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thetennisguy

Mountain climber
Yuba City, CA
Topic Author's Original Post - Aug 23, 2011 - 09:31pm PT
YOSEMITE, Calif. -- Yosemite officials said that rangers located a body at the base of Half Dome Tuesday afternoon.

On Monday evening, a couple of climbers preparing to hike Half Dome witnessed someone fall down the mountain, Yosemite officials said.

Rangers flew to the base of Half Dome on Tuesday because it was getting too dark to fly there Monday evening. Rangers hiked up Half Dome and recovered the body at around 2 p.m. Tuesday.

The body is of an unidentified white male. Yosemite officials said the man had no identification on him.

Yosemite officials said they are in the process of interviewing people who might have seen the man hiking Half Dome.

Read more: http://www.kcra.com/news/28955784/detail.html#ixzz1VuBDMFWn
nature

climber
back in Tuscon Aridzona....
Aug 23, 2011 - 09:48pm PT
put cables on the Eiger? so sad to hear this news.
WBraun

climber
Aug 23, 2011 - 09:59pm PT
Nobody died on the cables on this one.
climbski2

Mountain climber
Anchorage AK, Reno NV
Aug 23, 2011 - 10:15pm PT
Suicide? :(
Levy

Big Wall climber
So Cal
Aug 23, 2011 - 10:30pm PT
A parachute-less BASE jump is my best guess. Sad.
Ken M

Mountain climber
Los Angeles, Ca
Aug 23, 2011 - 10:50pm PT
Very sad to see such a high toll this year.
Jennie

Trad climber
Elk Creek, Idaho
Aug 23, 2011 - 11:03pm PT
The cables/trail were closed early in the day.

Yes, the clothesline hearsay is that it was another suicide. I doubt Werner would be at liberty to reveal anything, here, until an investigation is completed.
WBraun

climber
Aug 23, 2011 - 11:04pm PT
Jennie nails it .....
rockermike

Trad climber
Berkeley
Aug 23, 2011 - 11:09pm PT
http://www.supertopo.com/tr/Death-on-the-NW-Face-of-Half-Dome/t11134n.html
Mimi

climber
Aug 23, 2011 - 11:50pm PT
Real funny, BASE. Look what you started. How could someone falling on the cables be seen by climbers on the face?
PSP also PP

Trad climber
Berkeley
Aug 24, 2011 - 12:32am PT
Chief; if only depression was that simple.
WanderlustMD

Trad climber
New England
Aug 24, 2011 - 12:36am PT
Horrible, whether it was a suicide or not. Condolences to all involved.

I usually try to ignore such comments...but that was pretty classless, Chief.
John Moosie

climber
Beautiful California
Aug 24, 2011 - 12:42am PT
If yur gonna do the most selfish and cowardly thing any human can and do yourself in, can you please have the common courtesy to do so where no one can find and then have to clean up yur mess nor potentially take anyone else with you.

So the family can never gets closure. Good idea Chief. Meh.. Sorry you don't have a clue about depression.

Not that I condone putting others at risk.
snowhazed

Trad climber
Oaksterdam, CA
Aug 24, 2011 - 01:07am PT
I'll stand for the chief

suicide is definitely selfish and certainly cowardly

How much pain do you have to be in to exact lasting punishment upon all of your loved ones?
John Moosie

climber
Beautiful California
Aug 24, 2011 - 01:09am PT
How much pain should your loved ones expect you to put up with?
Ken M

Mountain climber
Los Angeles, Ca
Aug 24, 2011 - 01:09am PT
Chief, you are certainly not offending HIM. Unless you are sh*tfaced stupid, you understand that you ARE offending other people HERE.

I can't quite fathom why you are ranting and raving and yelling at a dead guy about giving people RESPECT, when YOU won't give LIVING people respect RIGHT NOW.
Matt

Trad climber
primordial soup
Aug 24, 2011 - 01:12am PT
does not seem to me that anyone actually knows the circumstances of this unfortunate event (did i miss something? why would a person falling accidentally not yell out?)



also seems to me that nobody has walked a mile in the shoes of another.
Dapper Dan

Trad climber
Menlo Park
Aug 24, 2011 - 01:13am PT
Are you new here Ken ?

Ranting and raving is what Chief does best .

And he's from the Eastside
John Moosie

climber
Beautiful California
Aug 24, 2011 - 01:18am PT
does not seem to me that anyone actually knows the circumstances of this unfortunate event (did i miss something? why would a person falling accidentally not yell out?)

Yep.. better to wait for the investigation to be finished. A yell at the beginning could be a yell from a slip.

....

I Still want to know why its selfish to kill oneself, but not selfish for family or friends to expect someone to live in hell. Would it still be selfish to kill oneself if you knew your health problems would bankrupt your family?

..

And just to remind the Chief, I don't condone or support someone endangering others doing anything, including killing themselves.
Ken M

Mountain climber
Los Angeles, Ca
Aug 24, 2011 - 01:18am PT
Are you new here Ken ?

Ranting and raving is what Chief does best .

And he's from the Eastside

Forgive my moment of weakness.......
dipper

climber
Aug 24, 2011 - 01:20am PT
cheef nose.

period.

peace to the fella that flew off the dome.
ms55401

Trad climber
minneapolis, mn
Aug 24, 2011 - 01:27am PT
to say that suicide is selfish and cowardly is silly and ignorant

might bum out witnessing climbers for a spell, I guess (or not), but that can't possibly compare with whatever personal ordeals the suicide is going through
John Moosie

climber
Beautiful California
Aug 24, 2011 - 01:43am PT
Anger at the selfishness that exists when individuals do just this one did and kills others in their final act.

I can understand this.. Putting others at risk is bad. Creating a horrible mess to be cleaned up is also bad.

but as Ken pointed out, will yelling at someone who is suffering really help them? Would yelling at a soldier dealing with PTSD or depression really help them? Or might it push them over the edge? Calling someone a chickenshit doesn't always work. It might work with you, but it doesn't work with everyone.

I have dealt with issues of depression my whole life. I'm not a coward. I have risked my life to rescue people more then once. Each time knowing that I was risking myself. So no.. I don't think that I am a coward. But I have also come very very close to killing myself.

You say that killing oneself is cowardly and selfish. I have already stated I don't think that I am a coward.

So I ask you.. how selfish are you being to expect me to live in the hell I experience constantly? Just how much hell should I have to put up with? I'm going to die some day anyways. So why is it so much worse that I choose when?
John Moosie

climber
Beautiful California
Aug 24, 2011 - 02:03am PT
So if I kill myself, that makes me a coward.

thanks dude. I appreciate the support.

Next time I see my friend who was a POW in Vietnam, I will tell him he will be a coward if he kills himself. 6 years in a POW camp. 57 surgeries to try and correct some of the damage done to him. Army Ranger with loads of medals, but if he kills himself because of the pain, then you would call him a coward.

Will you spit on his grave too?

John Moosie

climber
Beautiful California
Aug 24, 2011 - 02:08am PT
There is more then one kind of depression. Situational depression can often be treated with therapy.

There are other kinds of depression. If you are going to make blanket statements, then you should really learn more about depression. I have dealt with it my whole life. It isn't about my dog dying, or my girlfriend leaving me, or seeing and dealing with too much sh#t in this world. That kind of depression responds well to treatment, though the worse sh#t you have dealt with, the harder it can be. But its still different.

