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nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Original Post - Aug 10, 2009 - 09:09pm PT
I let her go today. It was time. I couldn't see how going on was doing her any good. The cancer was far too advanced. The bleeding out her nose wouldn't stop.

A good friend of mine came over and was here at the house. I had the vet visit.

Before he arrived I sang the Hanuman Chalisa to her.

I whispered "I love you" into her ear as she took her last breath. She died in my arms in her home. I'm having her cremated and will keep some of the ashes while spreading some in some of the special places we shared our time together.

She was 11 and a half.

Rest in Peace, girlfriend. You were the best dog and friend a guy could ever have.

I love you and I'll never ever forget you.

Ed Hartouni

Trad climber
Livermore, CA
Aug 10, 2009 - 09:10pm PT
so sorry to hear this news Doug
I know it's a low day for you.
Russ Walling

Gym climber
Poofter's Froth, Wyoming
Aug 10, 2009 - 09:12pm PT
So sad! Best to you Nature..... She was a good las....
Studly

Trad climber
WA
Aug 10, 2009 - 09:14pm PT
so sorry mon
Footloose

Trad climber
Lake Tahoe
Aug 10, 2009 - 09:17pm PT
Sorry for your loss, Nature.
apogee

climber
Aug 10, 2009 - 09:18pm PT
Awww, nature, I'm so sorry for you.

I had a dream (nightmare) last night about 'what would I do if my dog got really hurt and I had to put her down'...it was devastating to think about. My great condolences to you, and assurance that Summit is in a much better place, and is happy the way dogs should always be.
Captain...or Skully

Social climber
Boise....
Aug 10, 2009 - 09:20pm PT
A good dog is the best friend many of us will EVER have.
Glad you got to feel that vibe.
That said, I'm sorry you had to let her go, though it does sound
like it was time to do so.
Like EKat says, Doggie love is the BEST kind.
goatboy smellz

climber
लघिमा, co
Aug 10, 2009 - 09:20pm PT
very sad to hear this nature, she was well loved.
nita

climber
chica from chico, I don't claim to be a daisy
Aug 10, 2009 - 09:21pm PT
Doug, I am so sorry. Know in your heart that you did the right thing for your *sweet Summit girl*. sniff, sniff.
Ricky D

Trad climber
Sierra Westside
Aug 10, 2009 - 09:24pm PT
Aww Man - so sad to have to let a loved one go.

You shared a great life together and believe me - that means a lot.
Rankin

climber
North Carolina
Aug 10, 2009 - 09:27pm PT
Nature, so sorry for the loss of your dear friend.
bluering

Trad climber
Santa Clara, Ca.
Aug 10, 2009 - 09:29pm PT
Sorry, nature, you obviously cared for her a lot. She was a great pup. I enjoyed her company (as did everybody) when I got to meet her at the Facelift.

I know how hard it is to send a pup off. Sorry, dude.

Rest in peace Summit! God bless ya. The pain is over now.
Anastasia

climber
hanging from a crimp and crying for my mama.
Aug 10, 2009 - 09:29pm PT
Nature,
I feel for you... If there such things as a ghost, my dog is here with me. She would never go far from me. In fact, I know she will be the first "person" I'll see when I cross over.
Hugs,
AF
Mighty Hiker

Social climber
Vancouver, B.C.
Aug 10, 2009 - 09:35pm PT
Doug, I'm very sorry to hear of the loss of your dear friend. It was time to let her go, and was the right thing to do, but that doesn't make it any easier. As my father says, you do get fond of the beggars.
susan peplow

climber
www.joshuatreevacationhomes.com
Aug 10, 2009 - 09:44pm PT
Nature, I'm sorry for your loss. Summit was a beautiful and wonderful dog. I remember many things of her including the way she ran free when you were up in Flag. She knew her home, her neighborhood and would romp around at night making sue was all safe and sound.

You were a good papa to that pup and she knew it. You could tell by the way she interacted with you.

My deepest condolences.

~Susan
susan peplow

climber
www.joshuatreevacationhomes.com
Aug 10, 2009 - 09:50pm PT
Recent email chain....

A Dog's Purpose seen by a 6-year-old……

Being a veterinarian, I had been called to examine a
15-year-old Irish Wolfhound named Belker. The dog's owners, Ron, his wife Lisa, and their little boy Shane, were all very attached to Belker, and they were hoping for a miracle.

I examined Belker and found he was dying of cancer. I told the family we couldn't do anything for Belker, and offered to perform the euthanasia procedure for the old dog in their home.

As we made arrangements, Ron and Lisa told me they thought it would be good for six-year-old Shane to observe the procedure. They felt as though Shane might learn something from the experience.

The next day, I felt the familiar catch in my throat as Belker 's family surrounded him. Shane seemed so calm, petting the old dog for the last time, that I wondered if he understood what was going on. Within a few minutes, Belker
slipped peacefully away.

The little boy seemed to accept Belker's transition without any difficulty or confusion. We sat together for a while after Belker's Death, wondering aloud about the sad fact
that animal lives are shorter than human lives.

Shane, who had been listening quietly, piped up, ''I know why.'' Startled, we all turned to him. What came out of his mouth next stunned me. I'd never heard a more comforting explanation. It has changed the way I try to live.

He said,''People are born so that they can learn how to live a good life -- like loving everybody all the time and being nice, right?'' The six-year-old continued, ''Well, dogs already know how to do that, so they don't have to stay as long.''

Live simply.

Love generously.

Care deeply.

Speak kindly.


Remember, if a dog was the teacher you would learn things like:


-When loved ones come home, always run to greet them.
-Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joyride.
-Allow the experience of fresh air and the wind in your face to be pure ecstasy.
-Take naps.
-Stretch before rising.
-Run, romp, and play daily.
-Thrive on attention and let people touch you.
-Avoid biting when a simple growl will do.
-On warm days, stop to lie on your back on the grass.
-On hot days, drink lots of water and lie under a shady tree.
-When you're happy, dance around and wag your entire body.
-Delight in the simple joy of a long walk.
-Be loyal.
-Never pretend to be something you're not.
-If what you want lies buried, dig until you find it.
-When someone is having a bad day, be silent, sit close by,
and nuzzle them gently.

Good bye Summit, you will be missed.

~Susan


bluering

Trad climber
Santa Clara, Ca.
Aug 10, 2009 - 10:02pm PT
That's beautiful, Sooze. Very true I think as well....

Dogs have a unique unconditional love that's hard to find in people, yet seems to come so naturally to them.

-When you're happy, dance around and wag your entire body.

I'll never forget that pic of Summit at the Facelift jumping in the air and almost doing a side-flip.

Somebody post it up, I forget who took it.
L

climber
34.040236 lat by -118.450547 lon
Aug 10, 2009 - 10:08pm PT
Awwwww Nature...I'm so sorry.

To love and be loved by such a beautiful spirit as Summit was the greatest gift any person could ask for...it's difficult to remember that at a time like this.

I think I'm going to go cry for a while now.

Blessings to you and her.


Laura
Jaybro

Social climber
Wolf City, Wyoming
Aug 10, 2009 - 10:09pm PT
We're with you Doug. Godspeed Summit, I'd love to think of you catching frisbees with Alobar, Midnight, Skadi and all the rest...

I'm crying with Laura, 400 miles away...
Lynne Leichtfuss

Social climber
valley center, ca
Aug 10, 2009 - 10:16pm PT
What is so very beautiful is God knows when a single sparrow falls. I truly believe he has a place for each of his creation that inhabits this globe in their afterlife. In fact I know it in my heart and soul. So, Summit, please say hi to Tank, and Thor and Pricess Di and of course, Foxy Lady. This is a great universe and there is a plan. For the visible and the invisible. Peace Nature. God's annointing Grace to your pain. You know lynnie cares Dude......
MisterE

Trad climber
Meeteetse, Wyoming
Aug 10, 2009 - 10:17pm PT
So sorry, Doug - tears standing in my eyes.

Goodbye, friend - dear, sweet dog:


Slakkey

Trad climber
From a Quiet Place by the Lake
Aug 10, 2009 - 10:20pm PT
Nature,

So sorry You had many good times and years with her. That is what you will remember. My girlfriend has been following this since you first posted I know she will feel for you too. She has been through this before as well.
L

climber
34.040236 lat by -118.450547 lon
Aug 10, 2009 - 10:27pm PT
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.

When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.

All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. Her bright eyes are intent. Her eager body quivers. Suddenly she begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, her legs carrying her faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....


Author unknown

johntp

Trad climber
socal
Aug 10, 2009 - 10:44pm PT
Aww man! Nature, I do not know what to say; my dogs have always been good friends. I have always felt it is not right that they have such a short life relative to ours. I enjoyed scratching Summit's ear at Todd's house for the Tarbuster thing. She brought me some comfort; I hope I was able to give some back.

