaffer wants to know some tricks for rope solo fun.
The posts are just starting tofill in,
I'm not going to add anything
. (since a death, while running laps TRSolo, around this time a year ago?)
I've not felt right In suggesting people go try systems that they have
not seen and devised by them-selves, in real time not just in 'practice' real time....
What were we talking about ?
Go on . . . .it must been the ,,,,,,,,,,federalesevery ware
, ,
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zBrown
Ice climber
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Jul 31, 2016 - 08:37pm PT
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Hoffman lived a long and conventional life and continued to use LSD throughout.
EDITS:
Hofmann
mainly conventional
throughout much of his life
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BLUEBLOCR
Social climber
joshua tree
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Jul 31, 2016 - 08:55pm PT
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"Were the eye not sunny,
It could never behold the sun;
If the power of the mind were not in matter,
How could matter disturb the mind.
well that's just weaksauce on stale bread.
no substance
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BLUEBLOCR
Social climber
joshua tree
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Jul 31, 2016 - 09:59pm PT
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don't worry moosedung, your allegiance to your master is well noted.
ps. you really should try peyote, it would improve you more than fasting
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BLUEBLOCR
Social climber
joshua tree
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Jul 31, 2016 - 10:08pm PT
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^^^depends on your perception of real?
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john hansen
climber
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Jul 31, 2016 - 10:21pm PT
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Mr moose,,I took many trips, maybe 40 on mushrooms and 30 on LSD.
All but a few of them were very fun.and enlightening. Out in the desert or in the mountains with good friends , watching the sunset melt across the sky.
And perhaps a bit of shimmering....
My 26th birthday was epic.
Not sure if i could handle it now..30 years later. But it sure was fun back then.
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ecdh
climber
the east
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Not done real peyote but had a mescaline phase and agree - more profound than acid or shrooms.
Acid to me felt like watching 10 hrs of advertising for the experience, rather than anything directly relevant. Mushrooms i find gentle, smart and clear but too agreeable, doesnt confront me. Mescaline feels the right balance of animal bodily awareness and brave, lucid hought, with enough weirdness in the shadows to instill respect.
All said tho, dmt is the one ultra real agent. Nothing ambiguous or left to question, the full deal right to the heart of the matter. Any doubts cleared up. So direct a single go is enought to think about for about a year.
These things are not toys. But they deliver where most paradigms fail.
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ecdh
climber
the east
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You've sold me on it. Appreciated. How and when is not apparent, but the door is open.
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zBrown
Ice climber
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Jimson weed is natural, but not recommended.
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Mark Force
Trad climber
Ashland, Oregon
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HFCS, Read these -
The Doors of Perception (Aldous Huxley) for context
Journey To Ixtlan (Carlos Castaneda) for the mindset
Be Here Now (Ram Das) more context
The Way of The Shaman (Michael Harner)
The Alchemy of Action (Doug Robinson)
My interest was peyote and psilocybin in the context of exploration - never as a party drug. Got a lot of value from the experiences and recommend the journey.
Got me here -
That knowledge is essential for me and how I view and interact with the world. To a great extent it informs my dance between and at the juncture of science and mysticism.
Right now I'm researching and will soon be lecturing to docs on the NMDA receptor and it's role in limbic system dysfunction and development of central sensitivity syndromes such as fibromyalgia and multiple chemical sensitivity. Much of that will include the global manifestations of yin and yang in neuron cell membrane depolarization/repolarization, acid/alkaline, oxidation/reduction, sympathetic/parasympathetic, etc.
Enjoy!
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High Fructose Corn Spirit
Gym climber
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Topic Author's Reply - Feb 9, 2017 - 04:12pm PT
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Thanks, Mark.
If we only had 24 hours a day!
But Doors of Perception, at least, is on my list. I haven't read
it and feel like i'm missing out. Still would like to read Brave New
World again, it's only been 40 years!
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Mark Force
Trad climber
Ashland, Oregon
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Oh, man, ya gotta read Brave New World.
It will boggle your mind how prescient Huxley was in light of current events!!!
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Delhi Dog
climber
Good Question...
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Apr 13, 2017 - 02:06am PT
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What the...?
it's role in limbic system dysfunction and development of central sensitivity syndromes such as fibromyalgia and multiple chemical sensitivity. Much of that will include the global manifestations of yin and yang in neuron cell membrane depolarization/repolarization, acid/alkaline, oxidation/reduction, sympathetic/parasympathetic, etc.
whoa Mark... I don't know what all that means but it sure sounds fascinating:-)
I will say my experience w/peyote pretty much mirrors Warbler's, though in all honesty I was probably too young to get the most out of it at the time.