I have had 10 years worth of therapy. I have taken over 30 different meds. The last one, taken just last month, gave me 30 minutes of peace. For 30 minutes life felt like it was worth living, and it even felt easy. I recognize that feeling because I have had it a few times in my life. But only a few times. I could see why people want to live.

But 30 minutes was all that I got. the side affects were a worse kind of hell then the depression. I could give you a lesson in side affects.
corniss chopper

climber
breaking the speed of gravity
Aug 24, 2011 - 02:14am PT
Typically spectacular conditions around the time of the incident
Aug 22 2011

John Moosie

climber
Beautiful California
Aug 24, 2011 - 02:24am PT
Sounds to me John as if you are not willing to change and want to remain in that current state of mind.

Bullsh#t... You have no idea the lengths that I have gone to to try and overcome this.
neebee

Social climber
calif/texas
Aug 24, 2011 - 02:25am PT
hey there say, all...


:(


i just saw the other thread and trip-report, from howie doin'

:(
John Moosie

climber
Beautiful California
Aug 24, 2011 - 02:28am PT
Oh.. and I have built an orphanage in Mexico. I have done 1000s and 1000s of hours of volunteer work. You don't know what you are talking about. There are different kinds of depression that have nothing to do with situations.

I have had many great experiences, and have often looked at them and not been able to feel a thing, but despair.

You may think you know what that is like, but you also have the background of having years of normalcy. I haven't. So don't pretend you have any idea what my life has been like. You don't.
John Moosie

climber
Beautiful California
Aug 24, 2011 - 02:31am PT
hahaha.. I grew up going with my mother to old folks homes. I started a group to connect high schoolers with senior citizens. I worked 2 years with gang members, trying to help them. Don't try to tell me about volunteer work.
Matt

Trad climber
primordial soup
Aug 24, 2011 - 02:32am PT
fwiw-
http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/c/a/2011/08/23/BA6D1KR4T8.DTL&tsp=1

says here they currently assume it was accidental.


chief-
here's a hole for you to contemplate:
your own personal experience defines your perspective, in fact you rationalize and defend it here with your experiences, right?



so tell me-
why cannot another's personal experiences define their perspective?


so who is realyy being selfish?






are you able to contemplate that, or will you just react?
John Moosie

climber
Beautiful California
Aug 24, 2011 - 02:34am PT
my friend who was a POW. I spent many many days holding him as he went through the terrors. I helped him get work. I helped him keep his sanity. But all you want to do is call him a coward if he should kill himself in a moment of weakness.
John Moosie

climber
Beautiful California
Aug 24, 2011 - 02:40am PT
Who says I don't care? Caring is the only reason I haven't killed myself yet.

Now answer my question.

If its selfish for me to not consider my family and friends, then why isn't it selfish for my family and friends to put their needs above mine?

What gives anyone the right to get behind the wheel of a vehicle, drugged outta their mind, speed off at 100 mph and crash head on into another vehicle killing everyone inside. An entire totally innocent family at that.

No one has that right.
John Moosie

climber
Beautiful California
Aug 24, 2011 - 02:45am PT
I have thought about them. It is the only reason I am still alive.

Who thinks about me?


and you still haven't answered my question..
John Moosie

climber
Beautiful California
Aug 24, 2011 - 02:55am PT

Really? You ever have direct dealings with a suicide situ that ended up in the deaths of innocent others?

You seem to be stuck on this issue Chief. No one on this thread has supported anyone putting anyone else at risk. That is a separate issue from whether it is okay to end ones life.
Charlie D.

Trad climber
Western Slope, Tahoe Sierra
Aug 24, 2011 - 09:30am PT
I would hope if John M. & The Chief were sitting across from each other a more empathic and helpful conversation would result. We are all dealt cards some are genenic some are situational so be kind, seek to understand.
coastal_climber

Trad climber
British Columbia
Aug 24, 2011 - 09:38am PT
why can't you guys respect each others differences of opinion?
Norwegian

Trad climber
Placerville, California
Aug 24, 2011 - 09:51am PT
souls are subject to
the momentum of a thousand lifetimes.

our bodies can't deflect this spiritual inertia.
here and now ethics,
god-authored morals,
tears and smiles,

these are not accounted factors in our's souls passings.

Tan Slacks

climber
Joshua Tree
Aug 24, 2011 - 10:08am PT
We should all step back and recognize that what John and the Chief are going through (and many others). They seem to be working their own issues (PTSD, Depression, what ever you want to call it) out in this forum. This could be a good thing for the both of them. I prefer to see these exchanges in a positive light.

The circumstances of the incident are not yet known, but that is not so important to the discussion. Someone mentioned earlier that their opinions are based solely on their own perspectives and life experiences. That is so true, yet what better way for them to learn other perspectives then to have this dialogue .... as long as they are listening ... and that can be the toughest part when you are suffering.

Chief, I have way too much experience in this field and have seen the devastation of suicides, intentional or just plain choosing to drink and drive, Horrible stuff and I know only about John through his postings. An impressive guy. Let's keep talking and listening.

2cent worth
drljefe

climber
El Presidio San Augustin del Tucson
Aug 24, 2011 - 10:13am PT
Thank you Tanslacks, that was right on.
ME Climb

Trad climber
Behind the Orange Curtain
Aug 24, 2011 - 10:29am PT
Chief- like you I don't believe in suicide. I have been the victim of attempted suicide by cop and have been first on scene of too many suicides. I used to believe that all suicides were because someone was weak. Some are but there are some that are not. Getting someone else involved or hurting someone else in the process is wrong. With my wife's depression and suicidal thoughts I know it is not because she is weak. She is one of the strongest people I know. She was born with a vascular malformation on her face that she has had 14 surgeries on, she raised three kids on her own, and is now helping me raise my 3 kids. Her depression is not triggered by any external factors. It is just the way her mind works. She takes her meds and goes to therapy. It helps but doesn't cure it. Some days are good for her and others are a struggle to make it to the next minute let alone the next day. I try to be supportive but many times I feel I am failing her because I cannot make it better. Until you or a loved one suffer from depression you cannot understand the hell they go through, and I don't think I will ever completely understand the hell my wife goes through.

Again I understand where you are coming from but please remember if they could just change the way they think they would. They do not want to live like that.

John M.- I am sorry you are going through what you are. I wish you the best of luck. Keep up the good work you are doing!

Eric
Caz

Big Wall climber
Long Beach, CA.
Aug 24, 2011 - 10:32am PT
John,

Thanks You for sharing with us and giving us a little insight on the pain that you and others suffer from. It takes some courage to open yourself up to a group of people you don't know and and stand up to the judgement brought on by others. I hope the fight with the darkness you live with gets easier. I have fought with a darkness in my own life also, and your words encourage me.

If you ever need to talk with someone that is just an ear to vent to that has some sort of understanding, please feel free to contact me.


Zac
drljefe

climber
El Presidio San Augustin del Tucson
Aug 24, 2011 - 10:34am PT
Another thank you to ME climb.


Edit: ......and to others offering insight and support.

One day at a time.
Beatrix Kiddo

Mountain climber
ColoRADo
Aug 24, 2011 - 11:09am PT
I knew a woman who had MS. She was at the stage in her life where she could barely walk. She depended on her children for everything. No longer wanting to put her family through the misery of seeing her suffer, she killed herself. I understand. Her family understands.

It's not really fair to judge every suicide as a cowardly act.

WBraun

climber
Aug 24, 2011 - 11:12am PT
AS for this question by Moosie;

"I Still want to know why its selfish to kill oneself, ..."