John
SteveW

Trad climber
The state of confusion
Aug 10, 2009 - 10:49pm PT
So this is where we part, my friend,
And you'll run on, around the bend.
Gone from sight, but not from mind.
New pleasures there you'll find.
I will go on. I'll find the strength.
Life measures quality, not its length.
One long embrace before you leave.
Share one last look, before I grieve.
There are others, that much is true.
But they be they, and they aren't you.
And I fair, impartial, or so I thought,
Will remember well all you've taught.
Your place I'll hold, you will be missed.
The fur I stroked, the nose I kissed.
And as you journey to your final rest,
Take with you this. . .I loved you best.

Dear Doug
I'm so sorry for your (and all of our's) loss.
Be well, we're all thinking of you.
happiegrrrl

Trad climber
New York, NY
Aug 10, 2009 - 10:50pm PT
Oh, Nature. You're sweet Summit is gone on. I was thinking about her this afternoon, and you of course, in this sad time.

You showed her so much love, and she sure was a special dog. It has been a year of great loss for all in the climbing community and for those of us who knew Summit, and know you, even for those who only know you two from here, the sadness is immense.

Wade Icey

Trad climber
www.alohashirtrescue.com
Aug 10, 2009 - 11:13pm PT
Very sorry Doug. You gave each other a great run.

Steve and Natasha
Jingy

Social climber
Flatland, Ca
Aug 10, 2009 - 11:15pm PT
So sorry for your loss Nature....


She was a great dog... relish in the memories you've with her and she will stay with you in your heart or many years to come.
neebee

Social climber
calif/texas
Aug 10, 2009 - 11:19pm PT
hey there nature, say, i am so sad for you now, about the loss of your sweet dog...

i have been through some sad losses, beyond my control, and two, due to me being to trusting of someone that "pretended to take care" as i did over my dogs---but hurt us...

sometimes it seems one has a rough time getting over these losses, being that our dogs were so loyal and faithfully dear...

may you be comforted in this loss, from all your dear friends, and by the comfort of knowing that you gave all the very same love your sweet dog gave to you... and may the good lord help dry the tears, as well, and help you smile again, through new treasures that come your way...

you did your very sweet best, too, as you helped her pass on--she felt your hug...

what better gentleness could have been hers... ?

none...
none but her owners hand, there for her when she needed it...
you did well...



*susan, thanks for sharing the great dog-share,
steveW, nice dog-share as well...
and mr e... great-shot, photo...
all just recently above this post... very nice shares...
Denise Umstot

climber
somewhere by the beach
Aug 10, 2009 - 11:26pm PT
Nature,
With tears running down my cheeks I am so sorry for your loss! The pain is unbearable, but in time you will heal. Summit loved you unconditionally. She had a wonderful life because she had a caring and loving owner. Know in your heart that you did everything and more for her. Peace be with you.
paganmonkeyboy

climber
mars...it's near nevada...
Aug 10, 2009 - 11:27pm PT
summit bump. she was a sweetie...
has anyone *not* lost someone close to them this year ? goddammit this is getting f*#king old...
paganmonkeyboy

climber
mars...it's near nevada...
Aug 10, 2009 - 11:28pm PT
bitch ! i didn't even see that pic E...thats my tent in yellow when she's jumping, motherf*#ker...that seems like years ago, when it was so close...

remember when me and her hung out all day so you all could climb ? while the ccc freaks had that huge party ?

grmble grmble f*#k...
bluering

Trad climber
Santa Clara, Ca.
Aug 10, 2009 - 11:30pm PT
Eric, that was the pic I was thinking of.

That was good dog. Happy too!
Mighty Hiker

Social climber
Vancouver, B.C.
Aug 10, 2009 - 11:31pm PT
A man and his dog were walking along a road. The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead. He remembered dying, and that the dog walking beside him had been dead for years. He wondered where the road was leading them.

After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road. It looked like fine marble. At the top of a long hill, it was broken by a tall arch that glowed in the sunlight. When he was standing before it he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that looked like mother-of-pearl, and the street that led to the gate looked like pure gold. He and the dog walked toward the gate and, as he got closer, he saw a man at a desk to one side.

When he was close enough, he called out, 'Excuse me, could you tell me where we are?'
'This is Heaven, sir,' the man answered.
'Wow! Would you happen to have some water?' the man asked.
'Of course, sir. Come right in, and I'll have some ice water brought right up.'
The man gestured, and the gate began to open.
'Can my friend,' gesturing toward his dog, 'come in, too?' the traveller asked.
'I'm sorry, sir, but we don't accept pets.'
The man thought a moment and then turned back toward the road and continued the way he had been going with his dog.

After another long walk, and at the top of another long hill, he came to a dirt road leading through a farm gate that looked as if it had never been closed. There was no fence. As he approached the gate, he saw a man inside, leaning against a tree and reading a book.
'Excuse me!' he called to the man. 'Do you have any water?'
'Yeah, sure, there's a pump over there, come on in.'
'How about my friend here?' the traveller gestured to the dog.
'There should be a bowl by the pump.'
They went through the gate, and sure enough, there was an old-fashioned hand pump with a bowl beside it.
The traveller filled the water bowl and took a long drink himself, then he gave some to the dog.
When they were satisfied, he and the dog walked back toward the man who was standing by the tree.
'What do you call this place?' the traveller asked..
'This is Heaven,' he answered.

'Well, that's confusing,' the traveller said. 'The man down the road said that was Heaven, too.'
'Oh, you mean the place with the gold street and pearly gates? Nope. That's hell.'
'Doesn't it make you mad for them to use your name like that?'
'No, we're just happy that they screen out the folks who would leave their best friends behind.'

Edit: Not written by me - someone sent it.
Denise Umstot

climber
somewhere by the beach
Aug 10, 2009 - 11:41pm PT
Mighty hiker: Great post! Rest in peace dear Summit.
Daphne

Trad climber
Mill Valley, CA
Aug 10, 2009 - 11:43pm PT
While I didn't get to know her in person, I fell in love with her through your pictures. What a sweetheart. Thanks for sharing her with us. And I hold you in Light as you grieve her. Losing a dog is a very painful loss to walk through.
paganmonkeyboy

climber
mars...it's near nevada...
Aug 10, 2009 - 11:45pm PT
remember when ron shot off the concussion grenades and summit went for her 'walk' ?

dammit i prolly spent more time with her than actually climbing...and she never stole my lunch, peed on anyone's gear...

the dog that *should* be at the crags...
Redwreck

Social climber
Echo Parque, Los Angeles, CA
Aug 10, 2009 - 11:53pm PT
I'm sorry, nature. So long, Summit.
pip the dog

Mountain climber
planet dogboy
Aug 10, 2009 - 11:55pm PT
you are both in my thoughts.

i found MisterE's photo of flying Summit especially moving. that was one happy dog. clearly you brought her as much joy as she brought you. i carry my best buddy close to me to this day -- hence the name.

solace...

^,,^ (michael)
Barbarian

Trad climber
slowly dying in the OC
Aug 11, 2009 - 12:09am PT
Doug,
I am so sorry for your loss. I know how you feel; I've had to do it myself. The fact that you would choose to end her suffering, even though it meant the beginning of your own, shows the depth of your love. Peace to you.
Rest in Peace, Summit.
Mungeclimber

Trad climber
sorry, just posting out loud.
Aug 11, 2009 - 12:15am PT
Sorry Doug.
JOEY.F

Social climber
sebastopol
Aug 11, 2009 - 12:21am PT
Nature,
You gave your beloved companion the best, and thanks for showing us that.
Sending good vibes, a hard time, surely.
Phil_B

Social climber
Hercules, CA
Aug 11, 2009 - 12:22am PT
Ah man, that's hard.

I'm so sorry for your loss. Letting a dog go is hard. I'm thinking of ya.



guido

Trad climber
Santa Cruz/New Zealand/South Pacific
Aug 11, 2009 - 01:15am PT
Robinson Jeffers:


The House Dog's Grave


I’ve changed my ways a little; I cannot now
Run with you in the evenings along the shore,
Except in a kind of dream; and you, if you dream a moment,
You see me there.

So leave awhile the paw-marks on the front door
Where I used to scratch to go out or in,
And you’d soon open; leave on the kitchen floor
The marks of my drinking-pan.

I cannot lie by your fire as I used to do
On the warm stone,
Nor at the foot of your bed; no, all the nights through
I lie alone.

But your kind thought has laid me less than six feet
Outside your window where firelight so often plays,
And where you sit to read- and I fear often grieving for me-
Every night your lamplight lies on my place.

You, man and woman, live so long, it is hard
To think of you ever dying.
A little dog would get tired, living so long.
I hope that when you are lying

Under the ground like me your lives will appear
As good and joyful as mine.
No, dears, that’s too much hope: you are not so well cared for
As I have been.