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mynameismud
climber
backseat
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Mar 23, 2018 - 11:02pm PT
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My experience has been quite positive. I have only taken mushrooms. The first time I took a rather large dose and it was both good and worrisome. After that, over several years, I took many small doses and those experiences were all very positive. The small doses were never enough to hallucinate. I do not think I ever went out and just sat and watched a sunset. Never again had a desire to take a big dose and have an enlightened experience, just enough as I used to say “to get a smile on”. I always did something, climb or boulder, ride my road or mountain bike, run, ski, workout, kayak, sex, work, just whatever. All those days were just fun and a good experience. Probably one of my best days ever bouldering.
Both of my sisters took antidepressants, I ate mushrooms and rode the f*** out of my bike, climbed till I bled, worked out till I puked, skied my brains out in the middle of storms, smiled till it hurt and laughed my ass off. I have really good memories of friends and strangers that I will remember as long as my brain functions. I have no idea who did the right thing but if I had a way to get more mushrooms I know what I would do.
One sister drank herself to death, the other is an alcoholic.
Here's to sweat in your eye
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AP
Trad climber
Calgary
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Schrooms make me retreat into myself. Cid is much more sociable. While on Cid a person thinks they can solve all sorts of problems. However when you come down the answers always disappear.
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jogill
climber
Colorado
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"While on Cid a person thinks they can solve all sorts of problems. However when you come down the answers always disappear"
Three cups of coffee does that for me.
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thebravecowboy
climber
The Good Places
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You ever do LSD, Gill?
me, I'm more of a kinda fungi
depths of heaven through the heights of hell and all that
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briham89
Big Wall climber
santa cruz, ca
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[Click to View YouTube Video]
Overwhelmed as one would be, placed in my position
Such a heavy burden now to be the one
Born to bear and bring to all the details of our ending
To write it down for all the world to see
But I forgot my pen
Sh#t the bed again ...
Typical
It's really interesting to see the different perspectives on here. I'm really curious about the "actual" enlightenment vs the idea in this Tool song and what others have said here about thinking you have this major breakthrough / enlightenment but really you were just high out of your mind.... No judgement either way here, I just find it all really interesting.
I've never taken any form of psychedelics so I really don't have any skin in this. Never thought I could handle being "that high".
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thebravecowboy
climber
The Good Places
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we all see how high you get Briham
you're on the rock
there must be a dualism, a penitence for the enlightenment
same-same for rock clambering, distance-making footwise, and also for the non-icing kinda drugs, the chemical quick-path to disentanglement.
5- meo -dmt makes you pay
like the weight of the pig, the investment of self into intermediate pro,
the toad's Wenom is a tightrope, no easy ford.
[Click to View YouTube Video]
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briham89
Big Wall climber
santa cruz, ca
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"HIGH"
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thebravecowboy
climber
The Good Places
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you found truth there, and the vibrations can be sampled distantaneously, like tele-work
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MikeL
Social climber
Southern Arizona
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Sep 23, 2018 - 08:09am PT
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“Study Comparing Three Doses of MDMA Along With Psychotherapy in Veterans With Posttraumatic Stress Disorder”
https://clinicaltrials.gov/ct2/show/NCT01211405
For those combat veterans with some remnants of PTSD, this research seems to offer some promise. (PTSD is insidious malady for those of us who had it. Regular talk therapy often doesn’t do much.)
I remember getting diagnosed with PTSD after taking the MMPI about 15 years after getting back to the real world. It was suggested by the VA that I get involved in the Vietnam Outreach Program. I attended a meeting with a group facilitator with about 25-30 guys sitting around in a circle.
Toward the middle of that meeting, the facilitator looked to one guy and said, “Hey Frank, we’ve haven’t heard from you for quite a while. What’s going on for you these days?”
Frank says, “nuthin.” Frank’s got that 1000-mile stare that some of us came back to the real world with. The facilitator presses Frank for some conversation, and after a repeated inquiries, Frank reluctantly gives in.
Frank says, “Well, I had a run-in with my father-in-law.”
“Tell us about it,” says the facilitator. But again, Frank must be pressed to talk.
“Yeah, well, my father called during the [Packer’s football] game last Sunday, and I told him, ‘don’t call me. The game’s on.’”
“Five minutes later, my stupid father-in-law called again. I told him: ‘Hey! I said don’t call me. The f*cking game is on!’ Five minutes later, my father-in-law called again, and I told him: ‘if you call me one more time, I’m going to pick up my shotgun in the corner, and I’ll come over there and blow your f*cking head off!’” You could see that Frank meant really meant it. It was chilling.
At that point, I thought, “hey, I’m fine. I don’t think I’m in such bad shape, after all.” I never returned to the program (but over the years I got more counseling).