It's because we are not the real owners of our bodies.

You commit suicide and you will suffer as a ghost.

You have destroyed your material body without authorization and now have no material body to work in anymore.

You will now remain in your subtle body as a ghost suffering even worst .......
ME Climb

Trad climber
Behind the Orange Curtain
Aug 24, 2011 - 11:17am PT
John and anyone else who needs an ear or encouragement please feel free to contact me as well. Caz you know I am always there for you my friend!

Eric
Melissa

Gym climber
berkeley, ca
Aug 24, 2011 - 11:17am PT
You don't have to be physically ill to have your mental illness be just as compelling. So many of our beautiful friends would be here if that were the case.

All we know about the man who jumped or fell from the top of half dome is that he must have been very scared as he fell. I feel sympathy for him and for the men who were present to see and hear it.
JoeSimo

Trad climber
New York
Aug 24, 2011 - 11:19am PT
I can't imagine how anyone could stand at the top of Half dome, look out at the wonders before him and think "There is nothing left worth living for"
Melissa

Gym climber
berkeley, ca
Aug 24, 2011 - 11:19am PT
Werner...how can you know who or what guides people who kill themself? How can you know that they are acting as independent agents instead of being moved my a force greater than their own will?
Anxious Melancholy

Mountain climber
Between the Depths of Despair & Heights of Folly
Aug 24, 2011 - 11:20am PT
Although it has been pointed out repeatedly in this thread that an act of suicide can be viewed as a singularly selfish act, I would posit that many more individuals LIVE life selfishly, repeatedly impacting others and the planet with far greater negative consequences, than those associated with the comparatively limited few who take their own lives.
nita

Social climber
chica de chico, I don't claim to be a daisy.
Aug 24, 2011 - 11:28am PT
All we know about the man who jumped or fell from the top of half dome is that he must have been very scared as he fell. I feel sympathy for him and for the men who were present to see and hear it.
+1

Thank you... Yosemite SAR.........They have a tough job..


Thanks, Tanslacks & Me Climb ..



For all those tacoheads who suffer with depression ..wishing you *better days..




east side underground

Trad climber
Hilton crk,ca
Aug 24, 2011 - 11:43am PT
I have to repectfully disagree, why should someone with a terminal illness be forced to continue sufferring ( and their families as well) ? I watched my Mom die a slow and painful death, and would not wish that experince on anyone. To put a blanket statment on a very complex issue - I can't buy that. Paul Linaweaver
Beatrix Kiddo

Mountain climber
ColoRADo
Aug 24, 2011 - 11:46am PT
My Grandmother did that as well Chief. :-( Bravo to you for breaking that cycle.

I just read the rtip report in the other thread. Howie and Jed, stay strong. That had to have been terrible.
WBraun

climber
Aug 24, 2011 - 11:55am PT
HFCS

We will see who the real pretender is ......
CAMNOTCLIMB

Trad climber
novato ca
Aug 24, 2011 - 12:19pm PT
I am going to chime in on this. Chief is correct, yes killing oneself is a selfish act. I know. Daily I fight the battle, do I kill myself now or in wait till noon. Not a fun question to face. I think about it when I drive, work, eat and almost any time of day or night. When I climb it is not in my thoughts. Why do I not just do it? I have a wife, friends who I love. My death my solve my problems but not theirs. There are times when death is a loving solution, endless pain due to illness or injury are ok... I know people who were sinking into that level where life was nothing but suffering with lots of pain. The impact on the loved ones was just as painful.

I rant, but the fight continues. I am good today but tonight, who knows? Life has lots of good in it. Climbing and a cold beer are near the top. But evil does lurk and it can be defeated. I Know.
squishy

Mountain climber
sacramento
Aug 24, 2011 - 12:40pm PT
the chef, as always showing he's a class act...investigation hasn't even been concluded yet...maybe this was Alex Honnold running a free solo lap...who knows...
the Fet

climber
Tu-Tok-A-Nu-La
Aug 24, 2011 - 12:47pm PT
For some people with clinical depression suicide and other thoughts and actions are not a choice. When someone's brain chemistry and functioning is not working right they may not be able to control their thoughts and actions. People can completely lose control, it happens, nothing you do or say or nothing they think can change that sometimes. It's not a choice, it's not selfishness, it can simply be a lack of ability to make different choices.

If this was a suicide there's also the possibilities that the person; acted on impulse, they may have lost control of their ability to preserve themselves and jumped and the reports of the screams indicate enough time to regret that decision, or they may have simply not known people were below. I've been on the top of half dome and a woman was throwing peanut shells or something off the visor, I politely said "you know there may be climbers below' and she was aghast. She didn't think for one second she was putting people at risk.

It is wrong and lame to put others are risk, there's no excuse, and it's terrible, but again that person is probably completely out of their mind.

Creating a mess for others to clean up isn't a good idea. But consider these people are often so distraught and out of control they don't think about it. If they are willing to kill themselves they are dealing with issues beyond thinking about the mess they will create. It's like trying to warn some smokers about second hand smoke. If they are willing to smoke a known carcinogen daily that could kill them they probably aren't too concerned with a little bit of smoke making it's way to other people.
John Moosie

climber
Beautiful California
Aug 24, 2011 - 12:49pm PT
To even comprehend this concept is far beyond the realms of modern western man's thinking. Instead, western material man has come to believe what it does and would rather find pity and false empathy instead of dealing with the root of the real issue. Selfishness.

This isn't true. The true root of depression is hopelessness. Without hope, a soul withers. Its also not true that things are neither good or bad. There is much evil in this world. Melissa hit on an important point. There are forces in this world that can negatively impact people. Werner and the Chief are correct that one must do everything that they can to fight these demons, but I don't judge a person who gives in, in a moment of weakness, especially after a lifetime of fighting the good fight.

I don't care as much for my own reputation anymore, as I do for people I know. The thing that caused me to react so fiercely to the Chiefs sentiments and words was thinking about my friend. He called me recently and is going through another difficult time. He is right on the edge of possibly killing himself, and I won't be surprised if he ends up doing it. He has lived a very tough life, and has given of himself many times. As a POW he helped save multiple lives by volunteering to take the days punishments. Those punishments crippled him. I could tell you many many horror stories that he shared with me, what he was put through. From canning to the bottom of his feet until both feet had been broken countless times, to having broom handles with slivers shaved on them shoved up his rectum and bamboo slivers shoved underneath his fingernails.

He earned the silver star and the bronze star for his heroics in saving his brothers in arms. Should he decide to kill himself, I would not think him a coward. I would think him a troubled man who has been through hell, and for today, hell won. I hope he doesn't kill himself. I still support him and encourage him to keep trying, but I will understand if he is gone in a moment of weakness.

I know one thing, his brothers he served with would never call him a coward. I got a call just this last year from one of his brothers, telling me what he had done to save him. More then 40 years later and this man breaks down in tears telling me what my friend did for him.

Chief, I thank you for sharing your story about your family. I know that you have faced some tough things, and I admire your courage. I hope that I can continue to face my issues. When I talk about them, some of what I am doing is attempting to prepare my friends and family for what might happen. Just as someone with cancer would attempt to prepare their family. You may think I have a choice, and that may be true, but I also know and have seen how difficult it can be for some people to face life.