And never have known the passionate undivided
Fidelities that I knew.
Your minds are perhaps too active, too many-sided….
But to me you were true.

You were never masters, but friends. I was your friend.
I loved you well, and was loved. Deep love endures
To the end and far past the end. If this is my end,
I am not lonely. I am not afraid. I am still yours.
cleo

Social climber
Berkeley, CA
Aug 11, 2009 - 01:27am PT
I am sorry for your loss. I'm going to have to let mine go soon too, and it makes me sad...
Jaybro

Social climber
Wolf City, Wyoming
Aug 11, 2009 - 08:36am PT
Beautiful choice, Guido.
zip

Trad climber
pacific beach, ca
Aug 11, 2009 - 09:38am PT
Doug,

Sorry to hear that she is no longer physically with us.

I still remember the first time we met. It was at JT SushiFest out on the dry lake bed.

She seemed very happy dirtbagging with us, but definitely did not have the appearance of a dirtbag. She kinda had the demeanor of a dog that could fit in at any occasion, or environment.

Happie and I spent the better part of one evening driving around in circles looking for her one night when she got spooked, and took off.

Sorry, but at first i thought, why am i putting so much effort in to finding a dog i just met?

After we returned that evening, and found out that she had made it back ok, i was elated.

I then realized that she had the power to make people become attached to her very quickly.

I last saw her at Todd's for the Tarbuster event, and we had a good visit.

I did not know her very long, but will cherish the good times that we spent together forever.

Blair
steelmnkey

climber
Vision man...ya gotta have vision...
Aug 11, 2009 - 09:56am PT
Doug - Just saw this... so sorry to hear.
I know you were pulling hard for her and doing everything you could to make her last days some of her best.

Remember the good times and she'll live forever in your heart.
Fluoride

Trad climber
Hollywood, CA
Aug 11, 2009 - 10:01am PT
Sorry to hear Doug, I know how much she meant to you. She was a wonderful dog.
Ghost

climber
A long way from where I started
Aug 11, 2009 - 11:09am PT
It is so hard. Even though we know it's the right thing to do, it's just so hard.

Sorry for your loss.
Pennsylenvy

Gym climber
A dingy corner in your refrigerator
Aug 11, 2009 - 11:25am PT
Sorry Doug, will give a call.
Les

Trad climber
Bahston
Aug 11, 2009 - 11:25am PT
damn, nature, my heart goes out to you. I too, had my beloved canine girl, the most amazing and intelligent Rottweiler you've ever seen, pass away in my arms. It was both the saddest and most beautiful thing I've ever experienced. I cannot tell the story of her passing without breaking into tears, even after nearly 5 years. She was also 11 and cancer took her as well. About a year later, I lost my other dog, a gentle giant of a Bullmastiff, Madison, at the age of 9 1/2, also to cancer. Now, I look at my current boy, a 4-year old Bullmastiff named Ajax, and I just know that someday he, too, will break my heart in half. But each time, I know in my heart that the many years of laughter, companionship and love are so very worth the pain of their passing.

R.I.P. to Summit, and may her spirit find its way into the heart of your next dog.
Brunosafari

Boulder climber
OR
Aug 11, 2009 - 11:30am PT
Long live your memories with your pup, Nature. It's obvious Summit brought out the best in everyone. Bruce
noshoesnoshirt

climber
Arkansas, I suppose
Aug 11, 2009 - 11:31am PT
I'm so sorry. The words sound empty, but trust me, they mean something to me and hopefully you too.

And life goes on:


scuffy b

climber
Sinatra to Singapore
Aug 11, 2009 - 11:32am PT
I'm so sorry, Doug.

I want to thank you, though, for bringing her into our lives.
Her last weeks, tough as they were--I'm glad I could share them.
guyman

Trad climber
Moorpark, CA.
Aug 11, 2009 - 11:42am PT
It’s so hard to do what you needed to do……

Summit now has no pain.

my condolences to you…..

gk
SteveW

Trad climber
The state of confusion
Aug 11, 2009 - 11:44am PT
Summit at the 2008 Santa Fe Sushifest. . .

Eatin' toast. . .


Gettin' love. . .

Barcus

Trad climber
San Luis Obispo, Ca.
Aug 11, 2009 - 11:53am PT
Sorry for the loss!
Thanks for sharing Summits journeys with us and its been loads of fun hangin out with her. (sniff-sniff)
Marcus

PS. WOOF!
Karl Baba

Trad climber
Yosemite, Ca
Aug 11, 2009 - 12:00pm PT
A dear friend had to put her dog down and I was there. I know how deep it can go.

I went to heaven to make sure doggy was OK and sent her back a picture to prove it.

Maybe this can help

Peace

Karl

Chaz

Trad climber
greater Boss Angeles area
Aug 11, 2009 - 12:36pm PT
She was a good dog.

She had a good run.

You both are lucky to have found each other.

All us dogs should be so lucky.
Crimpergirl

Sport climber
Boulder, Colorado!
Aug 11, 2009 - 12:46pm PT
I've been out of touch for over a week and just saw this. I'm really really sorry for you Nature. She's a great pup and always will be.
Miwok

Trad climber
Mi Wuk Village
Aug 11, 2009 - 01:29pm PT
Doug
So sorry to hear about your loss. I'll never forget Summit in JT in the winter of 98. God that dog could jump. She was a great companion to you and the JT crew that winter. My wife always asks about the jumping dog called Summit.

T
Beatrix Kiddo

Mountain climber
Littleton
Aug 11, 2009 - 02:35pm PT
Oh Doug. I'm so sorry for your loss. She was lucky to have such a loving friend in this life.
nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Aug 11, 2009 - 02:52pm PT
I would just like to thank everyone for sharing their thoughts and condolences. This is one of the most difficult days of my life. My house is empty. My heart feels empty. I feel alone. It's difficult to function right now.

But I want you all to know I find great comfort in your words, thoughts, prayers, poems. The poem that guido posted made me cry but it also made me realize something. I don't want to forget her and I don't want to put it out of my memory. Not now - not ever.

I am burning a candle for her on my puja. A new friend from my Anusara Immersion brought me flowers yesterday - white roses. I took one from the vase and laid it on the floor where Summit passed. I had stashed her collar but after reading guido's post I found it again and also laid that on my puja.

the reverend started a thread about gathering the tribe. Please.... let's make this happen. Let's make it happen to honor all that we've let go of. But let's make it happen to try to remember the promise of a new day.

please...

love,
~nature
klk

Trad climber
cali
Aug 11, 2009 - 03:07pm PT
sorry dude.

work was bad the last few days and i missed this thread.

very, very tough
Abend

Social climber
Aug 11, 2009 - 03:23pm PT
I never had the joy of meeting Summit but from what has been posted I can get a feeling of what a special soul she has. I am so sorry for your loss.
guido

Trad climber
Santa Cruz/New Zealand/South Pacific
Aug 11, 2009 - 04:58pm PT
Doug, sorry for your loss.

I had a great dog years ago called" Maya Papaya." Every time we sang "Banks of the Ohio" she would howl. Really funny when we gave her a tennis ball and she would still howl with the ball in her mouth. Why this song out of millions? Her secret.



Here is a photo Steck gave me years ago that says it all. John Salathe and his best friend.


nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Aug 11, 2009 - 05:24pm PT
"Nature, come. Nature, sit. Sit, sit.... good nature", said Summit.
Patrick Sawyer

climber
Originally California now Ireland
Aug 11, 2009 - 05:35pm PT
Condolences Doug, may Summit rest in peace.

Having grown up with a number of dogs and cats, I know how tough it is to have to let a pet go.

If I may be allowed here is a story...

My last dog Ci (border collie & lab mix) was 10-1/2 and showed no signs of age – no greying, hyper, good sight and hearing – but somehow what he did develop was a very rear disease – sclerosing encapsulating peritonitis - that my two vets in Dun Laoghaire as well as all the vets at UCD’s veterinary college had never seen, bar one professor, Chris Bellenger, who said that it was only the third case he had seen in over 35 years working in Australia, the US and Ireland.

They had a team of five surgeons working on Ci but Professor Bellenger said he should stay asleep as there was nothing that could be done and he had been suffering, so I went in to the operating theater where there were two vets left and as he lay on the surgical table I kissed him and then gave the word, he stopped breathing in ten seconds and his EKG flatlined within 15 seconds.

That was May 11 2001 and he was my little boy, I buried him up in the Wicklow mountains at my editor’s (Nick) family cottage overlooking fields and forests very similar to where he was born in north Wales. Nick's dad John and his jack russell Bonnie came along as I was finishing the grave and as John said, "This is a good spot for a dog's spirit to roam".

