Hmmm... some more possibilities presented in a climbing context:
inchoate endogenous impulses
toward a Bacchanalian Bohemian climber's gestalt
evince eleemosynary urges,
a Stentorian shout at my erstwhile ersatz employer,
bellicosity belying my beleaguered and bottoming bank account
How about 'Theosophy'?
As in; the writer Phillip K Dick was obsessed with what he called "the 2/3/74 theosophy" concerning events in his life that occurred on that date, that followed him the rest of his life.