Should I kill myself and you want to call me a coward, I am okay with that. But you should know this, don't disrespect my friend in such a manner, should he decide to end his life. I know him well and he wont put anyone else at risk. He will try to keep the mess to a minimum, but because our society doesn't allow doctors to help, the choices one has tend to be messy if one wants them to be fully lethal. It is just the way it is. Hell, if society would let me, I would dig my own grave, put myself in it and pull the trigger. And I know my friend would do the same. Going out somewhere where no one would find me, isn't an option. My family would hurt too much not knowing. I do know places like that, but I wont do it that way. We had a thread here on the taco about someone who died and wasn't found for a bunch of years. So I know that isn't the way.

I agree with you that one should fight to the end. But I disagree with the sentiment that all suicides are due to cowardliness and selfishness. The act may be cowardly and selfish, but that doesn't mean the person as a whole is cowardly or entirely selfish. One act does not make or break a person.

...

To everyone who has written me with kind words. I say thank you. I would write you privately, but my energy is low right now. Two days ago I reinjured my back, and am having to deal with that, along with a myriad of other physical problems. I still can't walk on my foot that cramped 3 weeks ago from a med I was taking. So in part the Chief is right, my current bout with depression is situational. Situation FUBAR..
Chaz

Trad climber
greater Boss Angeles area
Aug 24, 2011 - 12:53pm PT
From the San Francisco paper:

"Investigators are trying to determine how a man plunged more than 4,000 feet to his death while climbing the Half Dome summit in Yosemite National Park."


I'd like to know how he fell 4,000 feet off a 2,000 foot rock, too.

Maybe he fell off it twice.
klk

Trad climber
cali
Aug 24, 2011 - 12:53pm PT
I have been in therapy well over four years now.

maybe you can get yr money back?

heh
Toker Villain

Big Wall climber
Toquerville, Utah
Aug 24, 2011 - 12:57pm PT
chaz,
thats a hell of a bounce.
Norwegian

Trad climber
Placerville, California
Aug 24, 2011 - 01:01pm PT
ah don't take life so seriously,
it doesn't take you seriously.

life really is just suicide in slow motion.
tolman_paul

Trad climber
Anchorage, AK
Aug 24, 2011 - 01:04pm PT
I don't think anyone is going to dispute the pain that those who suffer from depression face. Yes, it is very real, very dark, and very debilitating. Sometimes therapy and medicine help, sometimes not.

But what doesn't seem to be coming across between the two sides of this discussion is that the act of suicide takes the pain of the person who took their life, and inflicts that pain on others. That pain is just as real as the depression, but many if not most times much harder to deal with. It doesn't matter if the suicide is "messy", "clean" or the person disapears w/o a trace, the pain remains with the living.

No matter how alone one may feel, none of us are alone, and every one of our lives has an impact on other's lives, even if we are incapable of seeing or comprehending that.
Toker Villain

Big Wall climber
Toquerville, Utah
Aug 24, 2011 - 01:05pm PT
What vanity!

If half of mankind disappeared the planet would be infinitely healthier (and in the end more people could thrive on it through time).
James Doty

Trad climber
Phoenix, Az.
Aug 24, 2011 - 01:05pm PT
Faced with the truly unknown and the vastness of eternity it seems to me that it takes courage to kill yourself. Maybe courage born of despair but courage nonetheless. My heart goes out to those that face that curse.
James Doty

Trad climber
Phoenix, Az.
Aug 24, 2011 - 01:20pm PT
Why ask? Doesn't using that imply you don't care?
Batrock

Trad climber
Burbank
Aug 24, 2011 - 01:25pm PT
This may have been stated earlier but it seems like a lot of work to hike all the way up to there, experience all that beautiful creation and huck yourself off. If it was or wasnt a suicide it's all a terrible shame.
Ken M

Mountain climber
Los Angeles, Ca
Aug 24, 2011 - 01:56pm PT
As Werner stated, we are not owners of our physical bodies. Thus we do not have the right to destroy it, ever.

I wonder who you think your masters are?
Toker Villain

Big Wall climber
Toquerville, Utah
Aug 24, 2011 - 01:59pm PT
I've got not one thing against the Mexicans peacefully re-occupying the land that was stolen from them by the US (which includes where I've lived for 38 years).

I wish my own people were able to do the same.
Gene

climber
Aug 24, 2011 - 02:00pm PT

The man who died after falling off Half Dome was identified as Ryan Leeder, 23, of Los Gatos. The incident appears to be accidental, according to a Yosemite National Park spokesperson.


http://www.modbee.com/2011/08/23/1827733/man-falls-off-half-dome.html#ixzz1VyFgoRA4
Hardman Knott

Gym climber
Muir Woods National Monument, Mill Valley, Ca
Aug 24, 2011 - 02:01pm PT
SF Gate just updated the story:

Half Dome victim was 23-year-old Los Gatos man

All this talk of suicide while we have no idea what really happened up there...

Edit: Gene beat me to it
Homer

Mountain climber
742 Evergreen Terrace
Aug 24, 2011 - 02:05pm PT
We conflate our absurdly incomplete information into complete knowledge - we conclude that the information that we're working with is the same as the information that others a're working with - we know what we're talking about, you're full of sh#t - I'm OK, you're not OK. Maybe it helps us feel better about ourselves, to judge, criticize, and condemn others. La dee da dee da dee da. No Half Dome for me - aren't I special.
aspendougy

Trad climber
Los Angeles, CA
Aug 24, 2011 - 02:05pm PT
I am a friend of the family, and I spoke with the Mother of the deceased. She does not think it was a suicide, but an accident. In this case, it may be that they cannot determine one way or the other, so I hope that ends the debates on this thread.
Toker Villain

Big Wall climber
Toquerville, Utah
Aug 24, 2011 - 02:07pm PT
Sorry to hear it.

Remember to be careful out there.



edit; RA,
no they weren't very nice.
Who was?

Dump the welfare state and the minimum wage and let the noncriminal in.
Hardman Knott

Gym climber
Muir Woods National Monument, Mill Valley, Ca
Aug 24, 2011 - 02:14pm PT
Condolences to friends and family.

When I went to look down from the edge of Diving Board, I carefully approached on hands and knees;
no way was I gonna stand anywhere near the precipice...
klk

Trad climber
cali
Aug 24, 2011 - 02:17pm PT
This is the reason that to try to approach this with logic and reason doesn't work, any more than it does to have a deep intellectual discussion with someone who is profoundly drunk or high. . . .

. . . or posting on st.
Ken M

Mountain climber
Los Angeles, Ca
Aug 24, 2011 - 02:21pm PT
Doug, very sorry for your loss.
John Moosie

climber
Beautiful California
Aug 24, 2011 - 02:26pm PT
So it was likely an accident. I'm sorry for the loss.



Last year I hiked out to Dewey point. There is one exposed move to make to get completely out onto the point. It is an easy move, but still I slipped and almost went over a 1000 foot plus cliff. With my history, I would have been declared a suicide.

I'm sorry again for the loss.
John Moosie

climber
Beautiful California
Aug 24, 2011 - 02:44pm PT
but reality ain't meant to always be easy...

How can you say this if there is no creator? How could reality mean anything? It would just be.
John Moosie

climber
Beautiful California
Aug 24, 2011 - 02:50pm PT
No worries.. and the snowboarding comment was funny.


survival

Big Wall climber
A Token of My Extreme
Aug 24, 2011 - 02:50pm PT
I too crawled onto the diving board. Twice.

I've climbed that wall twice and crawled onto the diving board both times, fearing a sudden gust or updraft......