Ci (pronounced ‘key’, it’s Welsh for dog) was born October 2 1990 in a Welsh village (near Tregarth) that’s name is too long to spell, and I got him when he was five weeks old. He went from Wales to London to California to Ireland with me.

Professor Bellenger gave me a paper from North Carolina’s vet school that featured five case studies of the disease (four dogs and a cat). Interestingly it is most common in adolescent girls of Polynesian heritage. Weird eh?


Again my condolences about Summit.
Fletcher

Trad climber
a buttery white sand beach... I wish!
Aug 11, 2009 - 05:45pm PT
What a beautiful life... thanks for sharing a bit of Summit's with us. Her spirit will stick around as long as she is needed. My mother-in-law had a lab/cocker spaniel mix, Sophie, who was just the dearest thing. Even the vet cried when he put her down! I'm sure Summit will be keeping an eye out for you too.

The wheel keeps turning, the cycle continues... all is as it should be.

Peace and blessings to you Doug.

Eric
atchafalaya

climber
Babylon
Aug 11, 2009 - 05:57pm PT
Doug, so sorry to hear about Summit. Man, what a lucky friend to have found you... I remember after my Wolf/Malemute mix passed, I could not go to my house, too quiet, too empty.

Its too tough for me to even read the great responses in this thread, and there are some great ones. My 10 year old german shepard is fighting the losing battle of degenerative myelopathy right now, and my eyes fill with tears over the loss of another good friend. F$%#

Thanks for being so cool with our four legged friends Nature. Do it for another when the time is right. And thanks for all the Summit/Nature TRs. Best, Robert
Patrick Sawyer

climber
Originally California now Ireland
Aug 11, 2009 - 06:00pm PT
I could not go to my house, too quiet, too empty.

Robert, I hear you on that one, I hated going home for a while after Ci passed away.
nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Aug 11, 2009 - 07:30pm PT
reposting....
up2top

Big Wall climber
Phoenix, AZ
Aug 11, 2009 - 07:35pm PT
Nothing makes it any easier. The comfort of good friends is about the best you can hope for. I'm sorry you're going through this, and I know may of us understand the loss and grief you're experiencing. Grieving sucks. I wish I had some words of wisdom, but I don't. My heart goes out to you, bro.

Ed
nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Aug 11, 2009 - 07:39pm PT






drljefe

climber
Old Pueblo, AZ
Aug 11, 2009 - 07:41pm PT
Peace be with you Doug. I know how hard this time is.
She left you with so many memories- those alone will make you smile.
We love our damn dogs so much- they just don't live long enough.

I'm so sad bro, but my memories of her make me happy again.

rest in peace old gal

paganmonkeyboy

climber
mars...it's near nevada...
Aug 11, 2009 - 07:50pm PT
much love to you doug...
Chiloe

Trad climber
Lee, NH
Aug 11, 2009 - 08:36pm PT
I'm very sorry to read this, brings tears to my eyes. For a dog I never had the pleasure of meeting.
mark miller

Social climber
Reno
Aug 11, 2009 - 08:43pm PT
Sorry Doug, I had to put Emma (Border Collie , cattle dawg mix) Down 3 weeks ago (Pancreatic cancer). Knott much hurts as bad as losing your best friend. Take care Bro, time (albeit slowly) heals all wounds, I'm walkin and talkin proof.
Since then I've rescued another aussie from Nor cal Aussie rescue and am starting her on obedience training this Thursday.
"Burning Barn rules".....or is that San Demis high football I get them confused.
10b4me

Gym climber
Happy Boulders
Aug 12, 2009 - 01:04am PT
Nature, so sorry for your loss.
my dog is getting up in age also, and is starting to have some problems.
letting go is very hard to do.
Jaybro

Social climber
Wolf City, Wyoming
Aug 12, 2009 - 01:24am PT
The healing power of the land of Earthborn spirit cannot be over emphasized. We'd love to have you, no Wasabi needed!
all in jim

climber
Aug 12, 2009 - 01:47am PT
Summit looks like a sweetheart.. looks like she had a great life.

It's a hard thing to lose your dog!
HighDesertDJ

Trad climber
Arid-zona
Aug 12, 2009 - 03:33am PT
Sorry to hear about this man. She was a sweetie.
neebee

Social climber
calif/texas
Aug 12, 2009 - 03:38am PT
hey there nature... say, keep an eye out on your home-front mail... there is something on the way, to add to this rememberance time of your life, as to the love you have for your dear dog...

wish i could do more to help cheer your heart...
god bless... new steppingstones to working on how the old mememories can become a good strong part of you, as part of the medicine, to getting over such sadness...

once again, god bless...
sincerely, from ol' neebee...
Jan

Mountain climber
Okinawa, Japan
Aug 12, 2009 - 06:15am PT
My condolences as well. I have five dogs and can't imagine losing any of them though I know that time will come. From your altar, it seems you might believe in reincarnation. If so, be on the lookout for a new puppy in a couple of months. You'll know if it happens.
perswig

climber
Aug 12, 2009 - 09:23am PT
Ah, Nature - just getting back to the Taco to see this. Sympathies from our house to your's, but also kudos for pulling out all the stops to do all you could, including knowing when to say 'when'. Take your time and heal right.
Dale (and Sara and our tribe of ruffians)
Jobee

Social climber
El Portal
Aug 12, 2009 - 10:20am PT
Nature,
I'm sorry for your loss; all choked up now, had not expected this. ...sigh.
She is beautiful and will shine on through you.

thoughts of you and summit today here in Yosemite, and at Yoga tonight.

love, Jo
drljefe

climber
Old Pueblo, AZ
Aug 12, 2009 - 12:40pm PT
Doug- everyone mourns and heals and has their own process for experiencing loss. Do it your own way. Get loaded if you need to. Hole up and cry all day if that's it. Get a tattoo. Whatever. Just know that as that hole in your heart heals itself, days will get easier. Summit will always be with you.
Take her ashes to her favorite spot, make the trip, no matter how far away.

For me, I had to write a song. To this day, years later, It can be hard to make it all the way through without crying or at least chokin up.

*FOR KAYA*
 I've been so lonely, been so lonely
let me tell you why.
'Cause I- I lost my best friend, can't stop from cryin'
don't even try.
For fifteen years we rambled together,
she came along for the bumpy ride.
And in all those years, you know I never got lonely,
'cause I had Kaya right by my side.
She- she loved to run in the mountains, could leap tall boulders
in a single bound.
And she- she was so loyal, when I climbed high up
she waited on the ground.
When it was cold we slept together, when it got hot we slept outside
Laying underneath the moon and the stars of the Arizona desert,
with good ol' Kaya right by my side.
Well we- we done criss-cross the country
from the highest mountains, sea to shining sea.
And we- we had a special connection, a finer companion
I doubt there'll ever be.
She left me with so many memories
I hold them dearly so deep inside.
And now that she's gone for good
I guess I'm not that lonely
'Cause I can feel Kaya
right by my side.
I'll always have Kaya
right by my side.
Forever Kaya,
right by my side.


Thinkin bout you brother.
Take care of yourself, for her!!!

philo

Trad climber
boulder, co.
Aug 12, 2009 - 01:41pm PT
Doug I hope you know you did the right thing for your blessed companion.


20 years ago my wife found a litter of pre-weaned puppies in the garbage of a small Colorado town dump. All the pups had there tails cut off. Only two were still alive. Though the vets she talked to said they couldn't survive she wouldn't give up on them.
After many trials and efforts she figured out a formula that they would accept and thrive on. As a school teacher she took the little pups with her to school in a basket and fed them with an eyedropper every day. They did indeed thrive and both survived for fifteen years. She found a good home for one of the pups and adopted the other. At the time her sister was married to an Apache medicine man/shaman who held a full traditional naming ceremony for the little tailless dog. From that day on he was TiWiWass, which is Lakota for "bow string that won't break". What a remarkable dog he was. Loving and loyal and always there. At thirteen years of age he was diagnosed with bone cancer and given a prognosis of three to six months left. The vet wanted to remove a leg and do the chemo/radiation treatment. But TiWi was old already so we opted to medicate for pain and monitor for quality of life instead. He was a total survivor and lasted for almost two more years. He never gave up and was always there for us and the kids. Towards the end I was having to force feed him medication and carry him outside to do his business. It was obviously getting close. But he never gave up and was always happy to be with us.
One morning it was clear that this was it. I was able to wake the wife and kids before school to say good bye. I had laid him on a comfy pillow and put him next to an indoor fountain that he liked the sound of. Everyone went to school that day with tears streaming down their cheeks. I returned from delivering my youngest to school and TiWi was still hanging on but just barely. I sat down and cradled his head in my lap. Stroking his fur gently I told him how loyal and wonderful he had been. Then I told him it was OK to let the bow string break. He turned his head to look me straight in the eye and rattled a last breath. He was at peace and actually looked content. I buried him deep in the back yard and built a water garden and water fall over him in his honor. Now when I sit and listen to that water feature it makes me smile with good memories. But even now, five years later, just writting this is making me ball like a motherless child. We loved that goofy ol' stumpy tailed family member and he loved us. He was spared from certain death and lived a full and wonderful life. Our lives were richer because of him.

