Not really fair.
If you are going to analyze his confession/apology, you need to provide a personal confession for yourself as well.
Otherwise, there's no perspective for you to compare....
on my deathbed i've no confessions
for instead im breathing deep feeding the
dieing machine juicing it up of earthy strengths
for i've one more
valiant task required of my being before i
enter eternity and
that last task
is to beat the beyond-living piss outta god,
such that she begs mercy and forgiveness of
i and then i don't grant her no leeway
and further deploy my angst upon her
until she concedes her
unaccountable hand which pulls the
strings of surrendered spirtuality's everywhere.
after that,
you author your own undoing,
instead of some dried up and useless c#&%
telling you where the dead shall account.
Who needs a deathbed? I've seen plenty of evidence that in old age many of us will confess to lots of things we probably never did. But forget in about 5 minutes.