So sorry for his family.
corniss chopper

climber
breaking the speed of gravity
Aug 24, 2011 - 02:56pm PT
Anyone considered a Half Dome hand stand that went wrong?

example
http://www.flickr.com/photos/ssaammee/2882500467/
this just in

climber
north fork
Aug 24, 2011 - 03:04pm PT
What I like is most scientists try to support theories not necessarily prove them or claim them as true. I have nothing to offer on yet another death other than it sucks for those who knew him.

Paul Martzen

Trad climber
Fresno
Aug 24, 2011 - 03:46pm PT
Aspendougy wrote:
I am a friend of the family, and I spoke with the Mother of the deceased. She does not think it was a suicide, but an accident. In this case, it may be that they cannot determine one way or the other, so I hope that ends the debates on this thread.

Thanks for posting. My sympathy goes out to the family and friends.
Gene

climber
Aug 24, 2011 - 03:48pm PT
Anyone know if there's still any wetness up there near the edges, just curious.


HFCS,

I was thinking the same. On the Valley/GP side of the Visor, there are some sandy down sloping slabs near the edge that if wet and/or have goo growing on them could cause a slip if one were not careful.

Regardless, Dude was way too young. RIP and thoughts for the family and friends of the lad.

g
squishy

Mountain climber
sacramento
Aug 24, 2011 - 03:51pm PT
where did the chef go? his opinions were so super awesome...
the Fet

climber
Tu-Tok-A-Nu-La
Aug 24, 2011 - 04:09pm PT
The "Diving Board" is where Ansel Adams took his photograph, "Monolith, The Face of Half Dome". It's over on the west shoulder around the corner from the start of Snake Dike.

Above the NW face is the visor. There's a little rock projection a little west of the peak of the visor, I'm not sure what that's called.

If you stand at the edge of the visor and look down you can get rocked by some petty good gusts of wind...
jstan

climber
Aug 24, 2011 - 04:19pm PT
" hasnt science attempted to prove/disprove theories for ever?"

Ron, your question tells us your framing for life. Life consists of absolutes. Right. Wrong. Proven. Disproven.

Science does not deal in absolutes. In the effort to find a better theory, everything is open to question.

The satisfaction does not come from having the answer.

The satisfaction does not even come from being the one who finds a better answer.

The satisfaction comes just from the prospect there may be a better answer.

When you look underneath a stone, even when you find no gold there, it feels good just to have looked.
thetennisguy

Mountain climber
Yuba City, CA
Topic Author's Reply - Aug 24, 2011 - 04:23pm PT

YOSEMITE NATIONAL PARK, Calif. -- The man who tumbled from the face of Yosemite National Park's iconic Half Dome has been identified as a 23-year-old man from the San Francisco Bay area.

Park officials say Ryan Leeder went over the side of the granite dome and fell 2,500 feet Monday evening, but rangers weren't able to reach his body until Tuesday afternoon by helicopter.

Yosemite spokeswoman Kari Cobb said Wednesday the Los Gatos man's death appears to be accidental.

Leeder was hiking alone, and no one at the top of Half Dome saw him fall. The accident was reported by climbers who were ascending at the time.

Officials say Leeder's death is the 17th to occur in the park or from injuries sustained in the park in what has been one of Yosemite's deadliest years.



Read more: http://www.sacbee.com/2011/08/23/3857084/man-dies-in-fall-down-face-of.html#ixzz1VyoUY1QC
neebee

Social climber
calif/texas
Aug 24, 2011 - 05:06pm PT
hey there say, aspendougy....

thank you for sharing about your lost friend...
my prayers and condolences to the family and loved ones...

:(

may the good lord help you heal from this, and always hold your friend dear, though with good memories and hopefully less pain, in the future...

god blesss at this hard time...
llk

climber
Aug 24, 2011 - 05:36pm PT
Has anybody seen Alex recently?
Gunkie

Trad climber
East Coast US
Aug 24, 2011 - 05:44pm PT
Leeder was hiking alone, and no one at the top of Half Dome saw him fall.

The loud yelling and high pitched screams that the unfortunate Reg NW Face team heard (from the TR) were from whom? I can't imagine yelling in that poor fellow's situation. I'd be a full-on space potato.



Gene

climber
Aug 24, 2011 - 05:55pm PT
About 15 years ago, I did my annual HD hike, this time with a friend who had never done it before. A few minutes above where the HD/Clouds Rest trail splits, we passed a young German kid, probably in his early 20s. Being gregarious, Greg and I tried to talk with him. He didn’t have much to say. On our way down from the dome, we passed the same fellow just short of the sub-dome. He was sprawled out next to the trail. We chatted with him and offered water and food – I can’t remember if he took any. He appeared to not be in any obvious physical distress so we continued the hike back to YV. We just thought he was a tad odd and lacking in social graces.

I found out later that that evening he jumped. Left a note to his parents in his rental car.

So sad.

g
Peter Haan

Trad climber
San Francisco, CA
Aug 25, 2011 - 10:11am PT
Well here he is. Ryan Leeder, from Los Gatos, CA. Twenty-three years old.

Bill Mc Kirgan

Trad climber
Cedar Rapids, Iowa
Aug 25, 2011 - 01:24pm PT
Rest in Peace Ryan Leeder


Sincere condolances to your family and dear friends.
HighTraverse

Trad climber
Bay Area
Aug 25, 2011 - 03:20pm PT
OUr liberals in California forced Reagan to close "cruel" institutions.
Now THAT's revisionist history, nonsense and thoroughly offensive in this thread.

The Lanterman–Petris–Short (LPS) Act (Cal. Welf & Inst. Code, sec. 5000 et seq.) concerns the involuntary civil commitment to a mental health institution in the State of California. The act set the precedent for modern mental health commitment procedures in the United States. It was co-authored by California State Assemblyman Frank Lanterman (R) and California State Senators Nicholas C. Petris (D) and Alan Short (D), and signed into law in 1967 by Governor Ronald Reagan. The Act went into full effect on July 1, 1972. It cited seven articles of intent:
To end the inappropriate, indefinite, and involuntary commitment of mentally disordered persons, people with developmental disabilities, and persons impaired by chronic alcoholism, and to eliminate legal disabilities;
To provide prompt evaluation and treatment of persons with serious mental disorders or impaired by chronic alcoholism;
To guarantee and protect public safety;
To safeguard individual rights through judicial review;
To provide individualized treatment, supervision, and placement services by a conservatorship program for gravely disabled persons;
To encourage the full use of all existing agencies, professional personnel and public funds to accomplish these objectives and to prevent duplication of services and unnecessary expenditures;
To protect mentally disordered persons and developmentally disabled persons from criminal acts.
The Act in effect ended all hospital commitments by the judiciary system, except in the case of criminal sentencing, e.g., convicted sexual offenders, and those who were "gravely disabled", defined as unable to obtain food, clothing, or housing [Conservatorship of Susan T., 8 Cal. 4th 1005 (1994)]. It did not, however, impede the right of voluntary commitments. It expanded the evaluative power of psychiatrists and created provisions and criteria for holds.

note:
The act set the precedent for modern mental health commitment procedures in the United States.

My son had "developmental disabilities" and could have ended up institutionalized before this law. No Republican governor since has tried to repeal it.

The act was not about "cruel institutions" it was about unreasonable and archaic imprisonment of ill people.
Are you suggesting Ryan should have been involuntarily institutionalized? What an obscene thing to say about a young man who died, however it was that he died. I'm shocked that even you would imply this.
Take your ultra conservative claptrap to one of the political threads where it belongs.