Peace be with you Doug and may the memories take the place of the pain.
salad

climber
Escondido
Aug 12, 2009 - 02:13pm PT
nature,

sorry for your loss. tessa was very sad to hear the news. she vividly remembers Summit and the search for her at the JT Sushi Fest.

Hang in there....
Jaybro

Social climber
Wolf City, Wyoming
Aug 12, 2009 - 02:30pm PT
Wow Philo, thanks.
steelmnkey

climber
Vision man...ya gotta have vision...
Aug 12, 2009 - 03:02pm PT
Philo, yer killin' me.
But in some sort of a good way...
L

climber
Wrung through the paradox, broken into wholeness
Aug 12, 2009 - 03:05pm PT
Thanks Philo...that one made me cry, it was so beautiful.

We're all keeping you close in our hearts, Doug...and Summit, too.
dirtbag

climber
Aug 12, 2009 - 03:06pm PT
My heart is breaking for you. I feel like crying now.
nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Aug 12, 2009 - 04:46pm PT
philo.... I don't know what to say. Thank you for sharing that story...
Moof

Big Wall climber
A cube at my soul sucking job in Oregon
Aug 12, 2009 - 05:51pm PT
My condolances Dougy. I've lost a few dogs over the years, and it's never easy.
Denise Umstot

climber
somewhere by the beach
Aug 12, 2009 - 06:52pm PT
Nature know that you are in my thoughts. You have many friends here on the Taco who are with you.
Philo what a beautiful story! Thanks for sharing.
Carolyn C

Trad climber
the long, long trailer
Aug 12, 2009 - 07:08pm PT
Hey, I don't know you but I'm so sorry! I know how much a dog spirit fills your life. I had a good old dog, Chloe, for almost 20 years; she was one of my two best friends (the other was a cat, who lived to 19.) I miss them both so much. I'm wishing you peace. And rest in peace, Ms. Summit.
Ed Bannister

Mountain climber
Riverside, CA
Aug 12, 2009 - 07:10pm PT
Good thoughts sent your way on a very difficult day.
SteveW

Trad climber
The state of confusion
Aug 13, 2009 - 10:07pm PT
I hope you're doing a bit better, Doug.
Remember the good times you had together.
CynthiaL

Social climber
Joshua Tree
Aug 14, 2009 - 09:55am PT
Nature,
I haven't been able to post for a few days but my heart goes out to you. I am so sorry for your loss.

I have 3 dogs and one of them is very old, so I'm facing the same situation in the not too distant future.

Hang in there
nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Aug 24, 2009 - 01:33pm PT
Over the weekend I ventured to Winslow Wall to pay my final tribute to my girl. I miss her so much. I realized while moving through this weekend that it was time I let go of that piece in me that really makes me hurt - makes me cry. I have to move past the mourning so that I can begin to remember the beautiful years we spent together with a sweetness.

When I picked her ashes up from the cemetery they included this:


I need to find a small urn for what is left of her ashes.

I picked up Sandy in Prescott and kept heading to Winslow. We arrived at dark. I was very surprised to be greeted by three of my best friends. I knew Pensylenvy (Tim) would be there, found out in route that Dave (The Doctor) was also coming, and as I rolled up I saw Rich's (Riotch) rig. Bosco, Snook and Jack greeted our arrival.

After downing a couple beers I stumbled around the rim of the canyon looking for just the right rock. It found me.


After doing the above work Friday night I brought it out to a special place overlooking the canyon and placed it.


her view forever



I returned to the truck and grabbed the ashes and headed back out there. Dave, Rich, and Tim joined me. I drank a cold beer with her before they arrived and then we smoked a summit bowl.

From the rim of the canyon I spread her ashes. The decent gully where she spent so many years in "the hole" is right below her memorial. She'll live on there forever.

I first started going to Winslow in 2002. I can't recall a trip out there when Summit wasn't with us. We spent dozens and dozens of weekends out there while developing routes. As I return there and look around to see our work I recognize that we did a great job in very special place. Summit was a big part of the energy we put in.

Rest in peace my friend. I'll never forget you and will always miss you.

Chiloe

Trad climber
Lee, NH
Aug 24, 2009 - 01:45pm PT
Philo, Nature, beautiful sad stories.
Denise Umstot

climber
somewhere by the beach
Aug 24, 2009 - 01:49pm PT
Nature what a great tribute to Summit. She will always have a special place in your heart! Thanks for sharing your story with us. You done good :)
drljefe

climber
Old Pueblo, AZ
Aug 24, 2009 - 02:04pm PT
Nice.
Jobee

Social climber
El Portal
Aug 24, 2009 - 02:11pm PT
Weeping.
Find your peace Nature; she is with you.

Jo


MisterE

Trad climber
Canoga Porn, CA
Aug 24, 2009 - 02:12pm PT
Man, that is just such a great story and tribute.

It tears me up I couldn't make this one.

I know the spot - my next trip to Winslow will include a Summit stop.

Erik
Mighty Hiker

Social climber
Vancouver, B.C.
Aug 24, 2009 - 02:18pm PT
Thanks, Doug - a very proper send off to a dear friend.
cleo

Social climber
Berkeley, CA
Aug 24, 2009 - 03:57pm PT
that is a beautiful spot... what a wonderful place for Summit.
AP

Trad climber
Calgary
Aug 24, 2009 - 06:11pm PT
Someone said to my wife a few weeks ago while walking our dog:
"I have had many good dogs in my life but you only get 1 GREAT one"
neebee

Social climber
calif/texas
Aug 24, 2009 - 06:16pm PT
hey there nature, say... thanks for the lovely share for the summit memorial and her ashes... hope you also got your mail okay, since you were gone...

Jaybro

Social climber
Wolf City, Wyoming
Aug 24, 2009 - 06:26pm PT
Your daughter and companion loves you.
Crimpergirl

Sport climber
Boulder, Colorado!
Aug 24, 2009 - 06:54pm PT
Rest in peace girl.
SteveW

Trad climber
The state of confusion
Aug 24, 2009 - 07:00pm PT
Thanks for sharing with us Doug

Though I don't know how bad you feel,
we've all lost our friends, and I wish it could be
easier for us.

Best wishes.
Steve
L

climber
a blue ocean full of whales
Aug 24, 2009 - 07:11pm PT
Well...here go the tears again...damn...thought I was over this.

Thank you for sharing your Summit with us, Doug.



Blessings to you both for her journey.
Peter Haan

Trad climber
San Francisco, CA
Aug 24, 2009 - 07:14pm PT

it is stunning how poignant and important our relationships with animals can be. It would be easy to propose that we merely bring or merely project most of what we think is there between us and a loved animal and thus are only looking in the mirror. But it turns out they are giving back all they can--- their utmost--- and do infuse the bond with a great deal of their own personage, again, all they can.

The loyalty and deep-seated nature of their ties with us are second to none in the universe, frankly. That all of them, nearly, don’t live long, is of course just horrible but is also just the way things are. I miss my Sokari terribly, my most favorite Ridgeback female ever and I know that your relationship with Summit must have exceeded mine with Sokari even.

It is hard to understand that when they do leave that it has to be okay, that it is actually good given their bodies and the horror of how they must age the way they do, trapped in a body like everbody else. It is often just as sad though, when a much-loved animal partner survives his or her human.

nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Aug 24, 2009 - 07:15pm PT
yeah, I wasn't expecting it. I had gone to pick up her ashes, told myself to try and keep it together and then she pulled the foot print out of the bag.
L

climber
a blue ocean full of whales
Aug 24, 2009 - 07:17pm PT
That little paw print...has me sobbing.

They're all looking at me here at the Orifice. And I don't care.
nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Aug 24, 2009 - 07:19pm PT
she told me.... when you look in the the sky the first star you see is Summit looking down at you. I've gone outside a few nights and looked up. And I saw her.
nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Aug 24, 2009 - 07:25pm PT
This is the sunset from to day of Summit's memorial. Though this is a typical beautiful! sunset, one similar to so many I've enjoyed out there, it's different. It's her last/first one.

Fluoride

Trad climber
Hollywood, CA
Aug 25, 2009 - 01:15am PT
That's a beautiful tribute to her Doug.
Pennsylenvy

Gym climber
A dingy corner in your refrigerator
Aug 26, 2009 - 04:02am PT





Jilli

Trad climber
SAnta cruz mtns, California
Aug 28, 2009 - 05:23am PT
hey Nature, sorry to hear bout your pup. =( i lost a dog in a similar way years ago... it was a rough time to let her go.
I have a new pup now, whom i rescued last year, Lena. she's a sweetheart... and a good friend. hope you find another...

