I love you people. It has been a stressful morning. The health care assistant (HCA) the the health board sends on weekends (not always the same one), didn't call me until this morning, when I was at the garage and the mechanic was telling me that the ECP light could be anything (as I found out on Google), but it was the break light switch, more money out of the pocket.
So when the HCA came by I raised (I did not shout, you'll know when I shout) my voice why she did not give me advanced notice (she was suppose to the night before), and she was intimidated, and called the nurse, Mary, who I had never met.
Mary comes by and starts lecturing me about being civil. I told her there are two sides on a coin. It would be nice, decent, civil, to have some idea when the HCA would show up. She threatened (yes in so many words) that services may be withdrawn. Jennie needs these carers everyday for social support and interaction.
But I made a bollocks of the whole situation. Rent is due today, I don't have it. Car mechanic's bill, I can just make it.
I did not lose it, but I came pretty close. Shouting? NO! Upset and raised voice, YES! Stupid? That is me.