Ryan's family and friends: I am very sorry for your loss. I know that Ryan meant a lot to you. I too have lost a son and have a notion of the depth of your grief.
klinefelter

Boulder climber
Bishop, CA
Aug 25, 2011 - 03:29pm PT
Yet another extremely insensitive remark from fattrad, just to get his ideological digs into a thread where politics has no place. Can't you just leave this site alone, already?
powderdan

Social climber
mammoth lakes
Aug 25, 2011 - 03:46pm PT
small consellation...it wasnt a climber
John Moosie

climber
Beautiful California
Aug 25, 2011 - 04:07pm PT
What more can be done?

There is plenty that can be done. Just take for instance how poor people get mental health care. If you are poor, and need mental health care, you go to the county. The county assesses you and puts you in one of their programs. If you are suicidal, you can end up in group therapy. Group therapy is reasonable for teaching coping skills. It sucks for really digging into the problem and helping a person.

Then what happens is that your care moves from one person to another without any consideration for continuity of care. So someone who could be stabilized with continued care, and possibly even lead a reasonably normal life, working a job and paying taxes, instead gets disjointed care, which often leads to things like over medication and many other very basic problems. I know people who chose to live on the street and avoid the county mental health care, because the care they get from the county is so piss poor. The problem is many mental health problems don't remain stable, they get worse. So it can be a victory just to keep a person stable, but that rarely happens with county mental health. Often because of the discontinuity of the care. And these are people who often can't protect themselves, because they are mentally unstable. So they don't know what to watch out for, or are incapable of even recognizing a problem.

I have one friend who, when he gets stable care, is a great auto mechanic. He isn't able to work in a shop, because he is too nervous and flips out easily around others, but he is great out of his home, or coming to your house. But his care often isn't very stable, and he ends up either over medicated, or under medicated, and even though he is able to rebuild a transmission, he can't tell when he is getting out of whack. And when he gets out of whack, then he does stupid stuff that gets him into trouble with the law. The last time he got out of whack, he started hallucinating and thought he was under attack from a bunch of bugs. To save himself he started a grass fire which nearly burnt down the place he was living in. So he got kicked out and ended up back on the streets.

When he is stable, he creates very few problems. He Works, he pays taxes, he doesn't cause trouble. But keeping him stable requires a doctor that knows him.

but hey.. if he gets into trouble, he can always go to the emergency room. uh huh..
Barbarian

Trad climber
The great white north, eh?
Aug 25, 2011 - 05:30pm PT
This will be my only post to this thread.

My condolences to the friends and family of Ryan Leeder. I did not know Ryan, but know that you are suffering in this time of loss. I pray that you find peace and comfort. Please remember all the happy times and keep his soul alive in your hearts. I am sorry for your loss.
Peace,
Scott
Jaybro

Social climber
Wolf City, Wyoming
Aug 25, 2011 - 05:31pm PT
Those institutions were closed by your god Raegen to save money fathead . Liberals had nothing to do with it. And you're old enough to remember that.

That is the lowest blow I've ever seen you take Fatty. You know better than to lie like that!
klk

Trad climber
cali
Aug 25, 2011 - 05:44pm PT
OUr liberals in California forced Reagan to close "cruel" institutions.

that's pretty weak, even for you.

reagan's only interest in governor was as a platform for a presidential campaign, so his team devised a catchy hook for a national stage: a ten percent across the board cut of all government programs. since none of them knew anything about the actual state govt., they didn't realize the chaos that would ensue: felons released early, DMVs closed, mental institutions shutting down and pscyhos sent out into the streets.

the result was such a disaster that reagan's next step as governor, was to sign into law the single largest tax increase in the history of the state.

there was indeed a small faction of folks in psychiatry and behavioral science calling for more "mainstreaming" of certain hospital populations. and there was a small, but spectacular, fringe of whackjobs saying things like, "schizophrenia is invented by the fascist state." but they had no political leverage of any sort.

mental illness is brutal, incredibly hard on families, and it demands support networks that few families can actually provide. the newspaper report on this kid makes him sound seriously ill.

it's over for him now, rip.



Norwegian

Trad climber
Placerville, California
Aug 25, 2011 - 06:07pm PT
fatrad's soul is expired.
rincon

Trad climber
SoCal
Aug 25, 2011 - 09:23pm PT
Anyone considered a Half Dome hand stand that went wrong?


Maybe he set his camera on time release for a self portrait on the edge, and it's still up there somewhere?
graniteclimber

Trad climber
The Illuminati -- S.P.E.C.T.R.E. Division
Aug 27, 2011 - 12:38am PT
More detail about the victim.
http://www.mercurynews.com/california/ci_18747779?source=rss

Park officials are investigating the fall as an accident, and Leeder's relatives are trying to piece together what may have happened. His father, Larry Leeder, who was heading to Yosemite on Wednesday, didn't return a phone call. But Belanger said that the younger Leeder had been battling mental illness since he was a teenager.

"Time and time again, that was his Achilles' heel. That was something he really struggled
with," Belanger, 28, of San Jose, said. "I think, just like a lot of times he had gotten himself into trouble, it usually had something to do with that."

But Belanger says the family still has many unanswered questions, including why Leeder's backpack was found a mile down the trail on the back side of the dome. Leeder's father, a retired piano tuner who lives with his wife in Los Gatos, speculated to Belanger that his son might have been exhausted after spending most of the previous night awake texting someone.
jstan

climber
Aug 27, 2011 - 01:08am PT
Here on ST we have a grand history of being able quickly to reach a consensus on important questions of the day.

So as not to punish Ryan's family further, can we please speed this up and get right to a conclusion here?
Tip

Social climber
Santa Cruz
Apr 16, 2012 - 07:55pm PT
Hey all, I signed up just to shed a little light on Ryan Leeder. I knew him personally, he was a drug addict, and essentially a ticking time bomb for this to occur. I knew him for over a year, and I do not recall a day he was not high on coke, opiates, weed, drunk, or high on psychedelic drugs. Everyone saying RIP and saying that they are praying for his family... let me add context. He literally worshiped the devil and believed in all the cult stuff you can imagine, one of the many reasons I stopped hanging out with him in June, 2 months prior to this. Also, he tried to rob my apartment because he had run out of money from family to buy drugs and came to ask for some. I said no so he tried to grab the money I had on the counter and run. I caught him in the hallway before the door and gave him a beating. He was so high he couldn't feel the pain and kept trying to fight back and didnt realize that he lost his pants and underwear in the process until he was outside, bleeding out of his nose. He ended up going to the ER and from the the police took him away and I decided not to press charges, I felt I gave him enough of a punishment. They found high amounts of coke, opiates, weed, meth, and acid in his system. He was sent to a mental institute after he said to the police that all he recalled was he came over to say what's up and left. He didn't remember what occurred the night before. The policy found mounds of caffeine that he was snorting because he couldn't by cocaine and roaches in his house from lack of hygiene. At least now he is in hell with the thing he used to worship... Satan. He was a fiend who never could get his life together, playing video games all day, and never had a job; used money from family to pay for everything. He won't be missed by many, except his dealers I'm sure. Let me know if you guys have any other questions. The comments that say RIP and our prayers go out to you make me sick.
Batrock

Trad climber
Burbank
Apr 16, 2012 - 08:01pm PT
How does someone like that make that hike to the top?
Crazy!
Gene

climber
Apr 16, 2012 - 08:05pm PT
Tip,

What on earth motivates you to post that? Why bother? What's your point?

g
michaeld

Sport climber
Sacramento
Apr 16, 2012 - 08:11pm PT
So you didn't like someone, cool.