Jillian
nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Aug 29, 2009 - 03:23am PT

lower left rib cage
nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Aug 29, 2009 - 04:01am PT
I just wanted to say that I just spent the last half hour reading every post in this thread. IT gets a little easier every day. Thank you all for your loving support.
kc

Trad climber
lg, ca
Aug 29, 2009 - 12:59pm PT
Oh, excellent tat! Glad you are feeling a little better.

Your new pup is completely cute; lots of healing power in that little body....
SteveW

Trad climber
The state of confusion
Aug 29, 2009 - 05:31pm PT
Doug
You're a special one.
Thanks for sharing with us.

Peter
Thanks for putting into words something I'd like to
have expressed.
neebee

Social climber
calif/texas
Aug 30, 2009 - 03:02am PT
hey there say, nature, by you bearing your heart, and trusting your friends to be near, all of us are able to share your pain and sorrow and be that help...

you took a very hard step, you know... and that very step too, will help you through this hard time, perhaps even more than you realize right now...



once again, god bless to you... good loving dog owners, are a rarity these days... you are among champions, to be such...

prayers for your week to be helping you out with a good strong start, come monday...
nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Sep 29, 2009 - 07:30pm PT
Last night in a dream I was with her. She was walking away from me. I knelt and called her. She came to me and put her head in my hands. My body could literally feel her. Moments later I realized it was a dream and she was ripped away from me. Again.

It was both sad and sweet.
neebee

Social climber
calif/texas
Sep 29, 2009 - 08:00pm PT
hey there nature, wow, i woke up on a trip, where i was vising a friend, and i was shocked that my pup-dog was not in my bed---til i realized i was NOT home... oh my... i can sadly imagine even more so, how you must have felt...

say, did you get the dream catcher i sent you, or did it get lost in the mail...

it seems like you catch a good dream though, at any rate... :)
god bless... and peace to you about dear summit...
bluering

Trad climber
Santa Clara, Ca.
Sep 29, 2009 - 08:08pm PT
Same thing happens to me occasionally, Doug, regarding my last pup. I think it's natural, you still think of her even with your new puppy.

It's natural. It's hard to forget and let go of good dogs. Just enjoy the dreams and your newer friend.

Dogs don't live as long as we do because they might be lost if we passed and left them. That's why they usually pass first. We have remorse of a friend that's gone, but we're not lost. We understand what to do, share your love with another friend...
nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Nov 22, 2009 - 12:38pm PT

I made her a promise right before she passed that I would take care of myself. I have not been doing the best job of that. It's time that changes and that i live up to the promise.

Last week I was asked where I spread her ashes. It was the first time anyone asked me that (it didn't hurt that it came from a jaw dropping beautiful brunette :-).

Two nights ago I was sharing time with the same person and for the first time I shared with her the events of the day of Summits passing.

Jaybro

Social climber
Wolf City, Wyoming
Nov 22, 2009 - 12:40pm PT
Summit lives!
nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Nov 22, 2009 - 01:09pm PT
She does, in my heart, forever.

The pain of the emptiness has been intense. I'm finally ready to face the emptiness and fill it with the joy that comes from the love she shared with me for 11 and a half years.

I emailed my friend this morning that did the photo shoot of us and asked if he'd meet with me so that we may go over the photos so that I can get prints made.

I'm ready to face the pain and watch it transition into the sweetest of memories....
bluering

Trad climber
Santa Clara, Ca.
Nov 22, 2009 - 01:15pm PT
Summit was an awesome dog. I remember hangin' with her while you and Tim were doing the East Buttress. Very sweet dog.

She's still a happy dog, Doug, just a different place.
ron gomez

Trad climber
fallbrook,ca
Nov 22, 2009 - 01:17pm PT
Hey Doug, hope you have some peace in your heart about yer pup. I have an OLD dog that I am for the first time realizing that I will soon loose another family member. Dogs are the best friends and most heart held companions. Hope you are dealing with your lose, my thoughts to you!
Peace
neebee

Social climber
calif/texas
Nov 22, 2009 - 01:37pm PT
hey there nature, say...

my best buddies just had to put down two of their horses, as they were old, and getting far too sick to continue... (26 years)...

they had two that had died naturally, about a year or so, back.... (32 years, or so... and 34 years)...

this is from a link that i had shared with them...

this link, is for this "poem type share", there ARE more, too...
they are about horse, but this ONE in particular,
you could very well read as to the "dog of your heart"

here it is:
http://www.hoofbeats-in-heaven.com/praise/Where_To_Bury_A_Horse/



hey, and say:

what a wonderful and very special promise:
YES--now you MUST take care of yourself...


god bless, to you...
Jaybro

Social climber
Wolf City, Wyoming
Nov 22, 2009 - 01:42pm PT
Summit wants you to take care of yourself, what's up for Thanksgiving?
nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Nov 22, 2009 - 03:12pm PT
The Doctor is coming to visit. Sushi at my place with the yogi's and the doc. Climbing all weekend.


:-)



nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Nov 22, 2009 - 03:35pm PT

Winslow Wall... the place where Summit's spirit will always roam.
nita

Social climber
chica from chico, I don't claim to be a daisy
Nov 22, 2009 - 03:37pm PT
Hey Doug, sweet pictures of Summit;-)....



Please tell The Doctor ...Hi .
johntp

Trad climber
socal
Nov 22, 2009 - 04:10pm PT
That pup has one infectious smile! It is no wonder that you miss her. It was good you found each other. Her life was better because you were in it, and yours is better because she is in it.

Cheers Nature.
SteveW

Trad climber
The state of confusion
Nov 22, 2009 - 06:28pm PT
Hey Doug
Hope you're doing okay.
Hang in there.
Best,
Steve
nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Nov 22, 2009 - 07:57pm PT
Steve (and everyone),
that's what i'm trying to relate. I am OK. It's emotional but it's time to move my energy of grief to the energy of the love I have for her and remember her for the amazing being she was. It's transformative.

yeah... her smile is infectious. she was the best dog ever.

Sita has a neat little personality she's developing. She was kind enough to share it with me and a friend last night :-)

blue... i'm glad you got to share that day with her.

nita, will do!

om shanti,
doug
That's Papajoto to you son!!!!!

Social climber
Oatmeal Arizona
Nov 23, 2009 - 11:23am PT
I remember when Summit first learned to swim at the Winslow Wall.

PJ
nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Nov 23, 2009 - 11:42am PT
yo Joto...

can you tell what you remember about that day? i started writing her story. i forgot you were there for that. If I recall correctly I doubted her ability to swim - i expected her to sink :-).

She started to paddle with her butt sunk and water was splashing in her face. She didn't like that. Then she somehow raised her butt to float and started cruising.

I told the story to Milo last night about the number of times I'd swim in and out of there with her. Such sweet memories...

the best dog ever...
Chiloe

Trad climber
Lee, NH
Nov 23, 2009 - 03:48pm PT
I read a book last week, A Soldier of the Great War, which unfolds as the story told to a young man by an old one. The narrator recalls many people who mattered in his life, most of them gone now and living only in his memory. But by telling their stories he is passing those memories on, so they might continue into the future.

Writing about Ms. Summit sort of echoed that idea, of keeping those we miss alive in memories.
nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Dec 26, 2009 - 03:30pm PT
I continue to write.

I traveled to Florida yesterday to be with my family. We began opening presents around 15 minutes to midnight.

A large box sat in the corner. it was for me. They were saving it for last.

In it were two wrapped gifts.

The first was a box of tissues.


This is the second:
bluering

Trad climber
Santa Clara, Ca.
Dec 26, 2009 - 03:36pm PT
We all miss your pup, Doug.

Nice pic!
nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Dec 26, 2009 - 03:41pm PT
I continue to write.

I traveled to Florida yesterday to be with my family. We began opening presents around 15 minutes to midnight.

A large box sat in the corner. it was for me. They were saving it for last.

In it were two wrapped gifts.

The first was a box of tissues.


This is the second:


(reposting to bump to top of page)
happiegrrrl

Trad climber
New York, NY
Dec 26, 2009 - 03:53pm PT
Ohhhhh.... that is lovely, Nature. Summit was a beauty on earth, and her beautiful soul still shines.

Glad your plane finally got off the ground yesterday!
Karl Baba

Trad climber
Yosemite, Ca
Dec 26, 2009 - 04:01pm PT
Honoring your loss and hoping it's not too irreverent to repost a poem I heard in a cartoon...