The MDMA drug therapy might have accelerated what I later learned through spiritual practices.
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dee ee
Mountain climber
Of THIS World (Planet Earth)
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Sep 23, 2018 - 12:01pm PT
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skywalker1
Trad climber
co
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Sep 23, 2018 - 08:18pm PT
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I kinda miss acid
LOL!!I kinda miss mushrooms!!! Haven't done them in a while. But I have usually had a positive experience. Find a good play ground, like in the woods or desert.
S....
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ionlyski
Trad climber
Polebridge, Montana
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Just finished reading Doug Robinson's book "The Alchemy of Action" . Excellent.
Where is Doug these days? Paging you. Phone # on your web store is wrong and can find no email address. Of course a book like this deserves a good conversation:)
Arne
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WBraun
climber
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Only lazy clueless people do psychedelics and think it increases consciousness.
It takes real hard work not swallowing psychedelics ....
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Brandon-
climber
The Granite State.
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I just hallucinated for four days. It was relentless, and it scared the sh#t out of me. I ingested nothing, didn’t want it to happen, and was stuck in a really shitty situation. I sincerely hope nobody reading this has to experience what I just did. It folded my mind in half.
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ionlyski
Trad climber
Polebridge, Montana
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Anyway, back to the book. This ain't about tripping. Mostly about the hormones and neuro-transmitters and receptors in our (yes yours too Werner) body and mind, which of course are one and the same or parts of the same, that cause everything from mood changes, runners high, fight or flight and guess what? Even low dose psychedelic experiences, from DMT, manufactured right in yer own brain.
So look, like it or not, every single one of you has tripped before. Get used to it.
Arne
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healyje
Trad climber
Portland, Oregon
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My two hardest FA's ever ('Electric Koolaid Acid Test' and 'Leaves of the Failing Faith') were put up with the odd combination of acid (purple microdot) and meditation after 20+ attempts at each while straight. Coincidentally (or not), the crux hold on each came off on the next climber to touch them - go figure.
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MikeL
Social climber
Southern Arizona
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Werner: Only lazy clueless people do psychedelics and think it increases consciousness. It takes real hard work not swallowing psychedelics ....
Who the hell knows?
Oriental cultures use alcohol at agreements to see who they've really signed on with. Cognitive scientists call it "downregulation." Get people to open up and show who they are. So really the question is, who and what in the hell are you?
If you eat food, you're using drugs (albeit not very powerful ones). A kitchen is an altar of life and a medicine cabinent. Even sunlight has its effects on us psychologically.
You're going to hate this, but in the last analysis, you are the guru. Pay attention. If there is a practice for anyone, it's that.
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WBraun
climber
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you are the guru.
LOL classic mayavadi nonsense and an extremely dangerous consciousness .....
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formerclimber
Boulder climber
CA
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Oriental cultures use alcohol at agreements to see who they've really signed on with. Cognitive scientists call it "downregulation." Get people to open up and show who they are. So really the question is, who and what in the hell are you?
Yeah, yeah...they're actually using alcohol to take one's guard and cognitive capacities down, to deceive them and get the better side of the deal. It's all about whose liver is more swollen from prior drinking/being able to take higher dose of the poison competition. There's nothing more to it. Culture of barbarism and corruption.
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MikeL
Social climber
Southern Arizona
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Former,
I didn't say downregulation using alcohol is advisable, only that it works. Confucius reportedly said, "Never give a sword to a man who can't dance." Dancing is also a form of downregulation. Whatever releases in-depth spirit is a form of downregulation. Improvisation is also a form of downregulation. Once one opens any opportunity for contact with the unconscious [sic], intuition, and autonomic behaviors, the world of downregulation starts to show itself. It's also considered a form of "hot cognition," where thinking just gets in the way of performance and being.
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Flip Flop
climber
Earth Planet, Universe
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Poor sad Werner. Why always grumpy judgy, boss?
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Gnome Ofthe Diabase
climber
Out Of Bed
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May 10, 2019 - 01:49pm PT
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-magic-mushrooms-decriminalization-
You all in Colorado have, Rocky Mnts, Lumpy Ridge, Eldorado, tons of chossy crags, Super-Max, legal weed _ And now the ability to snort the crop of the best Washinton state mushrooms or what will soon be Denver Supersonic, replacing Seattle
just having a of drink tea at the corner Coffee house?!
https://www.vox.com/future-perfect/2019/5/8/18535475/denver-psilocybin-psychedelic-magic-mushrooms-decriminalization-vote
And I'll be paying to own 2 cars, paying tolls to drive bumper to tailpipe where every third car is a BMW or Mercedes and property taxes twice the national average
in non-legal 4/20
Connecticut
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