No matter how much of a saint you are, I'll be sure to piss on your grave as such you did to Ryan's. I have no idea who he is, but regardless, he sounded very, very sick. But I feel more sorry for you than I do for him. You're pathetic.
Tip

Social climber
Santa Cruz
Apr 16, 2012 - 08:14pm PT
So people understand who he really was. We used to ask him why he would take drugs if he was psychzophernic (spelling sorry) and hed either ignore us or get angry over it. Shedding light on who he really was, the title "another soul lost at half dome" isnt correct, he gave it to the devil a long time ago. Drugs and cults and the way he lived... it was bound to happen. At least he had a nice view
michaeld

Sport climber
Sacramento
Apr 16, 2012 - 08:16pm PT
Asking them why they're addicted to extremely addictive substances isn't gonna make them stop. It's only going to make them want to hurt themselves more.
Tip

Social climber
Santa Cruz
Apr 16, 2012 - 08:16pm PT
Michael. If I robbed you for the money you LITERALLY were going the next day to help your family pay for your grandmother's funeral. Please piss on my grave. If you don't know a person, you probably shouldn't say stuff like you did. But see I did know him.
michaeld

Sport climber
Sacramento
Apr 16, 2012 - 08:19pm PT
Sob story.
Attention monger.

Why not let this thread rest with him?
Shows what kind of person you are to make an account on a forum and start bashing on a dead person, regardless of who they are...
Tip

Social climber
Santa Cruz
Apr 16, 2012 - 08:20pm PT
Yeah we'll to each his own. He literally would knock on every single door in the apartment complex asking for money because his dad didn't want to continue to pay for his habits. He wouldn't get a job, wouldn't go out in sunlight. We all had to move out because the complex had to be fumigated and had a tent over it because his lack of hygiene caused roaches and bugs to spread. No other apartment had a problem until he brought it. He put multiple families out of there homes, woke us all up at 2am 4-5 times a week because he wanted money. I am bipolar. I know the mental illness side. He wasn't addicted to a specific drug. He wanted to do any drug, didn't matter what it was, he wanted it just because it would get him high.
Tip

Social climber
Santa Cruz
Apr 16, 2012 - 08:21pm PT
And who asked you to reply? And continue to reply? Why don't you put it to rest like he is. He attempted to make music do you want a link to his beautiful satanic themed techno
Dapper Dan

Trad climber
Menlo Park
Apr 16, 2012 - 08:22pm PT
"I am bipolar"

...I never would have guessed that tip .
Prod

Trad climber
Apr 16, 2012 - 08:23pm PT
Hahahaha DD.

Prod.
Tip

Social climber
Santa Cruz
Apr 16, 2012 - 08:24pm PT
He tried to get us to listen to this song where satan says come my minions, bow before your god. When he went to the mental institute I was hoping hed clean his life up. Guess not
michaeld

Sport climber
Sacramento
Apr 16, 2012 - 08:24pm PT
I'd like a link if it was some beautiful satanic themed dubstep.
Hell i'll take a link for any good dubstep.

Ran out of sh#t to listen to at work.
Tip

Social climber
Santa Cruz
Apr 16, 2012 - 08:25pm PT
Yeah we'll I am. It's not fun but I know not to mix drugs when I take meds to cope with it. I tried to connect with him because my sister and I both cope with sever depression, drugs meant more to him than life. To each his own
Tip

Social climber
Santa Cruz
Apr 16, 2012 - 08:26pm PT
Not dubstep but I'll look for it shoot why not yall seem like a friend bunch
Gene

climber
Apr 16, 2012 - 08:26pm PT
Tip,

Leave it alone. K?

Thanks,
g
jstan

climber
Apr 16, 2012 - 08:31pm PT
suicide is definitely selfish and certainly cowardly

Thank you for sharing your personal opinion. I do have to ask.

Are you also of the opinion that others must respect or even be limited by your opinion?

Perhaps you could also share with us some of your higher heroic accomplishments? Just the higher ones so that we mortals might avoid overload.

If it were your child that fell, how would the opinion as expressed here by you - now strike you?

This thread begins to make a case in support of abortion.
Tip

Social climber
Santa Cruz
Apr 16, 2012 - 08:33pm PT
http://www.myspace.com/djglownotes/music

#2 was his favorite if you want to hurt your ears guys
Tip

Social climber
Santa Cruz
Apr 16, 2012 - 08:35pm PT
@khanom, No that shows they informed me as i was part of the investigation they asked if I wanted to press felony assualt charges as well as trespassing. Also it was in the newspaper in Live Oak (Santa Cruz) where it occurred. So maybe ask before you were assumed.
ms55401

Trad climber
minneapolis, mn
Apr 16, 2012 - 08:37pm PT
TFPU!!!
Tip

Social climber
Santa Cruz
Apr 16, 2012 - 08:38pm PT
I am not a father, I am 21, and graduate this year from UCSC with honors in Economics, and have already been hired at one of the Big 4 to work at upon graduation. If you knew how many study sessions he interfered with last year when I needed to study for midterms and finals, you'd understand a little more where I am coming from. And I knew his father, he is why I didn't press charges, I felt bad for him.
ms55401

Trad climber
minneapolis, mn
Apr 16, 2012 - 08:40pm PT
is that "honors" in economics or "honours" -- I've seen it spelled both ways
Tip

Social climber
Santa Cruz
Apr 16, 2012 - 08:42pm PT
Honors. 3.7 GPA. We'd ask him constantly to go away, and stop knocking but I was the only person in the complex who would give him food or soda when he would ask everyone for some cuz his money was all gone.
michaeld

Sport climber
Sacramento
Apr 16, 2012 - 08:44pm PT
K, thank you. Bye
Norwegian

Trad climber
Placerville, California
Apr 16, 2012 - 08:47pm PT
you are 21 now,
someday, maturity will fill up your boots
and you will look
back on this slanderous episode of your time
and you will feel compelled to
kick yourself in the asse,
hard and thorough.

you are growing up
and it aint always pretty for your
peers to behold.
Gene

climber
Apr 16, 2012 - 08:56pm PT
I am 21, and graduate this year from UCSC with honors in Economics,

Did you get a passing grade in Empathy? Humanity? Reconciliation? Good Manners? Maturity? English Composition?

You’re obviously summa c#m laude in Vitriol and Vindictiveness.

He's dead. You're not. Learn to be positive.

g


couchmaster

climber
pdx
Apr 16, 2012 - 10:56pm PT
Thanks for the full story Tip. It must have been incredibly difficult for his family and former friends. Perhaps it's a reminder that we all need to pay attention to the things that make us go tick. Food, sleep, climbing, relationships - finding joy in life and doing lots of fun things ......in moderation.