Meditations on Turning Eight
by Lisa Simpson

I had a cat named Snowball
She died! She died!
Mom said she was sleeping
She lied! She lied!
Why oh why is my cat dead?
Couldn't that Chrysler hit me instead?
I had a hamster named Snuffy
He died...
(at this point, Homer interrupts and the rest of the poem is unheard)
Jaybro

Social climber
Wolf City, Wyoming
Dec 26, 2009 - 04:06pm PT
i can't wait to show NAtalie!
nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Dec 26, 2009 - 04:14pm PT
that made me smile, Karl.


I'll take better pictures when I get it home. that one is from my iPhone.
cleo

Social climber
Berkeley, CA
Dec 26, 2009 - 08:05pm PT
that's beautiful
pyrosis

Trad climber
Flagstaff, AZ
Dec 26, 2009 - 08:36pm PT
that made me cry and i never even met your dog.

i hope it is true, that all dogs go to heaven, or to big bright fields somewhere beyond, with fresh breeze and rabbits to chase.

RIP Ms Summit
Reeotch

Trad climber
Kayenta, AZ
Dec 26, 2009 - 09:00pm PT
What an awesome gift, doug.


Y'know, I miss her too, and I'm sure that Aussie was looking for her the last couple of times out.

I'll still never forget the time she scaled a 15' vertical wall that I couldn't even top out with climbing shoes on.

Totally burned off by a dog!
nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Jan 6, 2010 - 02:07am PT
neebee

Social climber
calif/texas
Jan 6, 2010 - 02:17am PT
hey there nature.... say, oh my.... such a lovely gift... thank you for sharing with us...

such a very kind family to do this...
hold strong, there, nature...
god bless
:)
nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Jan 6, 2010 - 02:19am PT
willie

Trad climber
Jan 6, 2010 - 02:25am PT
That last pic is awesome. My haines mutt, Burton, is about to turn 12. He has been slowing down for a while, but is just starting to give me a wierd look that says something like, "I don't understand this pain and what's happenning to me."
Through it all, and that's an understatement, he has been my constant. Thank you for sharing and reminding me that I am not alone.
I'm pretty sure that it was just a good run that is almost over, but sometimes I entertain the idea that he will go to another dimension to play forever and sniff rad butts like Summits.
Peace.
Fletcher

Trad climber
The beckoning silence
Jan 6, 2010 - 02:28am PT
Awesome, Nature, awesome. Summit was one top dog.

I'm suddenly reminded of one of my all time favorite Neil Young songs, Old King:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FMbSxOF9SVs

Dang, Neil sure has a shitload of guitars!

Eric
Keeper of Australia Mt

Trad climber
Whitehorse, Yukon , Canada
Jan 6, 2010 - 02:41am PT
Feel for you mate - tough times but obviously great memories of a good buddie. She lived a great life and from her point of view she won the great lottery when she hooked up with you.

Many years ago we had a cat - it showed up as a stray and we ended up taking her in - calico - quite the the little ripper really - not like a dog but pretty cool in its own right. Old age caught up with her and she passed on after a host of health issues. Looking back on it it was a good run - her life would have been abbreviated running loose so it worked out great for both sides of the equation. Great dogs deserve great owners.

Another will come along which will be right for you too.

Cheers
Jaybro

Social climber
Wolf City, Wyoming
Jan 6, 2010 - 02:42am PT
What a beautiful person was Ms Summit!
nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Jan 6, 2010 - 02:55am PT
nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Jan 13, 2010 - 07:08pm PT
nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Jan 31, 2010 - 01:22pm PT
Today is her birthday. She would have been 12.

I miss you girl...
Denise Umstot

climber
Princess of the El Cap Bridge!
Jan 31, 2010 - 01:27pm PT
Nature you have some beautiful memories of Summit! Hold those close to your heart and you shall never forget her! Thinking of you Summit with a smile:)
nita

Social climber
chica from chico, I don't claim to be a daisy
Jan 31, 2010 - 01:46pm PT
Happy Birthday Summit...

You must be having fun playing with all the doggies...
bluering

Trad climber
Santa Clara, Ca.
Jan 31, 2010 - 02:34pm PT
Doug, I feel your pain. I was blessed with meeting Summit and she was one of a kind. She's prolly running with Lucy now, my old friend.

she's also in my avatar pic

I killed Lucy. Let me explain...

Lucy was the best dog a man could hope for. She was abandoned from a friend because she bit his young son in the face when he went into her doghouse. Fortunately for Lucy I was living in the hills above Cupertino at the time. I adopted her. She bit me too, on the face. She did not like to be petted and was obviously abused before my buddy adopted her.

I came to understand her, and my climbing buddies did too. She was blessed with several trips where people had to, "just leave her alone". Sometimes she'd allow you to pet her, but it was rare. I was the only one she really trusted at that point.

Then I meet my current wife. Lucy bit her 3 or 4 times over the course of a year. A decision had to be made. My wife was actually afraid to move around the dog.

I had to choose between 2 gals. Lucy lost. And don't get me wrong, my wife loved that dog too! Maybe she just knew how much I loved her, but my wife was with me when I comforted Lucy as I told the doc to go ahead and inject the fluids.

Probably the only time my wife saw me cry. Only a dog lover knows how hard it is to kill your little buddy. Still kills me.....


Doug, I feel you pain bro!~ I don't mean to be insensitive, but live on. Summit is. Share your love with your new pup and show her what Summit saw.

Do it! Share the love, dude!
Wade Icey

Trad climber
www.alohashirtrescue.com
Jan 31, 2010 - 02:38pm PT
Happy Birthday Summit. Give Maggiedog a smooch for me.
bluering

Trad climber
Santa Clara, Ca.
Jan 31, 2010 - 02:48pm PT
And, yeah, before anybody passes judgment on me, I did try to find her a place that would take her.

She was a damaged dog that I hope I gave a bit of peace to. I did the best I could.
nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Jan 31, 2010 - 05:36pm PT
no judgement from me Blue....

You know.. I hate to say it... but the best thing for Sita might be for me to find her another home. She's a good dog. But too often she reminds me of what I no longer have. It's not fair to her. Plus I really think I want another Aussie.

oh... and bump for Ms. Summit cuz it's her birthday :-)
bluering

Trad climber
Santa Clara, Ca.
Jan 31, 2010 - 07:25pm PT
Doug, WTF??? Sita is yours, dude. I know you want another Sierra back, but don't you think Sita wants a kick-ass ride in this world?

Stop thinking about the badass dog known by most as Sierra. Make another Sierra. It won't be the same, but it'll be crafted by the same artisan...

Let 'er go, Doug. She was a good dog, but other dogs now need your love.
nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Jan 31, 2010 - 08:43pm PT
No matter what happens with Sita she'll be loved. She's a good dog. But so far we have not bonded and I have my doubts we will. I think she'd have a more kickass ride with someone else. It may have been too early for me to have another dog. Like I said.. I think one day I really want another aussie. And again... I want to be fair to Sita and right now I can't.

Dave Stringer pointed out to me the idea of a neurological half-life. Basically it'll take about 1/3rd of the time you bonded with a being to "let go". 11.5/3...

If i found her a happy home with someone i really trusted i'd probably let her go there today. Tomorrow? ..time will tell


And I think you mean Summit :-)
tinker b

climber
the commonwealth
Feb 1, 2010 - 01:20am PT
hey doug,
i didn't see the original post. i'm very sorry. summit is a great dog.
she was always sweet and fun when i saw her. well behaved and full of personality.
not all dogs are created equal. i haven't figured out who sita is, and how long you have had her, and where she came from. i can understand if she isn't working out.
my first dog jingles (i was three months old when we got her, my sister who was five at the time got to name our german shepard...) died when i was fifteen. three months later we got another dog, it took me a while to accept the new dog even though she was equally as amazing.
in that case both dogs were german shepards.
i don't know what type of dog sita is, but aussies are amazing, intelligent, loyal dogs, and rich might be able to handle a dog like jack after having aussie, but i couldn't imagine that.
good luck with your decisions about sita. i hope that you can connect with her, or find her a new home...whatever is right for the two of you.
summit is an older sister that it will be difficult for any dog to live up to.
peace,
jo-lynne
oh and happy birthday girl
willie!!!!!

Ice climber
honolulu, hawaii
Feb 1, 2010 - 01:43am PT
Wow Bluering. I was in the same situation a little over a decade ago. I made the same move. It's haunted me ever since. Gets pushed to the back for longer stretches, but rears its ugly head from time to time.

He consistantly tried to kill my good dog that I still have now over 11 years later and sent my friends kids to the ER on more than one occasion. Like I said, still haunts me. I've never talked much about it much less met anyone who went through the same. Thanks.

RIP Hoon.