Warm regards to all:




Tip said:
'Hey all, I signed up just to shed a little light on Ryan Leeder. I knew him personally, he was a drug addict, and essentially a ticking time bomb for this to occur. I knew him for over a year, and I do not recall a day he was not high on coke, opiates, weed, drunk, or high on psychedelic drugs. Everyone saying RIP and saying that they are praying for his family... let me add context. He literally worshiped the devil and believed in all the cult stuff you can imagine, one of the many reasons I stopped hanging out with him in June, 2 months prior to this. Also, he tried to rob my apartment because he had run out of money from family to buy drugs and came to ask for some. I said no so he tried to grab the money I had on the counter and run. I caught him in the hallway before the door and gave him a beating. He was so high he couldn't feel the pain and kept trying to fight back and didnt realize that he lost his pants and underwear in the process until he was outside, bleeding out of his nose. He ended up going to the ER and from the the police took him away and I decided not to press charges, I felt I gave him enough of a punishment. They found high amounts of coke, opiates, weed, meth, and acid in his system. He was sent to a mental institute after he said to the police that all he recalled was he came over to say what's up and left. He didn't remember what occurred the night before. The policy found mounds of caffeine that he was snorting because he couldn't by cocaine and roaches in his house from lack of hygiene. At least now he is in hell with the thing he used to worship... Satan. He was a fiend who never could get his life together, playing video games all day, and never had a job; used money from family to pay for everything. He won't be missed by many, except his dealers I'm sure. Let me know if you guys have any other questions. The comments that say RIP and our prayers go out to you make me sick."
Tip

Social climber
Santa Cruz
Apr 17, 2012 - 12:49am PT
Ya I was just try to give the full story not just the news snippet
Jon Beck

Trad climber
Oceanside
Apr 17, 2012 - 01:36am PT
Tip - I did not have to go to college to learn when to keep my mouth shut. I hope I never find myself climbing within 100 miles of you. Nothing personal but you creep me out.
Tip

Social climber
Santa Cruz
Apr 17, 2012 - 02:10am PT
You won't I don't climb. My sister does
SCseagoat

Trad climber
Santa Cruz
Apr 17, 2012 - 01:43pm PT
Tip you are giving Santa Cruz a bad rep.

Good luck in your corporate venture...I guess you weren't hired to do sensitivity trainings.


Susan
Gene

climber
Apr 17, 2012 - 01:50pm PT
^^^ LOL ^^^

g

End of thread.
survival

Big Wall climber
Terrapin Station
Apr 17, 2012 - 01:56pm PT
Oh yeah? Think you get the last word Gene? Well I betcha somebody else posts up.

Wow, Tips a trip. I would also say that bi-polar man is stretching things a bit. Why did he search this thread out 8 months down the road?
Seems to be some excess baggage there, just sayin'......
Dos XX

Trad climber
Los Angeles, CA
Apr 17, 2012 - 02:02pm PT
'wege got it right.
michaeld

Sport climber
Sacramento
Apr 17, 2012 - 03:19pm PT
Seems to be some excess baggage there, just sayin'......
Norwegian

Trad climber
Placerville, California
Apr 17, 2012 - 03:30pm PT
santa cruz deserves a mixed rep.
when i was in school at santa clara
we did much of our partying in santa cruz,

it was just a short jaunt over the
17 on the public transit which
our student id's earned us free rides.

i was always shocked at the meth
usage amonst the college gang.

i was still young and naive
straight outta small-town usa
and the cultural shock was
staggering in many aspects.

i camped at the keg
and gawked at the gorgeous hippy
girls and once in a while
got drunk enough to talk to em.

for the most part i stayed
outta that mind dirt, though.
rectorsquid

climber
Lake Tahoe
Apr 17, 2012 - 03:35pm PT
Thanks for bringing a long dead thread to the front page where we all see it and think "Crap, another guy died on HF lately?"

But gratefully, there was no new death. Just an old thread that was long forgotten and should have been left to rest in peace.
jstan

climber
Apr 17, 2012 - 03:57pm PT
I have posted previously that when on the internet there are people who reverse all the training on being sociable they received when two or three years old. We now have an instance in which a person has even reversed the training they received just before that.
granstar

Social climber
Irving
May 27, 2012 - 07:25pm PT
I came into this discussion way late, but my sympathies go out to the Leeder family. Many of you have made several good, thought-provoking, points on here. My only trip I took to Yosemite, with a group of friends from Bel Air Presbyterian Church in Los Angeles in I believe August of 2002, I had full intention of going to the top of Half Dome. Then the afternoon before our group was going on the Half Dome hike, one of my friends started talking about how it was so dangerous and so many had slipped and fallen off that last ascent. I never really thought of myself as a wuss, being pretty athletic and playing college basketball, but that did mess with my head and ended up not making it to the top of the Half Dome. I should have known that my friend was messing with my head and he was always joking around like that, but still let it get to me too much lol! So I went to the end of that last hike before you do the last one to the top which I believe is the Nevada Falls, which was still beautiful and a wonderful experience. I'm not living in Los Angeles or California now, but hope to get back to Yosemite again sooner that later, and this time complete the Half Dome. All the best to all of you!
GDavis

Social climber
SOL CAL
May 27, 2012 - 08:14pm PT
Tip

Sometime, in the future, you will have a wife that will love you very much. And sometime, once you've been married in front of your parents and friends, you will consummate that bond.

...And when your scared, timid, half inflated meat popsicle is stabbing randomly at her digestive track and/or thigh, you will feel like the half of a human piece of sh#t you are.


Satan himself has told me, via AOL instant messenger, that when this happens he will give me a sign. And when I recieve that sign, Tip, I will lean back in my $42 computer chair, grab a bottle of 4$ wine and nod knowingly to the tune of Black Sabbath.





Because, you see, the funny thing is, while I can make some pretty funny jokes, I'll never feel as shitty to another human being in my entire life as you have proven is possible.


Go f*#k yourself, dear sir, or better yet let a fire hydrant do it for you.



Love and kisses!
mouse from merced

Trad climber
merced, california
May 27, 2012 - 08:50pm PT
Double for me, G.

And another double to the demise of Granstar in a brothel, no, a cave, no, in a hole of some kind, but what?

I got the same kindo message.

Satan's totally got it under control.

He was joking about it.

Why did Granstar cross himself before he crossed the road?

Even though he's a Chicken and a Presbyterian, he thought he might as well cover the bases before crossing.

Who cares why he wanted to cross the road. I'm surprised he considered coming here!

Smooch-smooch.

God what a slack-jaw!
TGT

Social climber
So Cal
May 27, 2012 - 08:55pm PT
I'm with the Chief on this one.

there's still room for some responsibility,

even in the most irresponsible act.
jtlocal

Trad climber
Joshua Tree
May 27, 2012 - 10:31pm PT
Hopeless addict, lost soul.
Oh yeah I forgot... Tip is an a$$hole.
granstar

Social climber
Irving, TX
May 27, 2012 - 11:45pm PT
Wow mouse wasn't expecting that. Did I say something to tick you off or just in a bad mood? Most people seem really cool on here from the posts I've seen so guess that caught me off guard.
granstar

Social climber
Irving, TX
May 28, 2012 - 12:56am PT
The Chief makes such a great point in earlier post about trying to get beyond your own issues, getting outside of yourself, and focus on others who need help and have worse situation than maybe we have. Probably the most fulfilled I've ever felt in my life was being involved in the Skid Row Ministry where our group would go down to some of the worst parts of downtown Los Angeles and help the homeless with food, water, clothing, shelter in some cases, prayers, or just talking to them and trying to be a friend. But I also understand and respect your point also John about your friend who was decorated soldier. I would never judge him what ever he decides but would just hope your positive influence on him gives him hope and courage to push forward and continue to use his great talents to make a difference in the world. Having two older brothers, my oldest in the Marine Corps passed away at early age of 21 and miss him dearly, I have the greatest respect for our military.
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