Sorry for the threadjack Nature. Wow. I'm going outside.
nature

climber
Tucson, AZ
Topic Author's Reply - Feb 1, 2010 - 01:49am PT
jo-lynne - thanks for that

willie - no problem... a tough thing to do no matter the reason.
Jan

Mountain climber
Okinawa, Japan
Feb 1, 2010 - 03:00am PT

Nature-

We can never have the same relationship twice. That's part of the mystery of love. Maybe you will own five more dogs in your lifetime and Summit will always be the special one. First loves often are.

That doesn't mean though that you can't experience love with Sita, it's just a different kind. She gives you unconditional love. If you return it, you will accept her for the dog she is, and not the one you wanted her to be.
nature

climber
Whereverland....
Topic Author's Reply - Aug 11, 2010 - 06:43pm PT
bump.

it's been a year ago yesterday. the grief of losing her finally subsided. life is a little more bright and shiny.

so today I celebrate her life.

she's so deeply missed yet it's so much easier to now think of her with a smile on my face.




So this is where we part, my friend,
And you'll run on, around the bend.
Gone from sight, but not from mind.
New pleasures there you'll find.
I will go on. I'll find the strength.
Life measures quality, not its length.
One long embrace before you leave.
Share one last look, before I grieve.
There are others, that much is true.
But they be they, and they aren't you.
And I fair, impartial, or so I thought,
Will remember well all you've taught.
Your place I'll hold, you will be missed.
The fur I stroked, the nose I kissed.
And as you journey to your final rest,
Take with you this. . . I loved you best.


originally posted by SteveW
Jim Wilcox

Boulder climber
Santa Barbara
Aug 11, 2010 - 06:54pm PT
**So this is where we part, my friend,
And you'll run on, around the bend.**

Nice. Makes me ponder my departed companions
with a smile and a tear.
SteveW

Trad climber
The state of confusion
Aug 11, 2010 - 06:59pm PT

Doug
They never leave you. . .
she'll always be around.

Peace.
pissed

Trad climber
Lake Placid NY and Scranton PA
Aug 11, 2010 - 07:16pm PT
nature

climber
back in Tuscon Aridzona....
Topic Author's Reply - Aug 10, 2011 - 10:54am PT
Two years ago today.


So this is where we part, my friend,
And you'll run on, around the bend.
Gone from sight, but not from mind.
New pleasures there you'll find.
I will go on. I'll find the strength.
Life measures quality, not its length.
One long embrace before you leave.
Share one last look, before I grieve.
There are others, that much is true.
But they be they, and they aren't you.
And I fair, impartial, or so I thought,
Will remember well all you've taught.
Your place I'll hold, you will be missed.
The fur I stroked, the nose I kissed.
And as you journey to your final rest,
Take with you this ... I loved you best.
SteveW

Trad climber
The state of confusion
Aug 10, 2011 - 12:34pm PT

They're always a part of us. Rest easy, Summit!!!!
Bronwyn

Trad climber
Not of This World
Aug 10, 2011 - 01:14pm PT
Nature, I have never met you or had the honor of meeting Summit. But reading this thread has brought her to life for me. I bawled like a baby reading it through. May you find peace and comfort in your memories and in knowing how much she loved and was loved. That mystical bond is deep, indeed.
nature

climber
back in Tuscon Aridzona....
Topic Author's Reply - Aug 10, 2011 - 04:51pm PT
thanks for posting that Bronwyn.

On my birthday a few weeks ago I promised Summit that when I thought of her I'd do so with a smile on my face. I'm doing my best!
Wade Icey

Trad climber
www.alohashirtrescue.com
Aug 10, 2011 - 04:54pm PT
keep smiling Doug, she's there.
O.D.

Trad climber
LA LA Land
Aug 10, 2011 - 05:12pm PT
Dogs are miraculous. And their lives are much too short.

Very sorry to hear this news.
kev

climber
A pile of dirt.
Aug 10, 2011 - 05:36pm PT
Sorry to hear about this Nature. I know it's to loose a dog.
That said, I'm sure you two had a lot of fun together.

kev
nature

climber
Aridzona for now Denver.... here I come...
Topic Author's Reply - Jan 30, 2012 - 07:41pm PT
yesterday I sold her dog crate. early this morning she came to me in a dream. it was so real yet only for a split second. I think she came to tell it was ok to let go of the crate.
bluering

Trad climber
Santa Clara, CA
Jan 30, 2012 - 08:23pm PT
Yeah, Summit will be missed, but glad to see her approving of moving on.

She was a very cool dog, and and I can totally see why you two were so strongly attached. I was really honored to meet her, and I don't say that lightly. I love dogs and she was really cool. Everybody at Yellow Pines loved her company that year.

Cheers, Summit!
nature

climber
Aridzona for now Denver.... here I come...
Topic Author's Reply - Jan 30, 2012 - 08:23pm PT
Thanks rox. She's was a very sweet soul.

Though she might look like she was border collie she actually wasn't. black lab, australian shepherd, golden retriever. smart and endlessly loyal.

been a bit of a rough day. I've been sorting through some papers and I came across her health report from when I took her in after her cancer diagnosis. feelin' kinda alone right now...

I spread her ashes in this canyon.
nature

climber
Aridzona for now Denver.... here I come...
Topic Author's Reply - Jan 30, 2012 - 08:26pm PT
oh I know why now.... tomorrow is her birthday. she would have been 14.
Johnny K.

climber
Jan 30, 2012 - 08:36pm PT
Nature <3
labrat

Trad climber
Nevada City, CA
Jan 30, 2012 - 09:34pm PT
Dogs are great companions. We love them, they love us. :-)
east side underground

Trad climber
Hilton crk,ca
Jan 30, 2012 - 10:51pm PT
So sorry
ShawnInPaso

climber
Paso Robles, CA
Jan 30, 2012 - 10:55pm PT
Such a beautiful dog -
nature

climber
Aridzona for now Denver.... here I come...
Topic Author's Reply - Jan 31, 2012 - 10:31am PT
happy birthday girl...

yeah rox... they sure do have us trained. silly humans think it's the other way around.
SCseagoat

Trad climber
Santa Cruz
Jan 31, 2012 - 11:46am PT
Yep Happy Birthday indeed. Always and forever with you.

My girl turned 13 two weeks ago, but alas I lost her at the same age:
11 1/2.

Susan
nature

climber
Boulder, CO
Topic Author's Reply - Jan 31, 2013 - 03:19pm PT
Happy Birthday :-(

happiegrrrl

Trad climber
www.climbaddictdesigns.com
Jan 31, 2013 - 03:35pm PT
oh!

How wonderful you remember her special day, but also bittersweet. Hugs to you in heaven, Summit!
Elcapinyoazz

Social climber
Joshua Tree
Jan 31, 2013 - 03:44pm PT
She was a sweetheart and a very good looking dog. I only knew her in the later years, but I bet with the black lab and aussie in the genes, she was a handful between 2 and 3 years old.
nature

climber
Boulder, CO
Topic Author's Reply - Aug 12, 2013 - 01:39pm PT
bump. Wow.... it's been four years :-(

SteveW

Trad climber
The state of confusion
Aug 12, 2013 - 01:44pm PT

But what wonderful memories you have. . .
SCseagoat

Trad climber
Santa Cruz
Aug 12, 2013 - 01:56pm PT
Mine's been three years. It flies so fast.
There is an awesome ST dog park up there with no fences....meadows, streams, and all things free.
Happy Memories for you!

Dog Memorial from Land of Medicine Buddha in the Santa Cruz mtns up the road from m house.


Susan
nature

climber
Boulder, CO
Topic Author's Reply - Jan 31, 2014 - 05:23pm PT
happy birthday girl...
happiegrrrl

Trad climber
www.climbaddictdesigns.com
Jan 31, 2014 - 05:27pm PT
Happy Birthday, Summit. Watch over your dad,now. He still needs you, just like I need Teddy.
Barbarian

climber
Jan 31, 2014 - 05:42pm PT
Yes, Happy Birthday. Summit and Teddy are the only two "Supertopo" dogs I have had the pleasure of meeting. Both were fine sprits in canine form. You were both blessed in knowing them, and were made stronger by their presence.
May both of you have peace through your memories of them.
nature

climber
Boulder, CO
Topic Author's Reply - Aug 10, 2015 - 07:28am PT
I miss you...
philo

climber
Aug 11, 2015 - 05:26am PT
Thinking of you today Nature.
The grief is an unbearable abyss.
crankster

Trad climber
No. Tahoe
Aug 11, 2015 - 02:36pm PT
Yeah, nature, take care.
nature

climber
Boulder, CO
Topic Author's Reply - Aug 11, 2015 - 02:45pm PT
same to you, philo. same to you my friend.
GDavis

Social climber
SOL CAL
Aug 11, 2015 - 06:20pm PT
How amazing she must have been :)
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